Ally's POV
I sat on my bed playing around with my guitar and some lyrics. I sung them in my head. I jolted them down. "You always loved music. You never sing but you still love it." Saph said from my door way. I sighed. "You miss talking?" She asked. I miss music. I traced on her arm. She chuckled. "You're scared of what it will be like to talk for the first time in 10 years aren't you?" She asked. I nodded. "Just say something Shy." She said. I looked away. She sighed. I let a tear fall then quickly wiped it away. "You'll find your voice one day mijita. You will." She said. I shrugged. She walked out. I laid on my bed crying for the rest of the day.
The next day Ally's POV
I got up and put on a black gypsy outfit (Outfit in my twitter) and walked downstairs. I grabbed my backpack and rode my pink and purple motorcycle to school. When I got there I hopped off and ran in. I quickly got my stuff and ran to class. I don't think I can take much more of this. I sat down. "Hey Ally you okay?" Missy asked me. I grabbed my notebook. I miss it. Talking, singing, having fun. I miss it. "Then say something. We can break that shell." She said. My shyness isn't what's keeping me from talking Missy. It's that I'm scared of the outcome of me talking. I haven't talked in 10 years. People might be scared to why I started again. The thought of people getting hurt from worrying about why I'm talking again scares me. Missy I can't. "Wow." She said. I nodded. I started crying she hugged me.
After school Ally's POV
I got my stuff and walked out of the doors. Dallas, Trent, Missy, and Saph right behind me. They started walking to the cars when Kira and Brittany walked up to me. "Hey little bitch." Brittany said. I rolled my eyes. "I heard you're trying to steal my girlfriend away from me." Kira said. I sighed. I seen Austin standing by the light pole, watching and listening. Wow. He's so...ugh! "So how about we beat your ass again to give you a clear message this time." Brittany suggested. She swung and I caught it. Kira swung and I caught it too. I used Kira's jacket to tie their hands together. I pushed them back into a pole. "So what? Just because you tied our hands doesn't mean shit. We can still talk to you." Kira said. "Please Kir she's not worth it. She's nothing but a spoiled little bitch who can't keep a man to save her life. God knows why Missy wants her slutty ass. I knew she was a dyke when I saw her. She's a worthless piece of shit." Brittany said. I was beyond irritated, beyond mad, beyond pissed. I. Was. Livid. And it showed. "Brit, you may have went to far." Kira said scared. "Saph has she ever turned that red before?" Dallas asked. Saph shook her head rapidly.
"That's enough! I've been dealing with people talking about me for my whole life and I'm sick of it. Get a fucking life, and stop torturing people! You do this just to make yourselves feel better when you're not much better than me. I'm sick and tired of people treating me like I don't matter. I do. I have done more in my 13 years of living on this earth than you'll probably ever do in your life. Just fucking stop. Bullies like you are the reasons people like me end up in jail, for killing bullies like you. You can make fun of me all you want but don't say I didn't warn you that karma's a bitch when you're handing me my order at the McDonald's drive thru." I yelled. I stormed to Austin and slapped the hell out of him. "You're such an asshole! How are you gonna defend me when they were talking about me but not when they were beating the hell out of me? You're not even dating that dumb bitch, you're just fucking her to get a kick out of it. And then you have the nerve to show up at my damn house and act like nothing happened. What the hell dude? God, you're just plain oblivious. I know you're not dating her but at least chose to fuck someone who doesn't have an IQ low enough to trip over!" I yelled. I walked to Kira and punched her in the jaw. "You're supposed to be dating Missy. But instead you're sleeping around with every guy at this damn school. How could you treat her like that? She's so sweet and nice. She doesn't deserve you. She deserves better, way better. I'm not saying me cause no one can handle this. I have way to much shit going on but damn she can at least chose someone who won't hurt her without her knowing it. Yeah I kissed her. So fucking what? I loved every second of it and there ain't shit you can do about it. What's done is done. Cry you a river, call Bob the bulider to build you a bridge and get the fuck over it!" I yelled.
They all stared at me shocked. Oh my god. I ran to my bike and sped home. I locked myself in my room. What the hell just happened? Saph, Dallas, Trent, and Missy busted in my room and sat down on the floor. Saph sat on the bed. "Ally what happened back there? You cussed them out." Dallas said. "Guys maybe it was just a rush of anger. Maybe she can't do it again." Missy said. "Mijita you talked. You finally did it." Saph said. "I know." I squeaked. They gasped. "I got so tired of everyone talking about me like I wasn't there that I finally broke." I said. I started crying. "What's wrong?" Missy asked. "I've been silent for 10 years. It hurts to talk." I said laughing. They laughed. "Why'd you go silent in the first place?" Dallas asked. "When I was 3 I wrote a song. I performed it at my daycare. There was a high note. I tried hitting it and my voice cracked. I was so embarrassed. I never wanted to talk again." I said. They nodded. "In a week the school is having a talent show..." Missy started. I nodded. "I'll do it." I said.
The next day Ally's POV
I put on skinny jeans and a light pink long sleeved crop top. I brushed my hair and grabbed my backpack. I put on some pink eyeshadow and pink lipstick. I ran downstairs. I hugged my dad. "Hey sweetie. Are you gonna talk today?" He asked. I took a deep breath. "Lo siento que no hablaria durante tanto tiempo." I said. He looked at me shocked. I rode my motorcycle to school. I hopped off and got stares from everyone. I was walking to the school when I was ambushed. Suddenly there was a sharp pain in my throat. Whoever it was ran off. I ran to Saph. I pointed at my throat. "What's wrong?" She asked. I started crying. She rushed me to the hospital. "Yes someone has fractured your vocal box. You can't speak for a week." She said. She handed me a tablet and a headband. "Use this." She said. I went back to school. Kira laughed and high fived Brittany. "Good job Kira. I dare her to yell at us again." Brittany said. I growled and punched them both in the face. Trent looked at me. "What happened?" He asked. "Your sister snapped my windpipe. I can't talk for a week." I typed. "What about the talent show?" Missy asked. "Lost cause." Dallas said. I sighed. I can't believe this.
The next day Ally's POV
I put on a strapless gold sequinned top, black jean booty shorts, and gold sequinned hightops. I had on smokey eye eyeshadow and lipgloss. I curled my hair before putting on a gold sequinned fedora. I walked downstairs as me and Saph drove to the school. We walked into the cafeteria which they had cleared for this special occasion. "Next up is Shakira Starr and Brittany Davis." He announced. They walked on. I looked at the group. "I can't believe you just got your voice back now you can't do the talent show. You can talk again tomorrow but..." Missy said. "I know I wanna cry." I typed. They finished and walked off. "God they suck monkey balls." Dallas said. "I couldn't agree more." I said. They looked at me. "Ally!" Saph exclaimed. "What?" I asked. "Shhh! The doctor said you couldn't talk!" She said. I gasped as an idea came to my head. I put the tablet down and took off the headband. "She didn't say I couldn't sing." I sung. They stared at me in shock. "Well alright." Saph said. "Next up is Alyssa Dawson singing her original Reflection." She said. I ran up. I handed Missy the CD and she played it. The track started.
Look at me. You may thing you see who I really am. But you'll never
know me. Every day it's as if I play a part. Now I see, if I wear a
mask I can fool the world, but I can not fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me? When will my
reflections show who I am inside?
I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart and what I believe
in, but somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart and be
loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me? Why is my
reflection someone I don't know? Must I pretend that I'm someone else
for all time? When will my reflection show who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly. That burns with a need to
know the reason why.
Why must we all conceal, what we think, how we feel? Must there be a
secret me I'm forced to hide? I won't pretend that I'm someone else
for all time. When will my reflection show who I am inside? When will
my reflection show, who I am inside?
The crowd went crazy. I walked down. They clapped and cheered. "Amazing!" Missy exclaimed. I smiled. "Gracias." I said. "You wrote that?" Trent asked. I nodded. People congratulated me. I smiled. "I'm ending the talent show." I said. "Really?" They asked. I nodded. They smiled. "Wow you really go for what you want." Dallas said. "I do now." I said. "Guys, did you not hear her voice before she went on stage?" Missy asked. "Yeah I did. Did you know you could sing?" Saph asked. "I took a chance. It's been 10 years and this was my first time singing." I said. "Will the doctor be mad?" Saph asked. "Like I care." I said. "You're a badass? Who would've known?" Dallas asked. "Me! I was too shy for anyone else to see this. Get ready for the next few days. You might just have a heart attack." I said. They smirked. "NExt up is Austin Moon." They said. I looked at Dallas who smirked at me. Uh oh. Austin ran up, he was looking directly at me.
You like the good boys so I'm not invited to the plans you make, when
you're with your friends. But you know bad boys you can't deny it. They
can always show you where the fun begins.
Hey now baby. No doubt about it, girl you drive me crazy, i'm pleading
guilty to the way you make me wanna steal your heart, steal your heart
Call me criminal, I won't deny you make me want it all everything you
are. So lock it up go on and try it. No matter what you do i'm gonna steal
your heart. I confess I kinda like it that you're innocent keeping up your
guard. I'll break it down. So you can't hide it no matter what you do i'm
gonna steal your heart.
You're a good girl, the perfect picture of an angel's smile from a magazine
But it's a new world, and I know so well the side of you, no one's ever seen
Hey now baby. No doubt about it, girl you drive me crazy, i'm pleading
guilty to the way you make me wanna steal your heart, steal your heart
Call me criminal, I won't deny you make me want it all everything you
are. So lock it up go on and try it. No matter what you do i'm gonna steal
your heart. I confess I kinda like it that you're innocent keeping up your
guard. I'll break it down. So you can't hide it no matter what you do i'm
gonna steal your heart.
You're gonna keep it. Just like a secret. Baby believe me. You gotta free it.
and you'll have everything you need
You like the good boys so I'm not invited to the plans you make, when
you're with your friends. But you know bad boys you can't deny it. They
can always show you where the fun begins.
Call me criminal, I won't deny you make me want it all everything you
are. So lock it up go on and try it. No matter what you do i'm gonna steal
your heart. I confess I kinda like it that you're innocent keeping up your
guard. I'll break it down. So you can't hide it no matter what you do i'm
gonna steal your heart.
"No fucking way. Ally it's abou-" "Don't say it Missy." I said. "Aww that's adorable." Trent said. I looked at Dallas. "You were in on it!" I said. He smiled. "I played a small part in this yes." He said. I growled at him. "Outfit change for my last performance. Come on Missy!" I yelled. We stormed into the bathroom. I put on a purple gypsy top and matching skirt. (outfit on my twitter)While it was revealing it was apart of my culture. I put in my belly button and tongue rings and put on some gold sandals. I put on some lip gloss. I walked out and Missy bit her lip. I curled my hair and put a purple flower clip in it. "Okay I need you to go to the cafeteria before I attack you." She said. I walked into the cafeteria. Dallas looked at me and punched Trent. "What dude?" He asked. He pointed at me. Trent looked and his jaw dropped. I smiled and walked over there. "Oh fuck." Trent said. I giggled. "I honestly think I might pass out." Trent said. I bit my lip. "That is not helping." He said. I laughed. "Ending us off is Alyssa Dawson." She said. I walked up. Everyone gasped. Girls glared and boys drooled. I grabbed the mic.
"Hey. So I know the first two days I was here I didn't talk and I was super shy. Well in all honesty last week was the first day I talked in 10 years so I'm pretty proud of myself. I'm also proud of what made me talk. So with that being said, this goes out to all of those people who taunted, teased, and bullied me because of who they thought I really was. Yeah I'm 13 in highschool. Yes I have the body of a 23 year old. Yes I am super smart so I come off as a geek. Just because I come off as one doesn't mean I am one guys. So this song is to those people, especially Brittany and Kira. Hit it Miss." I said. Missy was on the electric guitar. She started playing. I grabbed the mic off the stage. I seen there was a couple tables still around. Perfect.
Lyrics/ (What she's doing while singing)
Insecure, in her skin. Like a puppet, a girl on a string. Broke away, (I through my arm out)
learned to fly. If you want her back, gotta let her shine. So it
looks like the jokes on you. Cause the girl that you thought you knew (I pointed at Kira and Brittany)
She's so gone. That's all over now. She's so gone. You won't find her (I walked around the stage.)
around. You can look but you won't see, the girl I used to be. Cause (I placed my hand on my chest.)
she's, she's so gone.
Here I am, this is me. And I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be. (I flexed my arm.)
Are you shocked? Are you mad? That you're missing out on who I really
am. Now it looks like the joke's on you. Cause the girl that you thought (I jumped on to the table Brittany and Kira were sitting at.)
you knew.
She's so gone. That's all over now. She's so gone. You won't find her (I got on my knees, all in their faces.)
around. You can look but you won't see, the girl I used to be. Cause
she's, she's so gone away like history. She's so gone baby this is me (I crouched down.)
yeah.
She's so gone. That's all over now. She's so gone. You won't find her (I jumped off the table, being caught by a bunch of guys and carried back to the stage.)
around. You can look but you won't see, the girl I used to be. Cause
she's, she's so gone. (I shook my hips and pointed at the door.)
You can look but you won't see the girl I use to be. Cause she's, she's
so gone. (I hit the high note and they went crazy.)
I walked to Missy and high fived her. We walked off the stage and everyone cheered. The lady walked back on the stage. "Okay guys pick your winner over there." She said pointing to a ballad box. "Remember winner gets $1000 cash prize." She said then walked off. "Ally that was incredible." Dallas said. "Thanks." I said. "Ally not only did you attempt that high note, you slayed." Saph said. I smiled. "I know, I was so scared." I said. "What's going on?" Missy asked. "That's the song that made me stop talking in the first place." I said. They gasped. "Well either way I'm proud of you." Missy said. "Thanks now, I'm not gonna lie you kinda helped me break out of my shell. So I wanna help you out with something." I said. "What?" She asked. I pointed at Kira. "Missy, she's still cheating. Why don't you just end it?" I asked. She shrugged. "She's the only one that cared I guess." Missy said. "Well she obviously doesn't. So either you break up with her, or I do it for you." I said. She smirked. "You wouldn't." She said. I kissed her gently. "I will and I am." I said before turning, hitting her in the face with my hair, and storming over to Kira. She looked at me. "Well apparently I didn't do enough damage." She said.
I punched her in her mouth then yanked her up by her shirt. "Listen to me and I mean, really listen to me. You don't deserve Missy. She thinks you love her when your still sleeping around behind her back even after I confronted you the first time. She won't do it so I'm doing it for her. You two are over, done, finito. Next time I see you trying to get back with her I will kick your ass myself." I said. She looked scared. "Got it?" I asked. She nodded. I looked at Brittany. I bucked to her and she flinched. I flipped hair then walked back to them. "Holy shit." Missy said. "Your sister's badass Saph." Dallas said. I nodded. "Drinks?" Trent said. "Why not." We all said.
The next morning I sat up in my bed, my head pounding. I feel a movement next to me. I look next to me and see Missy. Oh god. I feel another movement. I look next to me and see a blonde. Oh god. I wake them up. Missy looks at me. "Well damn. I've wanted you for a while but we were drunk." She said. I giggled. The other girl shot up. They looked at each other. "Oh my god." They said at the same time. "What?" I asked. "Cassidy this is Ally. Ally this is my cousin Cassidy." Missy said. "Nice to meet you." She said. I looked at the time. "Oh shit my dad's gonna be home soon. You two have to leave." I said. They rushed to get dressed when the car pulled up. "The window." I said. "You're on the second floor." Missy said. "Use the tree but you have to leave." I said. They went out.
I walked downstairs. "Hey Ally." Saph said. "What's up?" I asked. "I called Trent, Dallas, and Missy over. We're planning a trip to mexico. Dad said it was okay. We all get one plus one." She said. Soon everyone showed up with their plus ones. Dallas had Austin, Missy had Cassidy, Trent had a curly haired latina chick. "Hey guys. You must be Trish." Saph said. She shook her hand. "Yeah." Trish said. I smiled. I texted my friend Elliott. He showed up soon enough. "Hey Ally." He said hugging me. "Okay so we leave tomorrow, we're staying for two weeks." Saph said. We nodded and talked for a little before they left to pack. I went upstairs and packed.
The next day Ally's POV
I grabbed my bags. I had two suitcases and a backpack. Me and Saph headed for the airport. When we got there everyone was there. I hugged Missy, Casidy, Trish, Elliot, and Dallas. "No hug for me?" Trent asked. "Uh do you see what I have on?" I asked. He looked at me. "Fair point." He said. I had on a red gypsy outfit similar to the black one. "What about me? Don't I get some love?" Austin asked. I turned around to look at him. I smiled at him sweetly before I glared. "Hell to the no." I said making everyone laugh. "Why not?" He asked. "Oh I'm sorry have you met you? You're an egotistic jack ass. Like hell I'm gonna hug you." I said. "What's in your backpack?" Missy asked. I smiled.
"My computer, my phone, my sketch book, my notebook, my diary, cigarettes, condoms, vodka, aspirin, and tampons." I said. "Condoms? Ally I thought you were a virgin." Trent said. I smiled. "Since when do you smoke?" Missy asked. "She's been smoking since she was 12." Saph said. I smiled. "I'm no saint." I said. We got on the plane and took off. I fell asleep.I woke up in a hotel room. "What the hell?" I asked. "Oh you wouldn't wake up on the plane so I carried you." Missy said. I noticed Me, Missy, Trish, and Cassidy were sharing a room. "So Dallas, Austin, Elliott, and Trent are sharing a room?" I asked. "Nah Saph and Dallas are sharing a room." Missy said. "Finally they got together." I said. "Who wants to play a bunch of games?" Trish asked. I texted everyone and they came in. We all sat in a circle. "What's first?" Missy asked. "Truth or Dare." Trent and Dallas said. Uh oh.
"I'll go first. Saph truth or dare?" Missy asked. "Truth." Saph said. "Que tan grande es Dallas?" Missy asked. I busted out laughing and so did Trish. "I refuse to answer that question." She said. I shook my head. "No, no, no. Answer." I said. She held up 8 fingers. "Whoa." Me and Missy said looking at Dallas. "Okay Trish truth or dare?" Saph asked. "Dare." She said. "I dare you to punch Austin in the nuts." She said. I smirked, I love my sister. "Okay." Trish said happily. "Wait hold the fuck up. I don't-OUCH!" He yelled. I busted out laughing. "Okay Austin truth or dare?" Trish asked. "Truth." Austin said. "Is that your natural hair color?" She asked. He chuckled. "Yes, my hair is dirty blonde. I have brown roots for some odd reason." He said. We nodded. "Ally truth or dare?" He asked. "Truth." I said. "Are you a virgin?" He asked. Shit. "Uh define virgin." I said. Saph smirked and so did Trent and Dallas. "Have you ever had sex?" He asked. I nodded. "Who?!" Saph, Dallas, and Trent asked. Me, Missy, and Cassidy blushed. "No way! Your first time was a threesome!" Trish said. "Shh!" I yelled. "With who?" Dallas asked smirking. Cassidy and Missy raised their hands. "Wait isn't that your cousin?" Trent asked. "We were drunk." Missy said. "It still counts." Austin said. "Enough truth or dare." Me, Missy, and Cassidy yelled. "Too much pressure?" Saph asked. I nodded. "
Back at school Ally's POV
Summer break is officially over and I am dating Elliott. We've been dating for 8 and a half months now. My phone started ringing.
Ally/Elliot
Hello?
Mm baby.
Ell?
God. Thanks for this, my girl won't put out.
Eli?
Oh shit I hit answer.
You're cheating on me. Right before school starts, literally and hour before school and you're in bed with someone.
Look I-
Save it. I don't wanna hear it. Your no better than my ex.
Ally please.
Bye.
I put on a light blue sexy gypsy outfit (outfit on my twitter) and some light blue heels. I brushed my hair and left it. There was no way in hell I was about to cry over him. I didn't really like him anyway. I walked downstairs. "Whoa you look smoking." Saph said. "Elliott cheated. Payback's a bitch." I said. I grabbed my backpack. I hopped on my motorcycle and rode to school. I walked in. Missy looked at me and licked her lips. I walked up to her and pinned her against my locker kissing her. She pushed me back. "You have a boyfriend." She said. "Nope he cheated." I said. "Oh shit are you okay?" She asked. "Yeah. He didn't hurt me like Ocean did. I'm fine." I said. She nodded. I was walking to class when Elliott stopped me. "Look Ally I'm sorry." He said. "Boy bye. You only sorry that your dumb ass got caught." I said swerving him. I walked into class. Austin stared in amazement. I sat at my desk. I was passed a note.
Party at the dream tonight. Come on down. I'm inviting everyone else that was on the trip to mexico. ~ Austin.
I nodded. "You dumped him." He said. "How'd you know?" I asked. "He was in bed with my friend." He said. I nodded. "Well yeah I did. It doesn't hurt. He didn't do me like my other ex. I'm good." I said. He nodded.
Later that night Ally's POV
I put on a knee legnth light yellow tight fitting dress with long lace sleeves. I had on matching heels. I curled my hair and put a yellow flower clip in it. I walked downstairs. I hopped in the car with Saph as we drove to the party. We got there and immediately spotted the group. I seen Elliott. He walked up. "Ally just listen." He begged. "I. Don't. Think. So." Austin said. "Austin it's fine. What could you possibly have to say to me?" I asked. "I made a mistake." He said. "And I did too. Dating your no good, sorry ass in the first place. Why did I? To clear the rumors of you being gay. You were my friend first. And I always put friends first." I said. He stood there shocked. "Dismissed." I said. He walked off. Austin ran on the stage. "You this song is dedicated to a girl in the audiance. Hit it guys." He yelled.
Remember that trip we took in Mexico? Hangin with
the boys and all your senoritas. Never spoke up,
yeah never said hello? But I keep on trying to find
a way to meet you. I was chillin, you were with him
hooked up by the fire. Now he's long gone, I'm like
so long. Now I got my chance, now I now, I got my
chance.
Like damn! You can be the one that'll mess me up, you
can be the one that'll break me. Damn! All them other
girls said they had enough. You can be the that'll take
me. I was solo, livin yolo until you blew my mind. Like
damn you can be the one that'll mess me up. But I can't
let you, can't let you pass me by. Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh,
ooh, ooh. Can't let you pass me by.
I was tryna play to cool to get caught up. Like, to young
to fun to fall to pieces. I know a girl like you can't ever
get enough. Now I'm addicted, trippin, tryna get you to see
this. They way I need you like I'm see through dancin out
my pants. Got you shooken, caught you lookin. Now I got my
chance, now I, now I got my chance.
Like damn! You can be the one that'll mess me up, you
can be the one that'll break me. Damn! All them other
girls said they had enough. You can be the that'll take
me. I was solo, livin yolo until you blew my mind. Like
damn you can be the one that'll mess me up. But I can't
let you, can't let you pass me by. Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh,
ooh, ooh. Can't let you pass me by.
Everywhere I look and everywhere I look and everywhere I go,
a million other guys keep staring and I know that I could be
your and you can be mine, I just can't let you pass me by, by,
I look and everywhere I look and everywhere I go,
a million other guys keep staring and I know that I could be
your and you can be mine, I just can't let you pass me by, by,
by.
Like damn! You can be the one that'll mess me up, you
can be the one that'll break me. Damn! All them other
girls said they had enough. You can be the that'll take
me. I was solo, livin yolo until you blew my mind. Like
damn you can be the one that'll mess me up. But I can't
let you, can't let you pass me by. Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh,
I laughed as he ran back down. "Enough with the love songs Austin. I'm not ready for that just yet." I said. "I'll wait." He said. He walked off. "Don't do it." Missy said. "What?" I asked. "Ally he doesn't date girls. He's a hit it and quit it type of guy." Dallas said. I sighed. Mind over matter or heart over mind?
Okay I know this sucked but next chapter will be better I promise. Please review.
