Hey! Finally got this chapter up, sorry it's so short! Promise the next one will be longer!

By the way Beth is about 17 that may change but yeah for just now she is 17!

I don't own Glee...

Sam's POV

"S-sam...Sam..." Quinn softly whispered in my ear and shook me from my peaceful dreams.

I slowly, began to open my eyes and peered over to where she was lying. Her body hidden under the duvet and her hair swept back, but when I properly looked at her I could see the tears streaming down her, rosy cheeks.

I pulled her in closer, running my hand up and down her back, while the other one was resting against her hair.

"What's wrong?" I hushed to her.

"I think about it a lot...Beth I mean. She's my daughter yet she's a complete mystery to me. Is she happy? Where is she? Does she look like me? Does she have Puck's eyes or nose or smile?"

I gulped, knowing I could answer most of those question. I felt guilty, but I had made a promise to Beth. She wasn't ready and I had to respect that, but it had been six months and she hadn't come back.

So I just held Quinn close and sang to her, what else could I do?

Things just kept getting worse, it was eating away at me. Quinn stayed strong about Beth for years but now all of a sudden it became more apparent to me how much the situation broke Quinn.

Beth's POV

Rehab was hard. It was painful, talking about why I had the addiction to alcohol and my life. My past sometimes breaks me, that was the problem. It's difficult to move forward but the past is in the past now and I'm to move forward.

I really am trying, I've been out of rehab for about two months now and I'm sober but I still haven't went back to see...her.

I walk down that street, and past her house everyday and sometimes I can see through the window. The perfect family.

The day I met Sam still plays over in my mind, again and again. It haunts me, sometimes I'm worried he told her and she got mad at me or whatever. That tortures me.

I've decided though, tomorrow's gonna be different, I'm gonna finally knock on that door again. Who knows maybe I'll be accepted into a family for the first time since Shelby died.

So for now I'll just close my eyes and try to sleep, tomorrows a new day and it's going to be different. I softly sing myself into a peaceful dream, about the way life should've been.

The sun, shining through the window, glistening in my eyes woke me up. I rolled over, glancing at my phone noticing it was only 7am, but I decided to get up anyway.

Looking in my bathroom mirror, I took a deep breath telling myself it was just one step at a time and the first one was to take a shower.

After that all I had to do was get dressed and have breakfast, but that just all became a blur because all of a sudden I was right in front of that door.

It was just waiting for me to knock it, just sitting there patiently. Slowly closing my eyes and knocking the door, I could instantly hear footsteps coming towards the door.

"Beth?"

Dun dun dunna!

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