Never say Goodbye
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Song im listein to is Tears of an Angel by RyanDan
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Two: Thoughts.
I'm half weapon, I could easily end it that way.
So many ways, ideas have been popping up, of course hiding everything with a smile, of the innocent girl I use to be.
Looking down at my scared over slit in my wrist, paying no attention to Stein give his lectures, I don't care anymore, why should I.
"Hey Maka." I heard Souls voice faintly. Looking over and covering my wrist back up.
"Can I copy your notes?" He always asks.
I looked down at the blank paper in front of me. "I didn't take any."
I no longer payed attention to the weird looks he began to give me.
I could always get so drunk where I get alcohol posening, but they would find some way to save me.
The bell rang and I was already out the door, avoiding my friends, hearing them in the back ground, ignoring it all.
I felt a hand on my shoulder jerk me back. I looked over to see Soul with worry in his eyes.
"I'm fine, really I am just...I'm just tired."
"If you think I believe that your stupid."
I glared at him. "Believe what you want, I don't care." And with that I walked home.
Searching through everything to find any drugs to take, an easy death I'll just fall asleep, and never wake up.
Luckily I ran across some pain killers, took a hand ful in my hand and swollowed them with water. I walked in my room and laid on my bed and before I knew it I was out.
I thought that I finally succeeded that I finally got my wish, but the black around me, became light, as I opened my eyes and saw Stein and Soul staring down at me.
Mentally cussing, my cover was blown.
"Why in the hell are you trying to kill yourself?" Soul asked in a panic.
I lied of course. "I'm not, you think I'm that foolish?"
"Lately, yes."
"Shut up."
"No."
"Soul..."I shortly cut off. "Just leave me alone." From then On I knew I was going to be watched like a hawk.
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