A/N: Thanks readers for reading! I hope you enjoyed my first chapter! Here is the result to the cliffhanger all of you have been waiting for! Thanks to those of you who commented! You are awesome, the more comments I get the faster I update! :D
I looked up and saw the expression on my father's face which was a smile in my mother's direction. He just shook his head and came over and kissed my mom and kissed my forehead lightly which made me shiver a bit since he was so cold in comparison with me. "Well I can see that the two of you are in the middle of something so I will excuse myself now." He laughed.
"Thanks Edward, I love you." Mom said.
"Love you too." He said on his way out the door.
Then my mom began more babbling about how my body was changing and what not. I tried not to listen it was all slightly disturbing, but it was not hard to tune her out at all, all I could think of was the possibility that Jacob might love me. Sure, today I was too young for him but who knows I could be 16, his age, by tomorrow, although he was physically 25 or so.
Age was a confusing thing in my world to say the least. I aged really fast, I didn't stay a child long, and my parents and aunts and uncles and grandparents didn't age at all. But my mom's dad was aging slowly along with my mom's mom.
I had been told that they won't be here forever like us. They will eventually grow old and die but before that happened we would have to leave because they would notice that we are aging differently, due to the fact that we are clearly different from the rest of the world besides a few. My mom told me that we weren't better than everyone else, just different and my dad said the same thing, but Uncle Emmet always tells me that we are way better than everyone else. I believe him.
"And you know Renesmee it is ok to feel the way you are feeling…are you even listening to me?" My mom asked.
"Yes, sorry mom." I said absentmindedly.
"Renesmee I know exactly what you are going through, I was a teenager not long ago…not long ago at all…about a year ago to be exact." She laughed lightly.
"Mom can I talk to you about something?" I asked. I knew if anyone I could trust her, she was my mother.
"Sure tell me everything." She smiled.
"Mom." I sighed. "I think I may like Jacob, not like as a friend…" I said.
"I knew this was coming." She sighed. "It was only a matter of time, but I didn't know it would be so fast."
"He's just so cute and he has the best personality and he's the only one besides family who knows me and understands me, plus I think he might like me back." I smiled. "And I know he is too young for me but who knows, tomorrow he probably won't be."
"I know, I understand." She smiled.
"Please don't tell anyone I like him, especially not dad and please don't tell him!" I cried.
"Oh I won't but I have a hunch that he may just like you too."She said.
"Really do you think he would like me back?" I asked hopefully.
"I know he will." She responded. "Now you should probably go see him, you probably scared the poor boy half to death with the breakdown this morning." She laughed hugging me, with a very cold hug. But cold hugs were a part of my life, something I was more than used to, something I loved.
I got up to walk outside, I was thinking that if he wasn't around here somewhere he was at his house, I would have to go and find him. "Jacob where are you?" I called as soon as I walked out the door. But he was already there; he jumped out beside me and scared the crap out of me.
"Jake you scared me." I laughed.
"Yeah, that was kind of the point…so are you ok?" He asked.
"Yes I am fine." I smiled. More than fine…perfect. I thought.
"Well that's good what was all of that this morning, did I do something to upset you?" He asked, it seemed that once again mom was right, I did scare him.
"Oh nothing." I said.
"No it was something." He said putting his arms around my shoulders and pulling me closer. "What was it Ness?" He said starting to tickle me.
"Nothing" I laughed trying to flinch away from this, which I secretly loved.
"What was it Nessie?" He said picking me up still tickling me.
"Nothing Jake, let's talk about puppies." I said trying to change the subject.
"Fine, if you don't want to tell me I understand." He said putting me down and giving me a puppy dog pout.
I decided to leave it at that and go on to the next conversation.
"So Ness, what do you want to do today?" He asked.
"Let's go to the mall." I smiled.
"Are you ok to go to the mall?" He asked shocked. Usually I was not ok to go to the mall because of the whole blood lust situation, but I felt that now I would be ok for that. We could get Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper to go with us just in case something went wrong. It was perfect!
"Yes, we can get Alice and Jasper to go too and it will be fun." I smiled.
"Ok sounds good to me but I don't know how well this will go over with Bella." He said.
"We will just have to find that out now won't we." I smiled.
A/N: Thanks for reading, I hope you like it! OMG its Nessie and Jacob's first date! How exciting! Read to find out how it all plays out!
