Chapter 2
"Oh do you have the notes from English?" Dougie asked me as we walked up the hallway to our apartment. "Why didn't you write them?" I smiled. "I was too busy watching you; do you know how pretty you look all the time?" Dougie smiled at me. I blushed deeply. I opened the door to my apartment and saw my brother Alex singing to Annabelle and Sarina. "What is he doing here?" Alex stood up being protective as always. "We have to make a project together" I smiled. "I should properly not go to band practice then" Alex said looking for his phone. "Get out" I said. "You are my baby sister" Alex looked at me. "Do you want mum to know about your tattoo?" I smirked at him. "See you tomorrow Sophia and Poynter keep your filthy hands of my sister" Alex said as he left. "Go to hell Gaskarth!" Dougie yelled after him. "I don't want to end up with you!" Alex slammed the front door. I sat down with Annabelle and Sarina. "Who is mummies sweet little baby?" I tickled Annabelle on her stomach. She giggled happily. "Wauw they are beautiful" Dougie sat down and picked up Sarina. "Yeah luckily they look like me and not him" I looked at my feet. "Do you want to talk about it?" he asked. I shook my head. I placed both in their cribs and closed the door. I sat down on the couch. Dougie sat down close to me. "So English notes" I looked nervously through my notes. "Your lips look so soft" he caressed my cheek gently. I tried to focus on something else than his lips. I felt his lips touch mine as delicate as possible. "This is really wrong" I said and rested my forehead on his forehead. "I am fond of you" Dougie smiled. "I should properly tell you about Annabelle and Serina, then you can decide for yourself" I said. Dougie grabbed both my hand supportively. "I met Ryan when I was 16; he was a badboy and showed me the off side of life if you know what I mean. I fell in love with the thought of changing him to be a one girl type of guy. We were great and he seemed to respect that I wanted to wait before we had sex until 1 year ago. He had invited me out for a boat trip by the lake here nearby. When we got back it was pouring raining so we seek cover under this small cottage roof thing. I did everything I could but I am not exactly strong. Never in my life have I felt so powerless. He left me on the ground alone and crying of course" I felt the tears pressing in my eyes. "I found out a month later that I was pregnant. I knew it would be the best thing to get an abortion but they were a part of me no matter how much I hate their father so with my mum's approval I went through with the pregnancy and gave birth to my beautiful girls. Now you know everything as the only one beside me and Ryan and I would understand if you left now and never looked back" I looked him in the eyes and tried to ignore the tears running down my cheeks. Dougie caressed my cheek softly. "I can close my eyes while you leave" I closed my eyes and prepared myself for him leaving but he didn't instead he kissed me tenderly. I smiled peacefully. "Not many girls can through what you did and still go to school and everything normal" he smiled. "I need to make a good life for them, it is hard sometimes but I love them with all of my heart" I said. "Now you have somebody to help you, if you want me to of course" Dougie said nervously. "I would love that Dougie" I smiled.
