***Pastel Page Break Flowers***
Dan was super nervous about moving in with Phil. He packed as slow as possible just to postpone the upcoming fate. Why the fuck did I agree to this. What will I do if he kicks me out. Deep breath, and Dan had just put his last shirt into the overly large suitcase. Shuffling very slowly, Dan made his way to the car. Every minute he was in the car was nerve torture.
By the time Dan and his mum got to Phil's flat, Dan had several nervous breakdowns. Finally, Dan and Phil's eyes connected, and Dan was filled with joy from the boy in pastel colors. He had the unnerving urge to kiss him. But he'd never feel that way about me. I should stop being stupid.
Phil greeted Dan with a hug. Not long, but long enough for Dan to inhale what must have been Phils cologne. Everyone helped to get Dan's things out of his mum's car. After what seemed like forever, Dan was finally unpacked and they could make their first video together.
***Pastel Page Break Flowers***
The two boys decided to call their first of many collabs Phil is not on Fire. Not sure why, but Dan agreed when Phil made the suggestion to draw cat whiskers on his face. He had lots of fun and smile all the way through the video. Little did Phil know that the smiling rarely occurred anymore. There were many things that Phil didn't know about, especially the scars on his wrists and his bisexuality. Phil could never know about either of those things.
When Dan found his razor blade he smiled. He stepped into the bathroom, into the tub and brought the blade down on a clear spot. Red spots started to form. They started to run down his arm. Again and again, until he couldn't even see the skin on his arm under the blood. Little did Dan know that someone was standing behind him the whole time.
