Wow guys! I didnt think anyone would read it! I'm VERY happy. Btw, i should have put OOC in summary (And i will) Because in my perspective of seeing things, if your not seeing it the way i do it IS ooc. Example: Fabian being an ass. He doesnt mean to be one. Hes doing what he thinks is best. I should REALLY get on with this...
Fabian pov
"I know what you said." Amber burst through the door as the guys and I were talking.
"Please don't tell Mara, she'll kill me!" Mick fell to his knees.
"Tell Mara what?" She crossed her arms and smiled.
"Oh, Mick was turned on by Nina and Fabians fake sex." Alfie responded. Really Alfie, REALLY?
She turned to me, disgusted. "Why won't you go out with Nina, or even be her friend?"
"Amber, this doesn't concern you." I tried to carry her out of the room. She held to the door frame.
"It concerns me when she is crying over you! I wont get any sleep!" She complained.
"Its for the best." I whispered as i opened her bedroom door.
I set her down on her bed. I heard a whimper from the closet. Amber glared,"Do you see what you have done?"
I calmly exited the room.
Nina wouldn't cry over me. We kissed one time. Nothing else ever happened. She didn't even like me before that. Did she?
I was so absorbed in my thoughts, I ran into Joy.
"I'm sorry Joy, I was just thinking." I apologized and turned into my room.
She followed behind," Well if something is troubling you, I am all ears."
I sighed. I motioned for her to sit next to me. She closed the door and pulled a chair up to my bed.
"Is it about Nina? She is a total trash bag." She had an ounce of jealously in her voice.
" A what?" I asked
"We got an American show on the television while in hiding. It's called Jersey Shore. You should google it." She giggled her cute giggle and moved her hair behind her ear.
" Nina is a nice person, I am just not sure on what she will do if she is needed in America. Will she go and never return? Will she stay here? I just think that if we do develop a bigger relationship than friends, there will be too much hurt in the end." I expressed my thought to Joy.
"Well I heard that you refuse to even be friends with her." She said..
" Nina is..." I tried to think of the right thing to say," Nina is addicting. Her accent is just so cute and laid back. And her hair is so soft. And her eyes... Oh her eyes!" I rambled on about all her good qualities.
Joy leaned over an kissed me. No warning at all, she just kissed me! "Look Fabian, you're hot. Really hot. And I like you. So meet me for dinner tonight off campus at that Cafe' three blocks away." She then stood and slipped out of the room.
I grabbed a pen and notepad. ( I do not own I Kissed A Girl By Katy Perry, I do own this parody though!)
This was not what i planned
Not my intention
I got to babbling on and
she lost my attention
Its not what just friends do
not how we should behave
Now I am so confused
Its hard to believe
I just Kissed Joy,
I Didn't like it
The taste of fish and chips
Joy Kissed me
just to try it
I sure hope Nina don't mind it.
Agh! There I go thinking about her! I folded it and set it in my English book. I felt my phone vibrate in my back pocket.
Fabes! Come up to my room- Alfie.
I quickly replied that I had to get ready to leave,but would stop by before I leave. I just might be crazy, but im going to take joy up on her offer.
Nina POV
I guess I could live in this closet. Its small, so there's no way anyone else could bother me. I like it in here.
"It's for the best." I heard his voice. That really tugged at my heartstrings. I let out a terrible cry.
He knew how I felt about him. I can't believe all this time, I always believed that he was nice. I copied these thoughts down into my journal.
I am such an idiot! I should have seen this coming. After our kiss, he avoided me at all cost. Before I came here, I swore to myself that I wouldn't get caught up in guy. British accents are so easy to fall for, so I knew I would take to whichever good looking guy talked to me first. But, I thought Fabian was more than a good looking guy. I thought that he was caring and sweet and charming. What will I do at dinner? Speaking of, I should be heading down...
Before I exited my room, I put my MP3 Player on loud and blasted Ke$ha. As if Ke$ha knew who was a few doors down when i came into the hall, she began to sing "The Harold Song"
I miss your soft lips. I miss your white sheets.
I miss the scratch of your un-shaved face on my cheek.
And this is so hard cause I didn't see
that you were the love of my life and it kills me.
I see your face in strangers on the street.
I still say your name when I'm talking in my sleep.
And in the limelight, I play it off fine.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.
I couldn't help it. Tears ran down my face and sobs escaped my mouth. I ran past him and Joy down the steps.
"Nina, I was going to bring you a plate." I heard Trudy say as I ran out of the house. I ran until my legs hurt. I ended up in the same spot we had our first SIBUNA meeting, the place where we threw something into the fire. After prom, We had written it spray paint "Nina, Fabian,Amber,Alfie= Sibuna." Amber had drew a little heart in between his name and mine.
This isn't healthy. I feel more like a stalker than a victim of heartbreak.
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