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Morning sunshine. Disgust, and little Hikari just smiles. Pillow in his face and the klutz stumbles, almost spills.
I regret.
And I hate the regret, like a tangible thing, that I could strangle softly.
"Sit by me, Yadonushi."
He fights me. Always does. I don't know why I fight back. Don't know what I'm fighting for.
He'll have to leave soon. Again. I'll be alone in the house.
"Will you eat?"
(Sometimes... he forgets...)
And he says he will.
Yadonushi, how is it you survive? Weak. Foolish. Do you know of living, Giving so much of your life away?
Hikari...?
