Disclaimer: No I don't own Glee

"Kurt hurry up, we have to go!" Dad yelled to me.

I'm on the bathroom floor pretending to still be doing my hair. I'm really on the floor trying hard to seem busy so that Dad will leave me, so I don't have to go today. Guess that's not working today. I sighed and got up.

"I'm coming!" I yelled back.

looked in the bathroom mirror and 'smiled'. I then went downstairs to see that Puck,Sam and Finn were already at the table eating their breakfast. While Dad was at the door shaking his head, but he still had a smile on his face.i walked in the dining room, and grabbed an apple.

"Dude is that all you're going to eat?" Finn asked me.

"First off don't call me dude. And what do you think?" I respond back.

The boys and me walked out the dining room, outside to the car. We all worked together thanks to my dad. we worked in his car shop. Yes a mechanic shop, yes I do work with cars. Also one of the best in the whole shop. Thank you very much. Once we got there everyone got out of the car.

"Kurt can you help me with some of this paper work?" Erik asked me.

"I'm not sure, I was really looking forward to be working on a car," I said making up an excuse.

"Kurt go help him, you'll still have time to work on cars," Dad said walking away to his office.

Finn,Puck, and Sam smiled at me then also walked away. I followed Erik to a building behind the shop, that we use as an office at times. I went in first, Erick locked the door behind us. We were barely in the room for a minute before Erik pushed me up on the door, as his lips went all over my neck. His hands also started to roam all over me. As Erik did this I went to my own little word. I started to think of happy things, and moments. Our family nights, me and my girls, anything that would take my minds off this.

...

Erik left a long time ago, after he was finished with me. I've been here maybe an hour after Erik left. I had cleaned myself up, then I just sat down thinking of nothing. I looked down at my arm, and saw that I was bleeding. I must have been scratching my self. I sighed and got up to clean my arm. I walked back out to the main room, put on my sweater. Then left back to the shop. I went right to my Dad's office.

"Hey dad, I think that I'm going back to the house," I said.

"What? No yo stay here Kurt," Dad said.

"I was going to make lunch, or something."

"Dont worry about that."

"Okay."

I walked out, to the shop area. Finn and Puck were working on one car together.

"Do you guys need help?" I asked them.

"NO we'll be fine," Puck said then went back to working.

I walked away to a car that no one was at.

...

"Kurt are you coming?"Puck asked.

"What?" I asked back, looking up to see him.

"It's time to go home,"Puck said.

"Oh, oh yea. Let me go wash my hands," I said walking away from both the car I was working on, and Puck.

I washed my hand and walked out the shop to the car. I went in the back with Sam and Finn. Dad drove back to the house. When we went inside I saw that Aizimo, Karofsky and the rest of Glee club was in my living room.

"Why wasn't I invited to the party?" I asked them with my hands on my hips.

"Finally you guys are here. Now we can start working!" Rachel exicamed.

"What work?" I asked.

"For Glee of course."

"How did you guys even get in the house?" I asked.

"Don't you worry about that," Santana said walking up to me.

Santana grabbed my hand walked me over to a couch and pushed me before I could react, so I ended up falling on Karofsky.

'Are they still trying to get us together?' I thought.

"Sorry," I said getting off of him, and sitting down next to Mike.

"Guys stop trying to get us together," Karofsky said.

"Yea," I agreed

"But why?" Sam whined.

I rolled my eyes at Sam's whining as he ate.

"Who are you guys playing tomorrow night?" I asked the guys that were on the football team, as I changed the topic.

"We're playing against some preppy all boy school," Aizimo said.

"They're called Dalton," Mike said.

"How knows maybe white boy will met someone," Mercedes said.

I rolled my eyes at her. They stayed here talking. Everyone was eating but me. But they all had to leave by dinner time. Carole and Sam were finishing dinner, Finn and Puck were setting the table, and I was in the living room with Dad.

"Are you coming?" Dad asked as he got up to go to the kitchen.

"No I have to do homework," I said and walked away before Dad could say something.

Once I was in my room, I went to my dresser. I took out my razors, that I keep hidden. I rolled up sleeves. My arms had white, red ,and pink scars all over. I picked up my razor, and just started cutting. It overlapped another, and my scars. I finish stated cutting after a few minutes, but that was because I felt something on my legs. I looked down to see that blood was falling on my legs. I got off my bed and went to the bathroom to wash my arms. I threw my pants and shirt to a special dirty pile. I took a shower, got clean, and put on my pj's. I went to bed and cried myself to sleep again.


Sorry for any and all spelling/ grammar mistakes. Thanks for reading! Hope you liked it!