AN: Welcome to my new fall story. Since school is beginning and we all will be extremely busy, hang in there. I've never been so ready for a story before, so please help me out with this. Enjoy!

it was the usual Saturday night in La. Miley and Justin were relaxing in the living room watching one of Miley's all time favorite's PS I love You. She leaned into his chest as he wrapped his arms around her waist before kissing the top of her head. Things were simple, they rarely ever fought, but was it love?

Miley's Point Of View

I sighed, as I rested my head on Justin plain white shirt. He was like a giant teddy bear when it came to these things. I smiled as I leaned up and kissed him flat on the lips. I rested my head on his shoulder as my thoughts began to go elsewhere. Ever since the kids inauguration, Nick and I have grown closer.

Sometimes I find myself falling back in love with Nick and other times I find myself falling head over heals for Justin. This is our ninth month being with Justin, and sometimes I wonder if he is the one. Or is it my mind choosing what will be better for me and my heart is fighting for what is right.

Justin has no problem with me hanging with Nick but lately we've been hanging out more often than usual. Am I being unfaithful? I try to be the best girlfriend I can be, and the best friend to Nick. Can this work both ways, because so far my mind is in a jumble and it does not sit well with me.

My thoughts broke from the sweet country accent I've grown to love," Baby doll?"

I smiled cutely as he grinned back," I'm sorry I must have a lot on my mind,"

"It's alright. Come here, baby," I scooted closer to him, as I leaned my body into his and wrapped my arms around his stomach. Justin grinned turning his attention back to the movie. I faced the television trying my best to concentrate on the movie, but sadly; I failed unsuccessfully.

Ever since Nick and I broke up, Justin was the one I went to when I needed a shoulder to cry on and that's how I learned to love him. To my parents, Justin was the perfect guy for me. He has good morals, he's a gentlemen and he's cute. But to me, Nick was my prince charming.

During our relationship, there was faults, and the good things I looked forward to, like the simple things he did to steal my heart three years ago. I needed to figure out and prove to myself who was right for me. I let go of Justin and shut off the TV. Justin shoots me a confused look as I put my finger to his lips shushing him.

The house is empty as I take his hand and lead him up to my wing. He is silent as we make it there before I shut the door. I push him against the wall lightly, I inch closer to him, he is startled.

"Miles…" I shake my head, and run my hands up and down his chest.

I act how my mind tells me to as I brush his lips with my finger," Kiss me, now." It's not a statement, it's a command. I let him push his body to me as he kisses me hard on the mouth. I turn my head slightly to see his face and next thing I know, his lips are on mine again. We're kissing intensely, roughly, but yet with little spark. Every time I kiss him something in my head makes me think that the next kiss will have more power; but it doesn't.

I push him towards the bed and I can hardly breath, before I gasp for air, he quickly reconnects us. He's on top of me; I pull him deeper into the kiss. He pulls my shirt over my head and tosses it on the floor. I found myself kissing him back roughly and pulling his shirt off before pushing him onto the bed again. Soon he was flipping me over so I was on my back while he hovered over me. My bra was soon forgotten on the floor.

I am terrified, as I push him off and cover myself with my hands. Tears are rolling down my face as I run into the bathroom locking the door. Shirtless, I sob on the floor and I can hardly breath as I pull my bathrobe over my body, tying myself.

I hear Justin knock on the bathroom door, I open it slightly," What?"

His hands are shaking," I'm so sorry babe! I shouldn't have took advantage of you like that!" Tears fall from his face," I should of got a hold of myself---"

"Justin…can you just leave? I want to be alone right now." He gives me a slightly awkward hug as I peck his cheek. As soon as he leaves the room I shut and lock the door. I leaned against it, as I closed my eyes and let tears seep through. I sighed before standing and running into the shower.

I showered and dressed quickly before I laid on my bed starring at my ceiling. That went on until my phone rang on my night stand. I slowly grabbed it and put it to my ear," Hello?"

"Hey, Mi Mi," I smiled hearing his voice. It was Nick.

I grinned," what's up?" I sat up waiting for his reply. I slipped on my fuzzy slippers and walked out onto the balcony.

"I'm in LA for a few weeks. You want to hang?"

"Sure! I'm home alone, you can home over sometime…how bout Thursday?"

"Sounds like a plan… bye Miles,"

I closed my eyes," Bye Nick…"

I looked up at the big black sky and walked back into my room before hearing the doorbell ring. I yawned; confused at who was at the door. I walked slowly down the stairs and opened the door.

"Hey!"

"Hey...Dems. What are you doing here?"

"For our sleep over…did you forget?"

"You know what? I totally spaced out, come on in," I rubbed my eyes and let her in before closing and locking the door behind her. Demi held her cell phone in hand and her big bag on her shoulder. You can find anything and everything in that bag of hers.

Normal POV

Hours later Miley sat Indian style on her bed painting her nails bright orange. Demi was in the bathroom brushing her teeth with a bright purple toothbrush. They were listening to Lady Gago (legal) that was blasting in Miley radio.

Demi came out of the walk in bathroom smelling minty fresh and a wide grin across her face. Miley shot her a small smile back as Demi sat down beside her.

"So, how are you and Justin?" With that one question asked, Miley busted into tears right away.

Shocked at Miley's out busted she wrapped her arms around Miley," What happened? Did you guys broke up? What happened, Mi?"

"I made a mistake. I almost broke my promise. I almost broke my promise with a guy I don't even know if I love." Miley said through her tears as Demi wrapped her in a hug.

"You didn't though, Miles. I need to ask you an important question…"

"What?"

"Do you still love, Nick?"

Miley's POV

Do I still love Nick? That never flooded in my head before. Of course I love him, he's my first love. My mind was now elsewhere and I couldn't stop my thoughts from searching; they yearned for the answer to their questions.

When I look at Nick I can't stop a smile from forming on my lips and I get butterflies and excitement and pull that keeps grabbing for him and makes me count the days till I see him. When I met Nick it was almost a dream and when we broke up it was like waking up from the dream and wishing you could just crawl back to bed and continue the dream.

And Nick and I broke up, Justin was the one who pulled me out of the darkness and protected me from the world I just wanted to close out. He was my man type of Mandy. Mandy brought me back on my feet and helped me move on and go back to being myself.

I had different type of feelings for Nick and Justin, but I have it figured out. When Nick came back in my life, I realized I am fully and completely still in love with him. Maybe I am slipping apart from Justin…and only growing closer to Nick.

"Yes." I finally whispered. My voice was quiet but still audible. I starred blankly at the flashing lights from my lava lamp to turn around to meet the deep brown eyes of one of my best friends. Her eyes were calm and sincere and I felt trust as I looked back into them.

How do you feel about Justin, Miles?"

"I.." I honestly don't know for sure. I love Justin, but I am I in love? It's a different feeling I felt while I was dating Nick. Love is the most confusingly amazing sensation that has ever been through my body.

Justin was always there for me when I need him, but yet it's not enough for me. I must be selfish. Because what he can give to me, is not enough. I want to feel more and he just can't give it to me. I tried all those months to fall hard for Justin, but the thing is…he's not who I am in love with. He's not Nick.

Tears slid down my face, this was way to emotional for me.

"I know what I want, Demi."

" I want Nick. I need Nick. As much as I don't want to admit it...as much as I refuse to believe it, he's the one who stole my heart three years ago, and he's the one who kept it. "

Demi grins, "I knew it!"

I smile also, I love him, I really do, and Dem, I never stopped." I smile inside and out, proud of myself that I finally admitted. Admitting it Demi was easier than admitting it to myself. She hugs me tightly and I joyfully return the hug.

"So what are you going to do about Justin, Mile?"

My eyes scan the room as I sigh, "He makes me feel loved and safe, Dems, I love him, but I'm not in love with him." I look down deep in though, "What should I do?"

Demi smiles slightly," Miles, you're the only one who can answer that. Follow what you believe, and what comes from that big heart of yours."

I hug my best friend," Thanks, you always know what to say, huh, Demi?" I smirk.

"Mhm. Psht! Duh!" She grins as I erupt into a fit of giggles. And for once in the past year I felt calm and I knew exactly what I was doing for once in my sixteen year old life. And for those few minutes of silence with my best friend I felt like a big weight was lifted off my shoulders and I felt stress-free.

For now that is.

Later that night, the room was dark and late. Demi was sound asleep. Here I lie awake starring up at the ceiling with a big smile on my face. I close my eyes for a few moments to come in contact with the perfect image of his face. His beautiful brown curls loose and his dark chocolate brown eyes glistening in the light.

And before I drift off to dreamland, I am positive about something. I am still in love with Nicholas Jerry Jonas. And or one moment in my life, I never been this serous and I'm not afraid to admit it either because my heart is ready to be heard and so am I.

Tonight I will fall asleep smiling.

An: I hope you all enjoyed the first chapter of I love You, I love you Not. For me to continue, please, please, please, please, please review! (: This is the first chapter, so I need EVERYONE to review.