Another Messed up chappie from my messed up mind :) Please review even if you dont like it :) But I'm still not telling you who He is Hehehe...
It Lasted Forever. A Day, A Week, Maybe Even A Month.
The Hours Mashed Together And I Lost Count.
It Was Strange Though. Not One Had He Asked Me For Information.
Not One Bit About The Order Or Harry. Nothing!
But Why Should It Matter?
I Had Already Lost Hope. No One Was Coming.
Did Anyone Really Know I Was Gone?
Waking Up Is Blood Each Day Seemed To Become A Habit.
I Remember When I Was Taken For A Shower A Few Nights After It Started
The Water Burned The Fresh Cuts And Stung My Skin.
The Water Falling Off Me Had Turned Pink.
It Was Blemished, Like Me. Changed.
I Could See The Steam Coming Off My Skin And Wondered If This Was Another Form Of Torture.
Even Through All The Pain I Liked The Water.
One Time I Was Given A Bath Instead And As I Lay There I Wondered.
What Would Happen If I Was To Go Under And Not Come Back Up?
I Heard A Little Voice In My Mind Egging Me On And I Listened.
I Was Finally Going To Be Free!
After All I Had Lost Hope. No One Was Coming.
It Scared Me At First The Way The Water Ran Up My Nose But I Was Determined To Die.
I Don't Remember Much After That.
I Was Pulled From The Water And He Was There.
An Angel Saving Me.
Only He Must Be A Fallen Angel After Everything He Had Done.
But An Angel No Less. My Angel.
He Punished Me For It. I Knew I Would Never Try Again.
Because...
For A Moment It Seemed Like He Cared.
But That Was Insane. He Was My Capture.
He Was Going To Be The Death Of Me You See.
Because I Had Lost Hope. No One Was Coming.
So I Will Die Here With Him.
Sometimes I Wonder If I Want To Be Saved.
I Know I Sound Stupid And Naive But...
He Has A Wife And Yet He Still Come To Me Every Night.
Is It For Me?
He Is Different From Everyone Else.
It's Not That He Isn't Rough. He Hurts Me Too.
But He Isn't Like The Rest. He Is Carful With His Slaps.
He Is Gentle While Causing Me Pain.
Is This Me Going Crazy?
I Want To Stay Here. Even If I Have To Suffer.
I'd Be With Him.
Always ...
