Little supernovas in my head
Little soft pulses in my dead
Little souvenirs and secrets shared
Little off guard and unprepared
I was never good enough to find
I was never bad enough to mind
In the middle I will do my best
Take me in your arms and leave the rest
I will give you anything to
Say you want to stay, you want me to
Say you'll never die, you'll always haunt me
I want to know I belong to you
Say you'll haunt me
Together, together we'll be together, together forever
2 months later
Ellie lay snugged against Gabriel's back. It had been a while since Gabriel had come back from the empty and their relationship took a whole new pattern. In the past few months a lot had changed! There were some days that Gabriel resembled the archangel that he used to be before being stabbed by Lucifer. Other days he was this dark angry being that even Ellie was worried about. The few times that she offered to try to research what was going on with him Gabriel all but told her to knock it off and stop pestering him.
There was also Sam, Dean, and Cas. In the past two months Ellie hadn't heard from either of the Winchesters once. This was odd behavior when she did a lot of research for them while they were away on cases. No matter how many times she called or how many messages she left Ellie got nothing in return. She frowned thinking about this. This wasn't a way you treated someone that was almost a sister to you. Sam she could understand. After their relationship ended she could understand his distance. Dean, however, she didn't understand. He was the one that she talked to on a daily bases and shared a warm relationship with. Even if he didn't need help on a case he called everyday to make sure that she was doing decently.
Ellie had even tried praying to Cas numerous times only to receive nothing in return. She thought her friendship with Cas was worth more than this as well. When she went on hunts with the Winchesters or they stopped by to chill out Cas followed her like a puppy. He was always interested in research that she was doing or what documentaries she had playing in the back ground.
Part of Ellie wondered if they were angry with her for not finding enough information on the whole nephilim issue. Surely finding zero information other then the tad bit that Gabriel gave her wasn't enough to sever a friendship. That wasn't team free will….
"Would you stop beating yourself up over those mutton heads?"
Gabriel snapped. Ellie raised an eyebrow as he turned pulling her into his arms.
"Kind of hard to just let people who are the only family you have just drop from mind Gabe."
Gabriel rolled his eyes.
"What am I? Chopped liver?"
Ellie sighed.
"Of course not! Gabriel you know what I mean. I am worried about them."
Gabriel nodded.
"I know. I hear your thoughts. Relax already. I'm sure they are just fine. They are big boys. Let them figure out there problems for once. You can't always be waiting to do whatever they say. I don't like it anyway."
Ellie smiled as she sat up to stretch. She glanced back at the archangel who lay with his arms behind his head. Even though Gabriel wasn't 100% himself at least he stayed with her. He didn't leave for long periods by any means. The longest he stayed away was a period of a few days in which he wouldn't say what he was doing. Ellie figured he was back to doing his trickster business. He wouldn't tell her so she didn't ask. She figured if Gabriel wanted her to know something then he would tell her.
"You are so jealous."
She cooed as his golden eyes rolled to her. He didn't look offended by her comment. After all she said it at least 15 times a day.
"You know it."
Gabriel said in almost a snide tone. He reached out stroking a finger down Ellie's spine. Gabriel smiled when her skin broke out in chills.
"Why don't you come over here and give me some loving?"
Gabriel cooed. Ellie didn't need to be told twice before climbing on top of her lover. Gabriel's honey eyes sparkled as he ran his hands down her thighs.
"I would love it if you just walked around the house naked all the time."
Ellie rubbed her body against Gabriel's erection making the archangel sigh.
"You just want an excuse to bend me over whenever you want."
Gabriel wiggled his eyebrows before reaching down and guiding himself to her entrance.
"I have you whenever I want anyway."
Meanwhile across town….
Dean stood at filling up the impala. Looking around his surroundings he didn't notice anything to out of the normal. Everything was the same as it had been since he first started coming here. Glancing at the inside of his car, however, nothing was the same. Things in his life has gotten 100% crazier than ever! The past two months had been a trip!
From dealing with losing Cas, Crowley, Rowena, gaining Jack, going through an emotionally devastating period that made him want to die, and finally getting Cas back he was exhausted. Another surprise that he received after gaining Cas back Bobby was back too! Alive and acting like nothing had ever happened to him. How his second father was back Dean didn't know. Part of him was nervous to get too attached but the other part was just happy to see Bobby back.
That is what led them to being back in South Dakota. Dean had to get Bobby to Ellie. Looking around the town Dean couldn't help but feel awful when his thoughts went to Ellie. In the past two months he knew he had been a terrible friend. He hadn't returned a phone call or a message. His heart wasn't in it. He knew that Ellie didn't deserve any of this and she was probably worried out of her mind. Dean sighed knowing that he had a lot to make up for!
"Nothing ever changes."
Dean looked up as Bobby walked back to the car from getting a drink inside the gas station.
"Nope. They never do."
Dean replied as Sam walked over to join them.
"Have you called Ellie?"
Dean nodded taking out his cell phone dialing Ellie's number again. He was silently praying to hear Ellie's voice. Instead he got her voicemail again…just like he had since last night.
"Hey baby girl I am needing some help on case. Sure would be nice to get some assistance. Call me."
Bobby instantly gave Dean a funny look as he hung up the phone.
"Baby girl?"
Dean shrugged innocently.
"Its not what you think. We have a joke about that Criminal Minds show. She apparently likes that procedural cop show and I give her grief over it. There is this blonde headed chick that one of those guys calls baby girl so I….I'm just gonna shut up."
Bobby looked relived as he got into the car beside Jack and Cas without another word. When the door was shut Dean turned to Sam who taking a sip of the drink in his hand.
"Did you get her?"
Sam shook his head.
"She probably wouldn't answer for me anyway."
Dean rolled his eyes.
"Damn it Sammy I don't know why you broke things off with her. You two were so good for each other! I didn't have to worry about either of you!"
Sam shrugged.
"She deserved better."
Dean groaned.
"Here we go. Sam there is no Sam Winchester curse. When we get there I need you to talk to her because this is the most annoying situation I have ever been in. She isn't going to end up like Jess, bless her soul. Ellie is like us. She can take care of herself."
Sam gave Dean the biggest bitch face imaginable before walking to the passenger seat getting into the car.
Arriving at Bobby's old house, Dean was relived to see Ellie's jeep in the driveway. Stepping out of the car Dean looked to Jack and Cas who stood looking identical as always.
"Well lets hope everything is okay."
Cas nodded.
"'I'm sure Ellie is delightful as always."
Dean winced.
"Lets hope. I don't think Bobby can deal with a major blow right now."
Cas looked to Bobby who was looking as nervous as he had since Dean told him that they hadn't heard from Ellie in sometime.
Walking into the house nothing looked out of normal. Bobby groaned at how his daughter had redecorated everything.
"Damn she made this place girly."
Dean smirked as he looked around the living room. He was relieved when he saw her computer on and cell phone laying beside the open lap top. Glancing over his shoulder he looked to Sam.
"Sam, her phone is fully charged and laptop is on."
Sam looked equally as pleased as his brother.
"Ellie?"
Sam called her name carefully. The last thing he wanted was for Ellie to pop out from around a corner with a gun in her hand and start blasting. Sure she would calm down when seeing it was them but Sam knew that she would be on her guard. Ellie was always ready to take out a demon or some other monster if it came at her.
His mind also went to Bobby who was looking around the new decor in his house. Sam knew that Ellie would probably have a panic attack when she saw that her father was alive again. The poor girl had a hell of time after Bobby had died.
"Maybe she is taking a nap?"
Jack's suggestion broke Sam from his thoughts. He gave Jack an approving smile.
"That is probably a good guess. She doesn't sleep much."
Dean was the first one to the bedroom door. He knew Ellie would probably be madder than hell to be woken up. Ellie was a lot like Dean when it came to being woken up. Dean considered asking Jack to go make a cup of coffee and have it waiting. Maybe the aspect of Jack's delicious coffee would ease the anger that Ellie was probably going to unleash on them.
The sounds of a small crash got Dean's attention. He didn't wait for Sam or anyone to say anything but he kicked the bedroom door as hard as he could. If something was hurting his sister then he was going to kill it!
As quickly as Dean ran in he wished he hadn't…
"What the hell?!"
Ellie squealed. Dean meanwhile, couldn't move as he felt the rest of his friends catch up. Ellie sat perched on Gabriel obviously in the middle of sex. Dean's eyes winded taking in the entire scene! Ellie had reached over grabbing a blanket to cover her bare breasts and nearly naked body.
"Dean?!"
Ellie managed to get out but froze the moment she saw her father. Bobby looked ready to faint. He quickly put a hand over his eyes before muttering idjits and turning and walking out. Her eyes hadn't left where Bobby stood. Was she going mad? Surely her father really wasn't standing there and didn't see her banging an archangel!
Gabriel's voice pulled her from her thoughts.
"Umm don't you people knock?"
Dean was still starring like he had lost his mind. Gabriel was alive and inside his sister! What the hell?
"Son of a bitch!"
Dean growled. He didn't even think about Jack was looking at them with his head tilted clearly trying to figure out what was going on. Cas quickly reached over putting a hand over Jack's eyes and guiding him away from the door.
Sam meanwhile, looked completely devastated! This was not in anyway what he was expecting! First off how was Gabriel alive and why was Ellie fucking him? Was they together? Surely not!
"Was that really my dad?"
Ellie choked out. Gabriel nodded tightening his hold on her hips.
"Yes sugar it was and your creepy friends are watching us."
Ellie looked back to Sam and Dean who stood looking like they were ready to pass out in the middle of the doorway.
"Uh so this is awkward and he's kind of balls deep. Can you give us a moment?"
Gabriel gave Sam and Dean a beyond jealous and pissy expression.
"I stopped out of courtesy now you are trying my patience. You can stick around and watch if you want but I am going back to what I was doing. You can stay or you can GET. OUT!'"
It wasn't until Bobby's voice came calling from the living room did Sam and Dean manage to get themselves in gear.
"Really guys! You're just gonna stand there and watch?!"
Dean quickly turned bolting from the room while Sam was the last one leave. He gave Ellie a final looked before bolting form the room.
Once the door was shut Ellie looked down at Gabriel who was still looking baffled and annoyed. She quickly got off of her lover and started pulling on abandoned clothes.
"So I guess we are done here."
Gabriel grumbled before snapping on his own clothing. Ellie looked back at him with wide eyes.
"Gabriel, my father is alive! I have to get out there. We can continue this later. Please just understand….for once."
Gabriel's golden eyes looked cold for a moment but quickly warmed up as he walked to Ellie taking her face in his hands.
"Sugar I do understand. I am just worried about those morons hurting you again. You've been worried to death over Sam and Dean the past few months. No matter how big of an asshole I am I don't want you hurt."
Ellie reached up placing her hand over Gabriel's.
"I love you."
Gabriel's golden eyes winded a bit and his facial expression was almost unreadable.
"I know."
Gabriel couldn't bring himself to say those three little words that he knew Ellie wanted so much. She had been beginning him in her mind to say I love you for so long. Ellie knew it wasn't his style but she was still asking…pleading more like it. Did he love her? Yes? Would he admit it? Eh….that was another story.
Meanwhile…
Bobby was pacing in the living room like a caged tiger. He was literally seeing red. Never in his life had Bobby Singer been this angry! He knew from the day Ellie was born she would someday fall in love but the last thing Bobby expected was it to be with an archangel! An archangel that he knew was a giant dick!
"Was that Gabriel? My Uncle Gabriel? Why were they naked and joined together?"
Jack's polite voice was the first to say anything in the room. Cas looked to the boy with a frown.
"Yes, That is your Uncle Gabriel. I'm sure he would love to talk to you after he's out of his…less than angelic state. We will talk about the rest at another time."
Dean snorted. The last thing that he wanted at the moment was to have the facts of life chat with Jack because his uncles was being a manwhore.
"There is nothing angelic about that man. I'm going to kill him when he gets out of here for touching her. What the hell?! He is supposed to be dead!"
"Well look at that I'm not!"
Dean spun around to see Gabriel looking at him with an amused expression with Ellie at his side. Sam started at the archangel who quickly froze the youngest Winchester in his place.
"Don't think about is Sasquatch!"
Sam growled angrily.
"Don't you touch her!"
Ellie sighed stepping in-between Gabriel and her family. She needed to stop this madness before it got any worse!
"Sam, Dean stop! Gabriel, please."
She focused her attention back on her father who was still looking ready to drop from a heart attack. Ellie quickly walked to Bobby with a heart broken expression on her face.
"Dad…you're alive. How?"
Bobby shrugged.
"Don't know but I am wishing I was kind of dead again now. We need to talk. Cas can you take him with you."
Gabriel started laughing hard. The last thing that he was going to do was go away from his lover. If Bobby Singer thought that Gabriel would leave Ellie alone for a moment he had another thing coming! Ellie looked back at him. Her blue eyes looked as nervous as he felt.
"Gabriel, we won't be far."
Gabriel focused his attention back to his lover taking in her feelings. She was nervous and afraid, all of the feeling that he hated to sense on her.
"You sure?"
Ellie nodded again.
"It will be okay."
Gabriel shrugged looking at Cas who had sauntered over to him.
"If that's what you want."
Ellie turned back to her father. Bobby reached down grabbing her by the wrist and leading her outside. He stopped at the door and looked back at his adoptive sons.
"Come on you two."
Sam and Dean didn't need to be told twice before. They quickly followed Bobby out the door.
Once outside the sun was shinning as though nothing was chapping. It was a beautiful day that should be enjoyed in a matter other then with fighting with your family. Bobby started pacing again before he looked back to his daughter. She looked just like the girl that he had left behind when passing on.
"All right Ellie talk."
Ellie looked between her father and the Winchester's.
"Like you just saw I am with Gabriel. There isn't much more than that to say. I'm happy and I love him."
Bobby ran a hand over his face.
"Oh for the love of Pete! Do you realize how stupid and risky this is? You don't just date an angel you go for the most dangerous one out there, there than Lucifer! I raised you better than this! You don't date things that could kill you! Have you lost your mind?"
Dean nodded.
"Ellie you are practically my sister. The last thing I want to do is discuss your sex life but this situation calls for a talk! Ellie you could get hurt bad with him! You could be caught in the in the crossfires of one of Gabriel's fucked up tricks and games! If you get hurt because of him I won't be able to live with myself….none of us could! Sammy you got something to add?"
Sam shook his head still looking beyond disgusted.
"No..I don't even know what to say."
Ellie stood a moment letting them say whatever they needed to before coming in.
"Are you all done? Well I sure hope so because you are going to hear what I have to say now. You should thank Gabriel for saving you all back at that hotel. He didn't have to die to keep you two safe. Furthermore, he is good to me and I love him. It isn't any of your places to tell me how I am supposed to live. Dad this isn't directed to you but to Sam and Dean. You two have ignored me for the past two months families don't do that to each other! I have tired so hard to get a hold of you and got nothing in return! The only person that I have had in my life has been Gabriel."
Dean sighed, he knew that this would be thrown at him and he knew that they deserved it.
"Ellie, I'm sorry…."
Ellie held a hand up.
"Don't give me crap Dean!"
Bobbie had enough. He stepped forward looking at his daughter.
"I'm tellin you right now Ellie to knock it off with the archangel. I don't want you with him."
Ellie's mouth fell as she looked at her father. This whole day was nothing but a huge cluster fuck of emotions! She should be overjoyed that her father was back in her life but at the moment she was miserable all the way around. How the way this mess was going to work out she didn't know? At the moment all she wanted was to get back to Gabriel.
