Authors Note:
Got my first review and it was not what I was expected. Not encouraging nor positive. *shug* Oh well. I am not a writing major and I just write for fun to handle the stress of college graduation coming up and my art show. It's relieving and I understand not everyone will like the story. I am a big girl. :) I stood in art classes and had my entire art piece shredded with critique and had to start the project over again. I also know because it's just a stress reliever that I will get serious people who have high expectations on a story will critique it and leave reviews I like and dislike. It's life. I just write for fun, to help relieve my stress and let out emotions and feelings and extra energy I have. Will one negative review stop me fron writing more? No. If I stopped every time someone said something negative about anything I did, I would not be me, I would not be the person I truly am. Years of counseling had to help me with that. I have known too many people who give up on what they enjoy because of one person's negative comment. It's sad, which is why I encourage negative reviews as well. I see it more of a test for my commitment to this story than anything. Each pain can build a tolerance level..."can". Not always and depends on the pain and how often. I guess I like to see things so they help me rather than pull me down. :) I have amazing friends who love my writings and I love and appreciate all of them.
I am also an artist. I have learned not to place high expectations on everyone when it comes to art unless they are actually pursuing that career. I enjoy sitting in a class with children, who just draw and ask me to show them how to draw trees and houses and birds. I am an influence on them. The way I draw a tree is like everything to them. They will try try and draw how I draw so they feel special, even though it's just a tree. It's amazing how influence can change a person's view on life, situations and hobbies. I like to help out with elementary art classes. I am surprised with how creative they are! *heart*
NarutoXSakura: Send me a savior by Malverstation
Full Summary:
One night after the state championship football game, Sakura tells her boyfriend, Sasuke that she will grant him one wish for his success on the football team. Sadly, he ask's her for her virginity, which she get's scared and say's no. Sasuke does not take no as an answer and persuades her into doing his wish. A month later, Sakura finds out she is pregnant and Sasuke wants her to get an abortion but Sakura does not and asks her father what to do. After Sakura's father finds out she is pregnant, he sends his daughter to her mother to handle the pregnant teen. So Sakura moves from Otogakure to Kanoha where she meets Naruto and the gang. She thinks she can never love or trust another man as she did with Sasuke.
Alternative Universe- High School- Senior Year
Chapter 1 recap:
She was marked by a man, Sasuke, and not just marked sexually and physically but emotionally as well.
'Maybe all girls feel like this after loosing their virginity.' Sakura thought to herself. 'Well, I guess this is how they would feel if their virginity was important to them.' She tried recollecting her thoughts from last night to make herself come up with reason's why she gave in to Sasuke. She was a smart girl, she knew she would be ok in the end.
Send me a Savior
Chapter 2: It's a positive
"God! Stop it Karin!" Sakura shouted in the girls locker room, swiping the red head's hand away from her breasts. "I don't need you feeling my chest!"
Everyone in the locker room watched the scene that urolled before them. They were use to the duo making scenes and poking fun at one another. They were rivals but friends and very entertaining to listen and watch from the sidelines.
Karin snorted and crossed her arms. Both girls were undressed and clothed in only their sport bras and underwear. Their volleyball practice had just ended and all the girls were getting ready to take showers, a couple of girls already taking their turn.
"Hmp! You were the one complaining how much your breasts hurt. I was just checking to make sure your bra wasn't too big for your small mosquito bites."
Sakura huffed. Karin has always made fun of her smaller sized breasts. It wasn't like she hated them being small. At least they were easy to maintain when running and didn't have to worry about guys looking at her chest. But it did almost seem like guys liked biggest breast women. Luckily Sasuke didn't mind or if he did, he didn't voice it.
"They may be small but Sasuke likes them the way they are." Sakura snapped back and satisfied with her comeback. She knew Karin had always had a crush on Sasuke but three years ago, her dream of dating Sasuke was shattered when Sasuke had asked Sakura to be his girlfriend. Ever since then, Sakura had always used the dating excuse as a way to shut her up and leave her alone. Karin couldn't argue with that: if Sasuke liked them that size, end of story. Sakura strutted with her victory, picking up her towel that was on one of the wooden benches and made her way to the showers with her showering supplies at hand.
She turned down the row of showers behind curtains and choose the last shower in the corner she always use and turned it on. She began striping herself from what little clothing she was wearing and began to wash down her sweaty skin. She poured a small bit of liquid soap into her sponge, rubbing the soap in and as she went over her chest, she took hold of her right breast, taking a small squeeze and wrenching at the tenderness of it. 'Maybe I slept on them?' Sakura thought. It was the only explanation to why. 'Or maybe Karin's right, maybe my sports bra doesn't have enough support. Maybe I should find a pair that would fit better.' After she had washed her hair and shaved, she began smoothing conditioner into her hair when at once, she began to feel light headed and nauseated. 'No, no no no.' she screamed in her head but it was too late. She leaned forward and emptied the contents in her stomach onto the tiled floor of her shower. She didn't each much for lunch and she had practice right after school so she haven't even had dinner yet so the content was small but still burned her throat.
"Sick, Sakura!" Karin yelled. "If you were sick why did you go to practice?"
"Because I didn't feel sick then." She replied, wiping her mouth and letting her contents drain down the pipe. She figured she may be coming down with something because she also felt exhausted recently, well, more than normal.
"I think your pregnant." Karin simply added from behind her own curtain in her shower. "It would explain why your tired, your breasts are tender and getting sick."
"I am not pregnant!" Sakura yelled, getting annoyed that Karin would come up with such an idea about her. Sure, she had sex once with Sasuke a couple weeks back but it didn't mean she was pregnant. It was even her first time and she thought Sasuke pulled out before he released. That's what he wold her after he had climaxed. If anything, it was more painful than pleasurable for her but her inexperience could have been the thing that held her pleasure back.
"Here's my question. Have you ever had slept with Sasuke in the past three weeks or less? As much as I don't want to know the answer." She simply asked, rinsing her hair out. Sakura's face went red and another wave of uneasiness and nausea filled her head. She finally felt too hot and rotated the shower lever so that colder water rinsed her, cooling her down.
She stirred in her thoughts as Karin yelled, "Well?"
"Well, once, yes." She was embarrassed to confess her actions.
"How long ago?"
"The night after the state football game."
"So two and a half weeks ago. Have you had your period yet?"
"No"
"well, if I were you, I would take a pregnancy test, just to make sure."
The hissing from the showers in the room filtered out the rest of what Karin was saying to her. Sakura's mind was focused on other issues: was she really pregnant?
On her way walking back home from the locker room, Sakura decided to stop by a small convenience store. She remembered tests being near the condom and lubricant section but she could be wrong since she never went down that isle in the first place. Reaching the appropriate isle, she skimmed the different kinds of pregnancy tests, looking at the content numbers and the pricing. She finally settled on a pack of two that was for the price of one of the single. Satisfied after reading the front and back of almost every test, she was happy with her choice.
'Two tests should suffice' she reasoned in her head. 'If one say's I am pregnant and the other say's I am not, I will simply take a third test.'
When she arrived home, her father was in the kitchen, warming up some leftovers from the night before. The smell of mashed potatoes and chicken filtered in the air as she made her way up the stairs.
"Sakura? You hungry?" He asked, placing a warm plate from out of the microwave onto the table.
"No thanks." She said before she reached the top of the stairs, closing the door and leaning against it. This was one of those times she was glad she had her own bathroom connected to her room. She would simply take the tests, wait and see what the results would be and then eat a sandwich or something. Throwing off her heavier outer clothing and tossing her duffel bag to the floor, she made her way into the bathroom, making sure to shut and lock the door just in case her father came by to check up on her. The last thing she wanted was for her dad to find out while she doing the test. Talk about awkward.
She opened the box, sliding two plastic wrapped testers and opening one. She read the instructions that were provided in the inside, finding out she had to wait until morning to actually test herself since it would give the best results.
'I have to wait another twelve hours before I get answers. Awesome.' She sarcastically said. 'I could take a test now and one in the morning.' she reasoned and chose to do just that.
XXX
"Alright girls! Get running!" The volleyball coach demanded and blew the whistle. The girls took off in a sprint around the gymnasium, hooking up in pairs or more while they chatted about the day's activities with one another.
"Well?" Karin asked as she slipped up beside Sakura's, Temari following behind. "What were your results? Have you checked them yet?"
Sakura had been out of it all day and her body turned on autopilot, sending her from her locker to her class and finally, to volleyball practice where her legs just took off without her mind. She was jogging as a rather slower pace than normal and payed no attention to Karin's questions as her mind went all over the place, thinking of every possible situation in her head. It wasn't until she tripped and fell to the polished hardwood floor that she noticed Karin was grinning above her, slightly laughing.
"Karin! That was not necessary." Temari commented, more focused on the coach yelling at them for slacking off rather than jogging their mile.
"Come on Pinky! What were the results!" Karins arms were frailing around in demand.
Sakura's glare wasn't enough to make her back off and leave her alone. "I will tell you later. Now's not the time." Sakura silently said, getting up and starting her jog again.
"Ohhh! That's a yes isn't it?" The red head squealed, jumping with joy as she started to jog beside her. "Have you told Sasuke yet? What do you think you are going to do huh?" She was more excited about this that she thought she would but the thought of Sakura having a baby was making her giddy.
"No. I said nothing yet to him."
"Well you will have too. Find out what you are going to do with having a child." She added taking off and leaving Sakura behind.
'To do with it?'
XX
"Sasuke?"
"Hm?"
She was nervous, no, she was beyond nervous. She scared of what Sasuke's reaction would be to the news. She had been thinking about it all day yesterday, last night and today, needing, planning, and rehearing how she would tell him the news. She decided to talk to him after her practice at his house, away from people who would overhear the news and break the secret. Sasuke sat at his desk, working on some homework while she sat nervously on his bed, playing, squeezing, twisting his bedsheets.
"Sakura, your nervousness is making me nervous. Please, just say it." She stated, turning around in his swivel chair and facing her from across the room. He noticed her tugging and twisting his bed sheet, looking at him like she was facing the worlds end. Taking a deep sigh, the raven made his way over to his bed, sitting down beside his girlfriend and taking note that she was also shaking. He couldn't help but laugh a bit at her uneasiness.
"Sasuke. I...I..." The words got chocked in her throat, unable to say the rest. "Please don't be mad at me." She was holding back her tears and fears.
"Sakura? What's wrong? Why would I be mad at you?"
"I...I think I am pregnant." She whispered, hoping he didn't her her confession when indeed, his body stiffing and his breath hitched made her aware that he had indeed heard her.
There was a minute of silence, Sakura taking deep slow breathes as Karin has suggested. She had no idea what was running through Sasuke's mind and she didn't feel like she wanted to know.
"You sure?" He responded finally.
"I took two tests. Both came out positive."
"Symptoms?"
"Matches up."
"Oh."
It was about another five minutes of silence before Sasuke got up, walking towards his desk again. Sakura shivered at his cold actions and she was beginning to break inside. He had done this before but now, she was fragile, any actions and words were really hitting her harder than before. Never had she ever felt like curling up in a dark corner and never returning to the light again. She felt cold, alone, afraid and her boyfriend turned his back on her, a pregnant girl holding his baby. When he sat down in his chair, he turned towards her, placing a hand up to his moth, looking lost in thought. His eyes focused on her, so intense that she couldn't keep eye contact and focused on the sheets she was grabbing.
"We can't have it." He simply stated, moving his hand from in front of his mouth to his check, scratching it out of annoyance. "We are not fit to be parents and it would only hinder my future plans. Not to mention what my father would think. The only thing I will suggest is abortion."
Sakura's heart stopped.
'Abortion? But, I want this baby, don't I?' She thought in her head. It would hinder a few of her plans like college and work for the summer but she really didn't even think about abortion. It felt wrong in a way. It was her baby.
"I don't want to have an abortion." She said steadily, letting go of his bed sheets and looking at his cold gaze piercing her own.
"We can't take care of a child, Sakura. We are too young and have plans. Not to mention we both don't have jobs at the moment to even take care of it. It would only be a hinderance."
"But I don't want to have an abortion. What if we place it up for adoption?"
"And have an Uchiha by blood out there not knowing the blood he holds? No. I don't want to think about placing it up for adoption and having someone else take care of it."
"When what? You suggest killing it?" She blurted, angry more than anything. It wasn't that Sasuke was being unreasonable, she knew she couldn't handle the child on her own and if he wouldn't she couldn't.
"It's not killing if it isn't even alive, Sakura. It's just cells. It's no different than stepping on a plant and killing it. It has no nervous system to even feel pain. The sooner you have the abortion, the better it will be."
"Better for who Sasuke?" She cried. The last twenty-four hours, she was hoping he would be exciting, knowing that they would be growing up and having a child together, having a family of their own.
"Better for everyone. I wouldn't have to get shunned by my dad. You wouldn't have to go through raising a kid on your own and the child wouldn't have to go through life when we can't even be the supportive parents we should be."
"Why is everything about your dad?"
It was true. He had only been living and doing a good job in everything he excelled to please his father, to beat Itachi to the title of the Uchiha corporation. He had always been looked down upon when it came to Itachi and his father. Fugaku praised and promised Itachi of the company, giving him anything he needed to do when all along, Sasuke wanted it. After so many years, their father had finally recognized Sasuke after Itachi left for college, noticing his younger son had as much potential as his older.
He took a deep breath, calming his nerves, repeating in his head that this does not need to be as big of a deal as she is making it out to be.
"Sakura. You know that I have been waiting and finally been able to get my father's approval. He is finally praising me for my plans to go to college, getting a degree in business and taking over the corporation. If my dad finds out about this child, we both know he would not support it and only tell you what I am telling you now. We are too young, unexperienced, no job, not even graduated from high school and it would not be for the best for any of us. If you want to have this child, you will do it alone. I will not take responsibility for it. The only thing I will pay for is the abortion bill. Anything else, you will be on your own."
"So, if I choose to have the child, you won't help?"
"No."
"So whats the difference if I take care of it on my own and putting it up for adoption if you won't even help either way?"
'This could not be happening.' She cried to herself, holding herself in her own arms. 'I don't want to do this alone. I don't even know what I want to do yet.'
"You know my opinion on the matter. Take it or leave it. If you decide to keep the child, it will be your responsibility so don't come crying to me if you can't handle it."
The raven swirled in his chair, turned his back to her once again and picked up his pencil to work on his homework. Sakura couldn't handle looking at his back anymore. She picked up her duffel bag and began leaving his room when his last words froze her at the door.
"Either way. Be sure to let me know your decisions. It's not that I don't care about you, I just don't want a child now."
She nodded in understanding and left his house.
XX
"I never liked that boy!" Sakura's father blurted, his anger boiling up after his daughter returned home crying and mumbling inchoate sentences. It had taken a good twenty minutes for his daughter to slow down in her words she was crying out and finally relax enough to talk without choking on her words.
"Dad.."
"NO! Don't stand up for him! He's not taking responsibility for his actions! If he wants to stick is dick in a girl, he better be ready for the consequences! I know the great almighty, Sasuke Uchiha, understands reproduction. If he didn't want to get you pregnant, he should have used a condom. Better yet, he shouldn't have ever stuck his pecker in you."
"Dad!"
"What?"
"Please, stop. It's a little bit embarrassing hearing you say that."
His words were ringing in his ears, finally realizing everything he said and laughed a bit. "Heh, sorry for that. I am just stressed."
"Your stressed?" She cried out, grabbing the couch pillow and pressing it against her chest with her legs up in front of her.
"Whoa whoa! Calm down! You don't want to stress the child out too!"
"Dad! It's not even developed yet! It's just cells!"
"Just calm down." wrapping his arms around his daughter who was currently shaking and crying on the couch. "Everything will be alright in the end." He said, rocking her in his arms.
"Dad...I don't know what to do." She whispered, pushing her face further into his chest. She was safe with her father and she knew he would have ideas.
"What do you want to do? Actually, let me rephrase that. Do you want to have this baby?"
She nodded, not really knowing exactly why she was saying yes. If she kept the child, Sasuke and her would be done and she would end up alone, raising a child on her own.
"If you want to have this child, then do it."
"What do you think?"
"My opinion does not matter. Whatever you choose, I will support you."
"But I don't know what I what to do."
"You know you want to have the baby. That's a small step."
"Errrmmmm." He looked down to see his daughter grasping his shirt, her face implanted in his chest.
"Hey now. Don't suffocate yourself." He lightly pulled her away from his body, wiping a stray tear from her cheek as she looked up at him with her glossy emerald eyes. "How about this. I will call your mother and send you to her. She would know how to handle pregnancy better that I would and I think through this time of your life, you need to get away from everything here and connect to another women who understands your situation."
"But I will be leaving everything and all my friends behind! I don't want to do that!"
"Your friends? You mean Sasuke who got you pregnant and don't want to support you with giving birth to it and Karin who is as obnoxious as they can get? I wouldn't exactly call them friends hun."
"Dad!"
"Hey! I am just being honest! I think you would make more friends at Kanhoha anyways! They are an A-class school and I am sure you will meet a lot of friends there. Hopefully real friends."
"Dad! Stop dissing the friends I have now!" Sakura placed a small punch on her fathers shoulder, more of a friendly tap.
"No worries. Your mom will know what to do better than I will."
"What about health insurance and everything?"
"You don't need to worry about that. The first thing you need to worry about is making sure you are happy and healthy. You and the child comes before money, always."
She smiled, wiping a stray tear sliding down her cheek. "Thanks father." she whispered, hugging him and wiping her wet red face on his shirt.
"Aww Sakura. Look. You are getting your mascara on my shirt." Making a fake whine and whimpering, her father smiled and hugged her back, brushing his hands through her hair. His daughter reminded him of her mother. Her soft pink hair and her emerald eyes. He was glad she picked up his attitude and strength from his side of the family. He wiped the spot she punched earlier. It was a light tap for her but she didn't know her own strength. "You know, that punch did hurt."
"Dad. Your such a wimp." She whispered.
