Sunlight shined through the windows onto kei's face and woke him. Shinku had her arms around him and was snuggled into his chest. He looked up at the calendar, his eyes widened with realization oh shit, yesterday was our 7th year anniversary. Kei hurried to get dressed and was just out the door when shinku's voice stopped him. "To be loved in the way you love him…passion that doesn't fade away with the time passing by…it's a miracle…or at least I think so."

"Think what you want" he said as he closed the door. "I want to be with you" shinku whispered into his pillow.

Kei burst there apartment door breathing heavily. Ranmaru lay on the couch asleep surrounded by flickering candles. he's so beautiful. He sat at the end of the couch just looking at him "mmm" came from ranmaru as he started to stir. He saw kei sitting at the end of the couch. "hey happy anniversary." kei said. Ranmaru sat up and grind at him "I love you kei" he said. Shinku's face flashed in his mind.

Slowly, yet surely. Time will pass and…I will just forget about shinku. "I love you too ranmaru" kei said with a smile.

He moved to sit next to ranmaru. Kei pulled him into his chest and whispered into his ear. "sorry I wasn't here last night, we were really crowded at work so I had to stay all night. I'm sorry" "it's okay kei, I know you wanted to come home last night" ranmaru whispered back. Kei kissed his neck. His lips moved from his neck toward his check and then finally found ranmaru's mouth. They kissed, wrapping themselves closer together.

Kei was holding ranmaru to his chest, but his mind was not there, it was with shinku in hotel. why am I thinking about her when I'm with ranmaru? "Beep, beep," kei sighed. Time for work. He gently move ranmaru from his chest to the pillows.

He was dressed and ready for work in minutes. Kei leaned over and kissed ranmaru on the lips before leaving.

To be loved in the way you love him…passion that doesn't fade away with the time passing by… it's a miracle…or at least I think so. (shinku)

I want to be with him(shinku)

I want to live a life where there's always something I have left to do even when I die. I'm always craving to be doing what I am supposed to do. Because I'd rather die than feel like I've fulfilled and accomplished everything in my life.

I won't change my route, for the people I love!!