Pain Through Cuts
Chapter 2
Please, if you can't stand all kind of insults and violence, don't read more. Please.
WARNING: Contains suicide games and suicide attempts and cutting and bad language and violence/insults. I DON'T OWN YUGIOH!
Yugi kept cutting and talking to himself. "No one sees." and a new cut appeared. "No one cares." Another cut appeared. "No one understands." Another cut. "No one will ever understand me!" he did shout and did a deeper cut then the others. The blood was all over his arms. "No one will understand why I do this! What I do feel! What makes me go through this!" he kept shouting and kept cutting with his angry expression and tears rolling down his cheeks. "Always betrayed! Always forgotten! Always lied! Always used! That's me!" with all these he was making new cuts, each deeper then the others.
~Later~
One hour has passed since Yugi was cutting. He felt empty enough to stop cutting. He unlocked the door and went to the bathroom to clean his hands of the blood from them.
He was looking at himself in the mirror. "No one would even want to listen." He said as he looked at the reflexion of himself.
/You're so pathetic./ a voice told him. "Yeah, yeah, you don't need to say it all the time, I know how pathetic I am and how pathetical I look. Damn thoughts of mine…" he replied as he was cleaning his hands/arms. After he finished, he went Back to his room and took from the closet a dark crimson jacket. He did wear it, making sure it does hide all his cuts.
/I need to go to grandpa. He's in hospital. I don't have faith that mom did go to him. She's too 'busy' to stay home or to go to him./ he thought to himself as he was getting ready do leave. When he wanted to get out of his room, he stopped as if something froze him. 'Hell. I need to clean the blood!' he said as he removed his jacket and started to clean his room amd the coridor to the bathroom.
~10 minutes later~
/Done./ he said and changed his cloths and took the jacket. He went out of the house and was walking to the hospital.
Then he did notice the gang. He rolled his eyes and tried to put on a fake smile. /Great. Just great. I will have to deal with them too./ he thought angryly as he kept walking.
"Hey , Yug'!" Joey called him. /This is my best day of getting more pain./ Yugi thought and said with a smile "Hey Jou! What are you guys doing here? " and Joey informed him as the others moved forward "We are just going to the club with Yam'. " and at this Yugi wanted to just shout at them. But he just said "Ok. See you later." And Joey did go forward. Yugi glared at them as they was walking happily. /So, to club, huh? You even did went to grandpa to visit him?! No! Of course no! Why to do that?! To miss the club time for a old man?! No! You would rather miss to visit grandpa for clubbing! What jerks!/ he was again shouting mentally. He turned his head as he kept walking to his destination. On the way, he met bullies.
/Are. You. Serious?! I don't want to deal with them now. / Yugi also was hissing a little.
"Hey, seems like we met with the fool Yogoni (it's a nickname for annoying him. A nickname that he doesn't like.) again. " the girl with short brown hair smirked as she said this. The boy beside her, which was taller then both Yugi and the girl , nodded while smirking and said " Of course! Yogoni always wants to get in troubles. " and another girl, which was of the same height as Yugi, but with long hair, said " Hey, Yogoni! Sad without your gang? When was the last time you did f**k yourself?" as she laughed evily.
Yugi wanted to walk forward, without looking at them or talking with them, but they did block Yugi's way. Yugi watched them and said JUST once , calmly "Please get out of my way, I need to go somewhere." And they laughed evily and said "Oh you want to go and f**k yourself? How sweet! First pay for going forward!" and he knew they was talking about to give them money. He didn't. And that pissed them off and they hit Yugi once to his head,not too hard, but hard enough to hurt Yugi.
/You are really some idiots that must be put to their places! You think I'm so weak. I'm not as you think I am./ he thought as on his face appeared a angy expression and he started to hit back. And he dragged the girls by their hair and hit the boy's arm with the right leg. He would have done worse if some people wasn't tearing them appart of each other.
The bullies was hold by people and Yugi was standing up by himself as he opened his palms and hair fell on the floor. It was the hair from the other girls. After he turned with the back to them and wanted to walk forward,but he was stopped by the girl with the same height as he, which was yelling to him "You will pay for that! You f**king bitch!" and Yugi kept his mouth shut tight. He closed his eyes and palms very tight. After he opened his eyes and walked forward.
/What idiots. / he said as he walked more. Then he was in front of the hospital. He went inside and asked the nurse "Can I go see my grandpa? " at which she said "The name , please? " and Yugi nodded "Solomon Moto. I'm Yugi Moto, his grandson." And she nodded and said "He's in the room 124. It's almost time for taking his painkillers, so you should hurry. After you won't be allowed to stay more." And Yugi just nodded as he went to the room 124.
He went inside amd closed the door. "Grandpa!" he said as a smile formed on his face.
"Yugi. I'm happy to see you there." Solomon replied as he opened his arms , knowing his grandson will come and hug him. Yugi did give his grandfather a big hug and after he did sit beside the bed and talked to his grandpa.
"I'm sorry , Grandpa,for being so late. I had to do homework and you know how much they give us at school to do home." Yugi said and hugged him again. "It's ok, Yugi. I'm happy to see you didn't forget me. " he replied with a smile on his face.
Yugi pulled back fast and asked fast "Wait, what do you mean?!" with a worried expression. "Oh…so,they didn't tell you…" his grandfather said with a little sad expression amd voice. "Tell me what?! They who?! Grandpa, what happened when I was gone? Did the doctors or nurses act bad with you?! " Yugi was more worried as he was looking at his grandfather. He smiled sad and said "No,not that. They did make me feel better, actually." And Yugi noticed the sad smile and asked "Can you tell me what happened then?..." and his grandfather nodded "Well…before you got here, Yami and the others was here too. But they came only to ask if I have some money to give them. Actually, Yami asked that. And I had some and gave them to him. After they left happily without even asking if I am feeling well…" he informed Yugi and looked at him and begging "But please don't get angry at them. They are just young. " and Yugi nodded. Then the doctor came inside. "Yugi,I'm very sorry, but now you must go. " the doctor informed him. Yugi said "Please just take care of my grandpa." And the doctor said with a smile on his face " Of course I will. That is my job. Don't worry, he is in good care here. " and Yugi nodded as he left.
He went out of the hospital and walked home. /So you went to grandpa for money, Yami? Money for clubbing? How low you did become? How idiotic you think I am to let you to continue this?! / he was yelling mentally as his face appeared the angry expression.
/I will shut up only today, for Grandpa's shake, but tomorrow, Yami and me will talk about it into the most serious matter. This isn't right! What he did was using my grandpa! MY grandpa!/ he was more angrier then before.
~Later~
Yugi finally arrived home. He didn't notice, but Yami was already home. A voice did break Yugi from his thoughts.
"You arrived, Aibou~? " it was Yami, but… was Yami… drunk?! /What the hell?! Is he drunk?!/ Yugi screamed mentally and went in the kitchen, where was Yami. Yami was hiccuping and with his arms on the table.
"Yes, I arrived. What's wrong?" Yugi asked, knowing that in his state, Yami will say without being asked if he drank. "I *hiccup* drank *hiccup* at *hiccup* club *hiccup*. " and Yugi was angry, but hold his anger.
"Your *hiccup* mom *hiccup* was *hiccup* drunk *hiccup* when *hiccup* I *hiccup* got *hiccup* home. *hiccup* she's *hiccup* in *hicccup* her *hiccup* room *hiccup*. " Yami continued.
Then Yugi got a idea of asking something "Why did you become like this, Yami? Judging, laughing about people who are self-harmers, drinking, ignoring me?" and Yami laughed as he said "Because you and these self-harmer are so pathetic! I'm the King and I can do whatever I want! " he said through his hiccups and then Yugi got really angry and got Yami up from the chair amd slapped him hard. "So I am pathetic,huh?!" he asked angrily as he slapped Yami again , but thistime more hard and that did wake up Yami from his drunk state. He had eyes wide open and placed his left hand on his left cheek, where was a very red mark leftby Yugi's hand. "A-Aibou, I-I d-didn't m-mean- " Yami started, but was stopped by Yugi. "You didn't mean?! No?! Go the hell! You can burn in hell along with the others! But don't come at me or my grandpa anymore!" Yugi shouted angrily at Yami. Then he went to his room as fast as he could and locked the door. He felt the blood pressure too big, how it was going through his veins too fast. He was hating so much this feeling. /I need to cut, I need to escape of this feelings. I need relief! / he told to himself as he did change his cloths and started to cut again.
~With Yami~
/What have I done?.../ he thought to himself as he did get out of the kitchen, in the living room and stood on the sofa. He fell asleep on the sofa that night.
That's all for now! See you next tims! ;) tell me if you liked this chapter
