CH2

"Hi" said Bob "I'm Bob and i suffer from depression"

"Hi Bob!" Said everyone.

"My story started a long time ago, when i was small i didn't really fit in......."and so on and on went Bob's story.

"Thank you Bob" said lily the group's leader. This group was for those who suffer from depression and wanted to get better. It was called 'Confessions of depression.'

"Anyone else willing to share their story with us?" noon responded to Lily's question, so she was left to pick on someone. "What about you Jacob, you're new here, would you like to share your story with us?"

"Hi, I'm Jacob." Said Jacob. "And i suffer from depression"

"HI Jacob!" replied everyone else.

"My story begins with..." he paused he couldn't tell them everything they would think he's crazy. "With an old friend that moved to the town. Bella. I fell in love with her, but she had a boyfriend before i got the chance of doing anything. And her boyfriend's family and my family didn't exactly get on that well. Later some time after Bella married Edward and her, emmm sister came. The first time i saw her sister i fell in love with her.

Our relationship began with friendship. Nessy was always in some kind of trouble or danger and i always stood by to protect her. When the wars had been fought, me and Nessy had something more than friendship going on between us. It was perfect; nothing in the world would make me happier then to see her smile.

Then one day there was this beautiful day and everyone was happy nothing could possibly go wrong ii thought, but something clearly did, i went out to buy Nessy some flowers and when i came back i found the Cullen's lying dead along with Nessy. The person responsible had died as well. I promised Nessy that i will get over her, but here i am still five years later, a total mess unable to keep the promise." Few tears dropped down Jacobs face. It had been so hard telling total strangers what had happened, but still somehow he hadn't told them the lintier truth so he still felt something heavy inside him, some kind of feeling of guilt.

"Thank you Jacob" said Lily "That truly was a sad story, and remember were here to help you. When you need anyone feel free to call anyone of us for some support."

"Now let's move on to when was the last time you were deeply depressed." Said Lily. "Draco when was the las time you were depressed?"

"If i wouldn't be depressed for more than a day i wouldn't be here." Said a man in a very depressing voice, which bought everyone down. The man looked 25 ish . His hair was perfect blonde, it could reach his shoulders. His eyes blue. -i think i forgot the real description from the books- his sad, depressed face expression bought everyone down. " i don't see how i can be happy while others suffer from depression of their loved ones deths, and know that my mistakes are responsible for their deths."

"Draco, may you remind us of your story again?" asked Lily.

"Ofcorse" he said in his depressing tone. "I was raised by the wrong family, they taught me the wrong way of life, they told me to judge people by looks and genders, and families. I believed in them i believed every word they said, and i loved my father. I adored everything he did and i wished i would be like him when i was to be older; i wished i would kill innocents and watch them suffer during their death. Then school started, i hated the people who were below us and the only friends i had were the ones my father would buy for me as my followers. Back then i was happy and knew i made my father proud by insulting others and making them the freaks of the school. I did everything to make my father happy, i even signed up for a secret mission to kill the other hero.

"While on that mission i realised i can't do it it's not right to kill someone because they are in the way of my father's master. Somehow when i realised that, it was too late, if i wouldn't succeed on killing him it would mean my own death. When the time came for me to kill him, i froze, i just couldn't do it, so my mother's friend came in to save my life and killed him. Sadly the person was killed by my father's master because he had something the master wanted, and it should have been me, if i killed i would prevent an innocent man from a death he didn't deserve, he was only protecting me.

"It was too late to do anything then, the master had grown in power and if i wanted to live and for my parents to live i had to obey him, later a war broke out, may died among them my friends, girlfriend, secret crushes. It also meant the death of good people who fought to protect their loved ones, babies were left as orphans, and other mothers lost their brave children who fought to protect, not even 17 yet, and many of them my fault, my mistakes caused people to die. i am guilty for deths of innocent children and adults, I'm a murderer." By the end of his story everyone was in a deep depression from his voice, his words could take the whole universe down.

"I am truly sorry for your loss in the war!" said Lily trying not to sound depressed.

"Not mine, not my loss, but the loss of others the ones who suffered because of me." Said Draco "I deserved to lose more than that!"

"i am sorry for their loss" Lily corrected herself. "That was a truly depressing story and do know we're here for you!"

"Thank you" said Draco "But it means nothing to me now, i cannot truly smile and accept the sorry you send for them if their blood is on my hands."