Mixed Emotions
powerkitty – Here's the next chapter, hope you enjoy it.
Bfe111 – Thanks
oceanlover14 – There's only a bit of FAX in this chapter but the next chapter will have lots in.
Skye823 – Thanks for the advice, I really appreciate the fact that you took the time to give me advice rather than just say "It was good" or "it was bad" and I understand what you mean about only reviewing the books so far, I hope you like this chapter.
Warning: The chapter is only half finished.
Max's POV
"We need to talk," said Fang
I nodded in reply "After the rest of the flock has gone to bed, I want to talk to you on your own."
I gave another half-hearted nod. Oh no, what have I got myself into? Every time Fang says 'we need to talk' it doesn't actually mean he wants to talk to me because Fang never wants to talk. You see, what it really means when he says 'we need to talk' is thathe ends up kissing me, I get confused then run, well fly, away, then I spend the next two weeks not sure how to react around him. The sad thing is, that every time he says it I actually get my hope's up, maybe this is the time when he tells me how he feels about me. That scares me though because the truth is, I don't even know whether he feels the same way about me as I feel about him so if he did tell me, and he said something like 'I love you like a sister Max.' I don't think I could stand to be around him any more. Not knowing how someone feels about you is bearable, knowing someone doesn't feel the same way you do must be like living in a nightmare every single day.
Oh God, now I'm not even sure whether I'm happy and exited about talking to Fang tonight or upset and dreading it. It's not easy being a teenage, bird-kid messiah, let me tell you. I mean, have you got any idea what it's like having a load of confused teenage hormones and about a million different emotions plus some random bird genes swirling about inside you whilst having to deal with saving the world and searching for the finer things in life such as food, water, a decent place to stay and, of course, cute shoes? What!? You have!? Well maybe we should set up a chat room. Or not. Anyway, I'd have to fight Fang for the laptop which I'm really not in the mood to do.
Oh God. That brings me back to Fang again. I'm still not sure how I feel about this talk tonight. Oh well, there's no use worrying about it because there's is no way on earth I'm going to get out of it. Wish me luck!
Disclaimer: James Patterson owns Maximum Ride. I am not James Patterson.
A/N So there's the first real chapter. Sort of. Hope you enjoyed it, feel free to criticise (constructively) it. The next chapter should have a lot more FAX in it, and will be about their actual conversation after the flock are asleep. This chapter however is only half done, as I'm going to do what happened in this chapter in Fangs point of view but I thought I'd submit just Max's view while I write Fangs view so their isn't so much waiting between the updates.
