My first year was spent wondering what was happening to me. I slipped in and out of consciousness daily I could hardly control when I slept. But, since I couldn't control it I embraced it I slept longer and deeper. I had never slept those kind of hours but now I did.

I didn't even realize anything was different at least I didn't realize it yet. My eyesight cleared up by the time I was 6 months and I didn't have to sleep as long anymore.

When I was able to see nothing was the same again. What woke me up was surprisingly my twin. Even though I always had a thirst at the back of my throat and when my parents had me kiss and suck their fingers and even though it wasn't gone the thirst was lessened.

I still hadn't connected the dots just yet. However, when my vision cleared up and in the middle of the night I turned to look at my twin. When I saw those Red and Blue eyes staring back at me I did the only thing I could I screamed.

I knew those eyes, I had watched those eyes do horrible things but, all of that was through a screen. I knew I was in the story of Vampire Knight after that but, even though I had last watched it in middle school. I know at no point was Rido a baby.

So, I'm pre-cannon. I don't know what happened after that but, in moments our parents was there assessing for a threat. I didn't realize my scream was that loud but in the end my mother thought I was just hungry. So, she gave me a finger.

By the time I was a year old I had learned to accept it and Rido and I became each others forever. Even though Rido was the antagonist right now he's my twin so if someone goes against him they go against me and I know it's the same for him.


It's been five years and everything has changed. No one ever said that Rido was not born a monster but, made. In the first three years we spent all of our time inside the castle. Because, the vampire monarchy hasn't been abolished yet. We were treated like the heirs to the throne that we are.

We first left the castle at three years old to go to a ball. We didn't know at that time but, it would be quite a while before we got back. We were kidnapped taken by Vampire hunters.

We were tortured and even when we begged they didn't let us go. I didn't know true pain until then even when those boys beat me to death at least they had killed me afterward.

These hunters however had absolutely no human compassion. My brother and I changed we no longer were happy we started to have an unhealthy coping method but, it was our method. We became the center of each others world and by the time we were five we had been there for two years.

Our parents never paid the ransom. I always wondered how Rido could've killed them in cold blood. I however, no longer have to they abandoned us for dead. I could kill them right now without feeling a hint of remorse.

In the end we escaped. We knew all of there little secrets and how to get out of their lair and they forgot we weren't just vampires we were purebloods.

When we had done every dirty deed possible stolen, killed, lied and finally got back to the castle. What we met wasn't them mourning us we met a very happy family. Haruka had been born for a year and they had replaced us.

So, in the end even at the castle nothing changed Rido and I were still alone and it would always be just us. Nothing changed we still sucked energy from each other because, our fangs weren't in yet. We trusted no one but ourselves.

They pretended to welcome us with open arms but, we weren't as naive as before we saw how they looked at us. They didn't want us there but, we didn't want to be there either.

However we hid, we lied, we pretended like we missed them so much. We made up a story about how a nice vampire helped us escape but, he died before we got here.

In the end we learned that there was no one to trust but each other and we never trusted anyone again. Even the maids had preferred Haruka. They forgot something though. Even though our father had abolished the monarchy and gave power to the council.

There was still house Kuran and we were the next heads of that house. So, we bide our time we waited ten years and waited some more. By the time we were fifteen Juri was born.

Nothing was the same after that.