Journal Entry Twenty-Three Start

"I...I heard the news. I wasn't there for her and now she's gone. I've asked for leave time to visit her funeral. And Garrus has volunteered to give me transport. I wish that I had more to gain from not being with her in her final moments maybe they wouldn't be her final moments. Maybe I could have saved her but I don't know the full story. I'd need to speak to the people that were there when it happened. Like Ashley or poor Joker. She changed all of our lives and then in a couple seconds she's gone. But I got my title of vas Neema and my new Suit while Shepard gave her life for her crew...maybe I would have just gotten in her way. Shepard...I loved you."

Journal Entry Twenty-Three End

Journal Entry Twenty-Six Start

"The Neema has given me small jobs. While I have the respect of most of the crew and of the Fleet itself. It seems that they do not trust me with bigger things. I will fight through and go beyond what is expected of me and earn the bigger missions. Just like she would do. She is my inspiration and will forever be my love no one can replace her."

Journal Entry Thirty-Nine Start

"I will not be some wife to a member of this fleet I refuse. The men all look at me now not like before I completed my pilgrimage if they were to be with me they think they would get ahead with my father being on the admiralty board. And my Father dare tell me I'll be alone if I don't let up with my work. He knows nothing. He should since mother died he hasn't been the same well how can he not know what if feels like. It's not like I will tell him...about my feelings for Shepard but he should know. And now he's taking on more Geth projects maybe if I do some work with Geth I can spend more time working and he will back off."

Journal Entry Thirty-Nine End

Journal Entry Forty-Two Start

"I've waited for a Mission like this. It's small but big enough that if I do this right they will move me onto something important. I'm not sure what grades as important to them but it's got to be more than salvage. Right, well I'll explain. A Quarian by the name of Veetor'Nara has gone quiet much like the colony he was helping out Freedom's Progress. He was helping them out as part of his Pilgrimage when he went dark. We are being sent there to find him or find out why he's disappeared. Ever since that Cerberus attack leaving us blindsided we've been keeping tabs on Quarians out on Pilgrimage as much as we can. I can see the planet now, checking for any radio contact or anything to shed light."

Omni-tool responses

"Nothing. It's completely dead no signals or responses to hails. How did an entire colony go away like this. Was it an attack. I'd heard rumors of Human colonies disappearing. I keep in contact with a few Alliance Marines and they had said small things in passing about this. She would do as much as she could to help. But I need to focus on the Fleet. I chose them over her anyway…"

Journal Entry Forty-Two End