Meredith: Dr. Shepherd.

Derek : Dr. Shepherd ? This morning it was Derek. Now it's Dr. Shepherd.

Meredith: Dr. Shephed we should pretend it never happened.

Derek: What never happened ? You sleeping with me last night ? Or you throwing me out this morning.Because both are fond memories I'd like to hold onto.

Meredith: No. There will be no memories. I'm not the girl in the bar anymore and you're not the guy.This can't exist. You get that, right ?

Derek: You took advantage of me and now you want to forget about it.

Meredith: I did not take …

Derek: I was drunk, vulnerable and good looking and you took advantage.

Meredith: Okay I was the one who was drunk and you are not that good looking.

Derek: Maybe not today. Last night ? Last night I was very good looking. I had my red shirt on. My good looking shirt. You took advantage.

Meredith: I did not take advantage.

Derek: Want to take advantage again ? Say Friday night ?

Meredith: No. You're an attending. And I'm your intern.Stop looking at me like that !

Derek: Like what ?

Meredith: Like you've seen me naked.Dr. Shepherd ! This is inappropriate.Has that ever occurred to you ?*I say, leaving the stairs.*

Leaving quickly, I didn't want to continue this discussion. Nobody had to know anything about what was happening, had happened. Not knowing what to do, I decided to go to the operating room, in the gallery, a window to see what was happening. George had obtained the first operation. Everyone at the announcement, had noticed that he was not ready. It was to wonder what he was doing there, in medicine. Many others were there, wanting to admire what was going on. I felt that Cristina had a certain disgust at not being in George's place. From the beginning, she looked so competitive.

Intern #1: He's gonna faint. He's a fainter.

Intern #2: Nah code brown. Right in his pants.

Intern #1: He's all about the flop sweat. He's gonna sweat himself unsterile.

Intern #3: 10 bucks says he messes up the McBurney.

Cristina: 10 says he cries.

Intern #2: I'll put 20 on a total meltdown.

Meredith: 50 says he pulls the whole thing off.That's one of us down there. The first one of us. Where's your loyalty ?

Cristina: 75 says he can't even I.D the appendix.

Izzie: I'll take that action.

*

George: Scalpel.

Doctor: Scalpel.

Burke: More pressure. The human flesh is a tough shell. Dig in.

George: Pick-ups.

Doctor: Pick-ups.

George: Clamp.

Doctor: Clamp.

George: Let's go … I'm there.

George: Scalpel.

Doctor: Scalpel.

George: Appendix is out.

Burke: Not bad.

George: Thank you.

Burke: Now all you have to do is invert the stump into the cecum. And simultaneously pull up on the per strings but be careful not to … break them. You ripped the cecum. Got a bleeder. Filling with stool. What do you now?

George: Ah … ah …

Burke: Think. Start the suction and you start digging for those per strings before she bleeds to Buckie give him a clamp.

Buckie: BPs dropping.

Burke: Today ! Pull your balls out of your back pocket. Lets go.What are you waiting for ? Suction.

Doctor: We're getting too low folks.

Buckie: Dr. Burke.

Burke: Get out of the way. Pansy ass idiot. Get him out of here. Suction. Clamp.

*

We went out to get some fresh air. George needed it and all we could do was comfort him. Missing his first operation didn't give a good image of the person. While we talked, a beeper rang. Each of us glanced at his, when I realized it was mine and this damn Katie.

Meredith: Oh man. It's 911 for Katie Bryce.I gotta go.

Meredith: Excuse me ! Excuse me !*I say, running off down to the hall.*

Arriving in his room, I thought there was a real urgency. I wish it were, but no. Just this girl reading a magazine. I tried to contain my nerves as much as possible.

Katie: Took you long enough.

Merdith: You're okay ? The nurse paged me 911.

Katie: I had to go all exorcist to get her to even pick up the phone

Meredith: Wait. There's nothing wrong with you ?

Katie: Been bored.

Meredith: You little … I'm not a cruise director.

Katie: You don't have to wig out. Pageant is supposed to be on cable but this crappy hospital doesn't get the channel. If that cow Kylie Witterson walks off with my crown, I hafta see it. Can you call someone ?

Meredith: Okay. This is an actual hospital. There are sick people here. Go to sleep and stop wasting my time.

Katie: But I can't sleep. My head's all full.

Meredith: That's call thinking. Go with it.*I say, coming out of the room.*

Entering a post op room, I don't understand what I do, but I escape this patient. All I see is another intern who is fighting with a nurse and who as I arrive, leave.

Alex: God I hate nurses. I'm Alex. I'm with Jeremy. You're with the Nazi right ?

Meredith: She may not have pneumonia you know ? She could be splinting or have a PE.

Alex: Like I said I hate nurses.

Meredith: What did you just say ?Did you just call me a nurse?

Alex: Ah if the white cap fits.

Meredith: Damn it Katie.*I say when my pager rings again.*

Arriving in the lobby, I see people jostling, I understand that for once, it's a real emergency. Hurrying, I arrive in front of his room and suddenly, my vision become blurred. The room seems blurry.

Tyler: She's having multiple grand mall seizures. Now how do you want to proceed ?Dr. Grey, are you listening to me ? She's got diazepam. 2mg morazopam. I just gave a second dose. Dr. Grey you need to tell us what you want to do. Dr. Grey!

Meredith: Okay she's full on the morazopam ?

Nurse #3: She's had 4mg.

Meredith: You paged Dr. Bailey Dr. Shepherd ?

Tyler: The morazopam is not working.

Meredith: Phenolbarbitol. Load her with phenolbarbitol.

Tyler: Pheno's in.

Nurse #3: No change.

Meredith: You paged Dr. Shepherd

Nurse #3: I just told you.

Meredith: Well page him again. Stat.

Tyler: What do you wanna do ? Dr. Grey you need to tell us what you wanna do. Heart's stopped.

Nurse #4: Code blue! Code blue! … Code blue! Code blue!

Merdith: Charge paddles to 200.

Nurse #3: Charged. Clear.

Tyler: Still V-FIB. Nothing.

Nurse #3: Charging. 19 secs.

Meredith: Charge them to 300.

Nurse #3: 300.

Nurse #3: 27 secs.

Meredith: Charge them to 360. Come on Katie.

Nurse #3: 49 secs.

Tyler: It's 60 secs. You're supposed to administer another bug.

Meredith: Charge again!Charge again!!!

Nurse #4: Anything?

Nurse #3: I see sinus rhythm.

Tyler: Blood pressure is coming up.

Nurse #4: Pressure's returning.

Nurse #3: Rate's coming back.

This is just professional, that's what I thought when Derek enter. He's here for Katie.