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Beca's POV
I sat beside Amy and Stacie in the Auditorium, looking over at Jesse laughing with Benji and Donald. Tommy strode across the stage announcing the ICCA winner's (The Bellas) choice of song – Too Close by Alex Clare – and informed us that they had an hour to prepare. When he exited the stage, I took the opportunity to visit my boyfriend, I love calling him that, oh my, what has this boy done to me? I ran across the row behind him and wrapped my arms around his neck. He tilted his head up to meet my gaze, his eyes were so loving and full of spark; how did I manage to get him? I pressed my lips to his, soft and gentle, he attempted to deepen the kiss but Tommy cleared his throat and we jumped apart, Jesse blushed and I gave him a seductive wink. God, he was so cute. "If you guys are done, here's the first one up" He gestured to a short brunette with an odd sense of style, much like Lily's when she first auditioned. I ran back to my seat between Stacie and Amy and observed the brunette as she started singing the first verse.
You know I'm not one to break promises
I don't want to hurt you but I need to breathe
At the end of it all, you're still my best friend
But there's something inside that I need to release
Which way is right, which way is wrong
How do I say that I need to move on?
You know we're headed separate ways
Her voice was perfectly raspy, but when she belted out the chorus…
And it feels like I am just too close to love you
There's nothing I can really say
I can't lie no more,
I can't hide no more
Got to be true to myself
And it feels like I am just too close to love you
So I'll be on my way
Damn, this girl could really sing. Her name was Alex Mitchsen, we all nodded in agreement, and we knew we filled one of two slots for the new Bellas. More and more freshman auditioned, they weren't too impressive, most of the impressive ones were guys, or they were auditioning for the BU Harmonics.
A tall, perky, and might I say, busty blonde made her way across the stage to the center. She had big, plastic smile if I've ever seen one. "Hi! My name's Krista Waters, it would be uber awesome if I got accepted into The Bellas," uber? What the hell is 'uber'? "Oh, and I have a question, is it true that the Belllas/Treble rivalry is over? Bellas can date Trebles, right?" Her voice was too happy for my liking. "You better aca-believe it" Amy piped in winking at Unicycle. "Excellent," Krista exclaimed looking over to the Trebles and winking at Jesse. Oh hell fucking no, she was not winking at Jesse, MY Jesse. She better not be getting any ideas. When she started singing she strut back and forth moving her hips, I couldn't help but roll my eyes. She was pretty good, up until she walked to the part of the stage in front of The Trebles and quickly dropped into a really low squat, exposing too much for anyone's liking. Most of the Trebles smiled, except for Jesse and Donald, both in committed relationships. Jesse didn't smile, but he didn't look away either. Thoughts clouded my brain as I angrily looked at the slut pointing at my boyfriend. I'm not letting her take Jesse, I'm not sitting back and watch her take what was mine like my mom did. I was going to put a stop to her, no matter what. When she finally finished, Tommy came back on stage and dismissed everyone from the Auditorium, I quickly stood up and headed out the door not responding to anyone calling my name, Jesse of course saw my face and followed me out the door.
Jesse's POV
I followed Beca out so I could talk to her, because she had that look on her face, I just hope she doesn't push me away again. When I caught up to her I grabbed her shoulder and spun her around to face me, "Hey Bec, what's wrong?" Her eyes were red and glassy so I could tell she was trying not to cry in front of me. I pulled her closer and wrapped my arms around her, kissing her head. "I'm sorry Jess, can we go back to your place? I'll tell you then." I nodded wordlessly and slid my arm around her waist, we walked back to the Treble House in a comfortable silence. I kept thinking of different things that could have been bothering her. Then I remembered, Krista, it didn't matter much to me because I wasn't into her at all, there was only one girl that mattered to me. Beca. I love Beca and only her. But I know how It could've effected her, it was so hard for her to trust people and it was so easy for people to lose her trust. Krista just helped Beca build up her walls again a little, those walls took me a year to break down and I wasn't about to let some floozy ruin my relationship with Beca, I wasn't going to let her shut me out again.
When we got to my room she separated herself from me and went to sit on my bed, her legs crossed and her hands in her lap like a child. She looked up at at and I gave her a small grin as she scooted in the bed and laid down facing the wall. I walked over to the bed and lay next to her wrapping my arms around her waist and drawing little patterns on her stomach. She let out a loud sigh as she began telling me what was on her mind.
Beca's POV
My eyes were fixed on the wall, Jesse's bed smelled just like him, I just wanted to curl up and indulge myself in his sheets, but I knew I had to explain to him. I let out a sigh and began, "so…God Jesse I'm sorry, I'm being emotional," he stayed silent, listening to me, "It's just, when Krista basically started eye fucking you, my heart dropped, it really got to me." I felt him kiss my head and I continued, "It reminded me of the day my dad left. Their relationship seemed fine, of course they always waited for me to fall asleep before they argued for my sake. But one day everything fell apart…my mom usually picked my dad up from work, and they came home screaming and yelling, I went to hide in the hall closet and they kept yelling. Apparently on the way home my dad told her that he had been having an affair with a co-worker and my mom just stood there taking it all in until she snapped, "you've been cheating on me with that blonde bitch?!" My dad kept apologizing saying that they just stopped working, that she never paid attention to him anymore but my mom just kept telling him to get out of her house and out of her face. He apologized one more time before walking out the door. My mom collapsed to the ground where she stood and cried herself to sleep."
Jesse's POV
I didn't know what to say, I wanted to tell her I was sorry and just wrap her up and keep her there forever, but I know that wouldn't make a difference. Her head rested on my arm and I felt warm drops of water land on my bicep and soak into my shirt; she was crying. I wanted to take all of her pain away, but I knew I couldn't, but I would try my absolute best to get damn close.
Beca's POV
I started crying, I kept crying and I couldn't stop, "That all ran through my mind. I never want you to leave me Jesse, please don't leave – " he cut me off and covered my mouth with his, the kiss was hard and demanding, I traced the bottom of his lip with my tongue begging for entrance and he gladly opened his mouth allowing me to explore. I swung my right leg over his torso so I was straddling him, not breaking the kiss. He trailed fiery kiss down my jaw-line and neck, nipping and sucking as he went. I pulled his mouth up to mines and we tangled tongues only pulling away because we needed air. "I would never leave you, one day, I will make you my wife, I love you Beca Mitchell." I kissed him again, this time softly, "and I love you, Jesse Swanson." We fell back onto the bed, clothing quickly becoming optional.
There it is! Hope you guys like it, next chapter there's more Krista and more drama. Reviews are always great! Thanks again!
