Helloooo again! ****waves**** New chapter, I hope you like it...

Like I said, I´ve nothing to do with SM, Edward and Bella just belong to themself lolll

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All you need is love

Chapter 2

I never really thought about it or realized how much I missed Edward, but now having him so close to me, it seemed my days were easier. We spent a lot of nights together having dinner, or just talking. He had changed a lot but he was still the same boy who didn't mind to be with me all night just talking or taking a walk. The last time we had had a conversation was in the meadow before the prom. I remembered my anger because I had let him convince me to go to the dance with him. He knew how antisocial I was. That day, he was very anxious about something and he wanted to talk to me. Instead of listening to him, I was too exicted and jumped with joy when I found out I was going to California to study. My dreams were comimg true, at least, that was what I thought.

"Earth to Bella." Edward´s voice woke me up from my thoughts. "Where are you, brown eyes? I´m asking you about those flowers, but you are not here. I´m considering leaving again."

I smiled him. "Oh no. No sir. You just got here. Don't you dare."

Edward sat down next to me on the couch. "So?"

"So what?" He pointed to the flowers.

"Oh, them. Someone sent them to me. I don´t know who. Today I got a new letter too. After so many years, I´m still trying to figure it out."

"Sometimes, you don´t need to think so much. Sometimes the most obvious answer is in front of you. You're just are not ready to see it." I had a feeling of deja vu.

"You need to stop hanging around with your family. You´re sounding just like them." I hit his arm playfully. Edward grabbed my hand and looked at me. Once again that electricity surronded us. Why he was affecting me like this? It's not right. You can't fall in love with your friend. Oh really? You did it once before. Remember? I felt a knot in my stomach at the memory.

"Mmm, we should go pick up something to eat. What do you want?" I was desperate to keep my distance. My body screamed for him and yet, my heart...I lost it.

Edward frowned, surprised with my attitude. His hand held mine even more tightly. "Why are you always doing this?" I couldn´t answer. "You didn´t change. Still pushing away the people who care about you. Who love you. I´m pretty sure you have never been with someone..."

I started to feel a huge anger building inside me. Something was burning me, but I couldn´t tell if it was my nerves or Edward´s hands.

"I have too. I've been with men and I know what are you trying to do Edward, so, stop."

I stood up to walk to the kitchen, but Edward grabbed my waist and pulled me to his chest.

"I´m sure you have, but I´m talking about someone who gets you. Who knows your heart. You need to let the people in Bella. If you don´t, you´ll be asking 'what if' for the rest of your life."

"Oh, so now you are giving me advice about what I have to do?"

I rolled my eyes and walked around the room. Then I stopped, turned around, and some kind of anger took over my heart. I needed to let it out.

"You walked away. You stopped being my friend. I was in love with you Edward and you just left me here. Alone. My heart was yours. I had to change everything in my life because you didn't love me. You saw me as your best friend. You..." I couldn't speak any more.

And then all the anger changed to anxiety. Oh my God. What did I just say to him? What did I just do?

Edward walked over to me, pulled me to him and crushed his lips to my mine. He kissed me deeply. Our mouths were moving in perfect harmony and then I let his tongue meld with mine. We both moaned at the contact.

Edward pulled back, then rested his forehead on mine. We both were breathing hard.

"I left, because you made a choice. You told me you were very sure you didn't want to be with anyone. That you didn´t believe in love. Now I´m here. I came back for you and I won't leave again. Only if you want me to, will I go."

His words were like a knife in my heart. Did I want him to leave? No. Never. I wanted him, badly. I kissed him, trying to show him how much I cared and how much his words meant to me. And that I needed him, so very much.

"Edward."

I tried to catch my train of thought.

"This is not..." I was breathless.

"I can´t..."

Edward was enveloping me in every way. My body...across my skin, in my mind, and most terrifyingly...in my heart. How I could resist him? How can I make him stop? There was no more denying it. I was in love with him. I had loved him since the day he sat down next to me in biology class. Being with Edward feels right. Being with him always feels right. I feel whole. Right now in his arms, when we kissed each other; my world was complete. Edward was the missing part of my life. The missing part of the puzzle.

I moaned in his mouth. Then Edward started kissing my neck...divine torture. He moved on to my collarbone; I couldn´t think straight anymore. The only thing I wanted was him. God. His hands. His touch. I wanted to make love to him.

"Edward." My breathing was erratic and my body humming. As if it recognized him. He brought to life every part of me.

"I need you."

Suddenly, he stopped and stared at me. I was confused. He didn´t want me?

"Edward, I want you. I..." He cut me off.

"Bella, you are not ready yet."

"What?""

"Are you serious?" My jaw dropped.

"I´m ready, you can't even imagine how ready," I teased him.

He smirked. "I´m sure you are, but this is not the moment...yet." Mmmm. Bastard, I thought.

"Edward, I want to be with you, I really want to. I know that now. I´m so stupid for not seeing it before." I tried to come closer to him.

"Bella, I can´t be with you while you have so many doubts and so many questions. Don´t tell me you don´t have curiosity about those letters and the flowers." He had me there. "You have to figure it out." Even now, he dazzled me.

"Don´t steal my words." Edward smiled. Geez. I love his smile...wait...I love him. Great moment for an epiphany.

After taking a second to process what I just found out about myself, I saw Edward get his jacket, like he was ready to go.

"Where are you going?"

"Home. Don´t worry. It's not far away."

"Very funny. Edward, I really meant what I said before." I sighed, remembering my epiphany.

"Don´t go, stay with me." Please, please, please stay, I thought.

"I will stay." Yes! "When you finally have everything figured out." Damn it. "I don´t want to be the consolation prize." He joked about it , but I knew he really thought that at that moment.

I shook my head. "You're not, but I guess you have a valid point there."

"As always Bells."

We laughed at his words, and he kissed me one more time.

"I will be to next door."

I nodded and watched him walk away from my house. I sat on my couch and I was really, truly frustrated.

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Next chapter soon, more funny things coming, more clues...Again, thank you Jo! My lovely beta

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