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Chapter Two :

" At Bobby's House "

Bobby was sitting there , depressed , sad , in pain and had all the reasons to shot himself , but he didn't.

He thought that killing himself now , isn't the time for it… as he was all what Dean have now after Sam…

Dean phoned bobby few days ago telling him that he'd be here for him this weekend , and that was about time ,…. Bobby wanted to see him he really missed him and he wanted to know how he is after all…

Bobby heard the Roar of the engine he knew it , he turned and went to open the door , and yeah that was weird….

That's the first time , to see Dean getting down from the Car ..Alone

Yeah , he missed that face ..

Dean and Bobby didn't see each other from a while .. they missed each other .

Dean gave the old man a hug , and Bobby knew that the boy was dying inside indeed … he never felt that sadness in this eyes before .. and that what it make it worse for Bobby , that sadden him over his sadness…

Bobby asked Dean about lisa and Ben and his work and never said a word about hunting … as he knew that Dean give up hunting and the hunter's life … so he wanted to keep it this way.

Bobby asked Dean to stay this night but Dean refused …

But as soon as he left,he came back because of the storm.

Dean remembered Sam when was just four years old, and how he hated storms,thunder and lightning, they freaked his little bro.

Dean sighed,and when straight to the bed, then again he remembered Sammy, yeah he used to share with this room,but not recently as Sam was often trapped in the panic room but still miss him around.

In just 5 minutes, he was sleeping and started to dream too

He saw himself and Samuel his grandfather putting the gun in his forehead telling him not to get closer or he'd shot,then he heard a familiar voice,it was Sam..Sammy

He found himself turning to see his bro, he looked fine and strong ,Sam shouted at Samuel : put your gun down or I swear I 'll crack your skull and snap your funkin neck.

And then Samuel put down his shotgun and said slowly :"it's okay Sam,I won't hurt your big brother,I putting down the gun down just calm down it's not good for you know"

Sam shouted:"not hell of your business,good for or not just leave or I'll put a bullet in you, okay..!"

Samuel :" okay son,.."

Sam interrupted him :" I'm not ypur freakin' son, so shut up and never say it again."

Dean:" Sam,Sammy…it's okay,he's leaving now,calm down please."

Sam :"Dean, please stop it, I'm not five anymore."

Dean:"I'm not saying you are,I'm just..I'm just worried man"

Sam:"don't be, I'm fine"

Dean:"you are not, you know it so skip trying to convince,coz you won't"

Sam:"Dean,I pretty fine now,I am better than yesterday,I swear"

Dean turned to Sam as he saw him falling

Sam was whispering saying:"you did this to me , first you let my jump right to the hell,and now this I told you not but I insisted, I trusted you and you giving me is Pain"

Dean shouted,screamed:"no,don't you me this Sam, no,not you Sammy,I never knew,please forgive me,Sam"

Sam smiling :" it's too late,Dean..Too Late,your baby bro is gone now"

Dean screamed"no..no..no..not Real, that's a nightmare, I know,I'll wake up now"

But he didn't….

He kept screaming until he didn't hear his voice anymore.

Then he felt someone shaking him,it was Bobby

Bobby:"son, you freaked me out, are you okay..!"

Dean whispering as he's no voice:"yeah, fine just a bad dream.."

Bobby:"wanna talk about it..?"

Dean:"no, it's not a big deal"

Bobby raising his eyebrow:"not a big deal..do I look like a adjit to you

Kid,I was born at night, but last night..you think I'm buying this..?

Dean I know nightmares very well,and that just looked like one of them.."

Dean:" yeah, but it still just a nightmare.."

Bobby:"look son, I realize that you are having hard time since the jump, I get it I really do,but this wasn't good at all,I couldn't wake u up for more than 15 min..that bad a real bad sign ,I thought you were good and a bit happy but now I don't think so..you are telling me what's going on and now Dean, you hear me.."

Dean sighed :" okay, I'm not good ,not at all pretending, acting, whatever you wanna say but I can't deal with it , not anymore..i saw him I always see him around

In real and in dreamland.. yeah every night maybe every single hour, I don't know but I see him everywhere I see him in ben , I see walking beside me, I see him with me in the car, I hear his voice singing with me , I hear his voice mumbled his favourite song, I hear him telling me keep going never stop never give up.." Dean couldn't hold the tears anymore in his eyes,he let them or they defeated him.. he didn't know,Bobby got up and reached Dean's shoulders and squeezed them for comfort and said:"Dean you are gone through much,I know how hard could it be ..i know you miss the kid and me too but we have to live let it go Dean,that what he wants for you,don't do this to your self,please you breaking my heart son"

Dean hiding his tears saying " yeah, but it 's not easy Bobby, not at all.."

Bobby:" I know ,but hopefully you 'll get better by the time,Dean it was not your fault , it wasn't anyone, your bro done it by his will, you even tried to stopped him, but without what he had done it 'd be over now for the whole planet,he saved us you do know that right..?"

Dean:" yeah, he did saved the fuckin' planet, and that what he got..Hell"

Bobby:" yeah, he knew that too, now get some sleep, son okay..!"

Dean:" yeah, I'll try to sleep,and hey, thanks Bobby,that really helped"

Bobby smiling :"yeah, adjit.."

Dean tried but he couldn't sleep, so he got up and went downstairs to the kitchen he made himself a cup of something he couldn't figure it out but smells good more like herbs or something .. but honestly, he didn't care what was it , he just needed to relax.. and that drink really helped and then went to his bed and finally got some sleep.

In the morning , Dean found himself sleeping on the coach but it was the first time to sleep without a scary dream ,… but he was kinda missing his little bro memories , a small part of him liked that.

Bobby was still asleep , when Dean heard a familiar scream … after few seconds it repeated …. Again and again ,… Dean couldn't help it .. so he went to the source and it was coming from Downstairs.. the panic room

Dean ran quickly as fast as he could.. going downstairs .. to the panic room, but nothing was there the sound had disappeared …..

Dean sighed sadly and remembered Sam's screams and his pain , when his fever was up , he could even hear his screams now that tore his heart … he opened the panic room and saw the bed was still there he got closer and put his hands on it .. it was like he still feel his spirit, his voice and his last wish..

Dean found himself sobbing like a little boy , but bobby somehow got there and watched from a bit far distance he was sobbing too, it was few days ,when the youngest Winchester was around , that trouble maker was his brother's heart , and now dean try to live without it , it was hard for both of them , even what Bobby told him last night he couldn't stop missing his brother as Sam was everything to him and will still be.

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