AN : Here is a little update :)
Enjoy !
When you looked at the caller ID you almost had a panic attack, it was her.
It wasn't a hallucination.
She knew.
Your mind raced : pick up ? Or hang up ?
You decided to let it ring because you didn't know what to say, how to explain what you did.
You've probably destroyed her life.
But she deserved it right ?
One voicemail.
Your heart was beating so fast and so loud in your ears that you almost couldn't hear the message.
« Shalom ! You know that means « hello » and « goodbye » just like « Aloha », but you probably knew that. Something that you may don't know is that today my boyfriend got a tattoo of the kool aid man. Oh yeah ! Believe me Al, It's no « love is pain ». (chuckles) This is Piper by the way. Blast from the past. Do you recognize my voice ? Boy... Well ! I guess things... You know things are bad when you're calling old girlfriends from the bathroom floor in the middle of the night huh ? How are you still... In my brain ? where are you ? Do you miss me ? Probably not. I miss you. I don't know what i'm doing. Shalom. »
From this you kept one thing in mind : she missed you.
After 6 years Piper was still thinking about you.
And she still had your number.
This call was like a bomb, it literally blowed your mind, leaving you in a ocean of memories.
So yes you've reached rock bottom but ever since you catched up pretty well, one step at a time, slowly but surely.
You've weaned both your addictions : Piper and heroin.
Both deadly dangerous.
You did well, taking your power back, but here was Piper, appearing from nowhere, crashing into your world once again.
Despite all your efforts the past came back to bite your ass.
You were annoyed when the girl beside snapped you back to reality asking you what « the mystery lady » wanted.
You needed some space, to be alone, to process what just happened. So you made up something in haste to have this girl leaving quickly.
Mixed feelings were invading you : sadness, shock, shame and guilt ?
Oh yes you were feeling guilty, you spent the afternoon sending the love of your life in prison to save yourself.
Was it a mistake ? Worth it ? You doubted.
Being selfish wasn't your kind.
One thing is certain : This relationship really fucked you up, bringing the best but especially the worst of you.
AN : Thanks for reading ;)
