Okay so this is going to start off slow, but HOPE YOU LIKE IT!


When Olivia woke it was 6:24 which means she would have to get up and get ready to go to work. She loves her job, and she loves going to work, but when she looked at her son Jeremy cuddled in her arms she never wanted to leave.

She gently ran her hands through his locks and he leaned into her touch still not opening his eyes.

"sweetheart...Jay...it's time to wake up honey..." he didn't budge. Boy was he stubborn. He clung tightly to her chest and didn't open his eyes.

"Jeremy...you have to wake up baby" she said in the sweetest tone she could muster and he couldn't help but opening his big mocha eyes.

"Mama" she smiled as she sat up with him. His face was pink and his hair was all over the place. She smiled again as he looked into her eyes

"you ready?" he shook his head lightly. She carried him into the bathroom ran his water took off his clothes and sat him the tub.

"Mama" he said tilting his head to the side getting soap on his cheek. "yes baby?" "Briwan leave?" she sighed "yeah sweetheart..." "why Mama" "because he has to work.." "why work?" "so he can take care of you and me" she said poking his belly he laughed loudly.

After she washed him up she took him to his room it was light blue and green her and Brian decorated. She went to his drawer and pulled out his clothes. The dark blue sweater that he loved because it was soft, and light red/orange pants. Once he was dressed she dried out his wet curls with the blow dryer, then she turned on the TV.

She went to the bathroom just as she heard her phone ringing. "Benson" "hey liv" "hey Nick..whats up?" "umm...I was going to come pick you up.." "no it's okay I have to take Jeremy to daycare because Brian had to go to work early today so-" "it's okay I can still pick you up" "...nick it's okay I can.." "I'm already on my way" he said as he hung up. Olivia sighed as she hurried in the shower.

Once she was dressed she fixed Jeremy some eggs and her self. Then she heard a knock on the door she went to open it Nick was on the other said holding two cups of coffee in his hand. She smiled and let him in.

"NICK!" Jeremy said running towards him Nick hurried and put the coffees on the table and picked Jeremy up in his arms.

"Hey Jer!" he said as he tickled his belly. "you ready to go?"

"Yeah" he said as he wrapped his arms around his neck.

"go get you bookbag sweetheart" Olivia said from behind them Nick put him down and He raced towards his room.

Nick turned to her "Nick thanks for doing this...but you didn't have to" he moved closer to her, she became cautious. Lately he has been moving offley close. "liv...its fine ...besides its the least I can do after the way I've been acting" she was about to say something when she saw a distraught Jeremy walk back in.

She rush to him and knelt down in front of him. "sweetie what's wrong?" he walked into her arms sobbing on her chest. "can't.." he mumbled through sobs she picked him up in her arms and carried him to his room.

She came back out with a more happier Jeremy with his coat and bookbag on. She looked at Nick "he couldn't reach his book bag" Nick nodded. Olivia got her coat on and they all left out Nick grabbing Jeremy's car seat.

They drove to Jeremy's daycare. Olivia hurried out.

"see ya Jay" he held up his hand and Jeremy reached up and hit it.

"bye Nick" Olivia carried Jeremy in the building.

"Goodmorning ...goodmorning Jeremy" Chelsea said Jeremy went and gave her a hug but returned right back to his mother's arms.

"goodmorning Chelsea" then she looked down at Jeremy his head buried in her chest. "Jeremy"

He looked up " Jay jus say hwi we gwo" she shook her head. "No sweetheart...you can't Mama has to go to work" "Jermy go?" "I'm sorry not this time baby" "No!" he said holding her tighter she sighed. "Jeremy..." she said sweetly "how much does mommy love you.." he pulled away a little and twisted his hand so the back of his hands were pressing together "dis mush" she smiled "right...so when i pick you up from chelsea's-" "excuse me... ...sorry but I have to take my sister to the airport after so I can't watch him after daycare today" "Chelsea you should have told me this earlier...I would have..." "I know I'm sorry"

Olivia sighed and looked down at her son "sweetheart how about I get Chelsea to drop you off at mommy's job after daycare" his eyes lit up and he hugged her tighter. "okay..I love you baby" she said hugging him one last time " wuv you Mama" she walked out and got in the car.

She sighed. Nick turned to her curiously. "everything okay?" "yeah.." she said unsurely. He looked at her knowingly "it's just chelsea can't babysit after daycare today so Jeremy has to come to the precinct until I get off" "he's fine everyone loves him being around" "I know...it's just I don't really want him being around...with all the things that we see..." He sighed "I know what you mean" He said as they both got out of the car.

When they got in Fin was in his chair while Amanda leaned against his desk. When Olivia and Nick walked in Fin sat up, and Amanda stood up straight.

"Mornin' Capnm" Olivia nodded. Then Olivia's phone rings. "I just got a text from warner...they found a girl dead on 22nd with no clothes, and there's a witness" "Fin and Rollins go check out the crime scene" They nodded and left. She and Nick went to the morgue to check out the body.

By the time they came back it was around 1:00. The others went out for lunch while Olivia stayed back and did some research.

Everyone came back around 2:00. Olivia shot out of her seat like it was on fire. "I found a name on our Jane Doe. LaDora Sanchez 19 years old her mother Yafreisi Adames is currently doing time in sing-sing for fraud and money laundering and her father Arnesto Sanchez died when she was 5 he was shot in the head said to be gang related ...LaDora was put in foster care at the age of 14. She then ran away from her foster family when she turned 17 and no ones seen her since." Nick sighed "Until now..".

Amanda spoke up "We'll someone has to tell Yafreisi what happen to her daughter" Olivia sighed "I'll do it" she was walking out of the precinct Nick caught up with her "I'll come too" she stopped "Nick i'll be fine" "liv im coming with you im your pa-" she snapped "YOU ARE NOT MY PARTNER NICK! NOT ANYMORE!" she said in loud tone but not loud enough for anyone to hear. She instantly regretted it. Nick hurt flashed through Nick's eyes as he stormed away.

Sealview Woman's Correctional Facility

Olivia walked into the room where Yafreisi Adames was. " " She got up eagerly to shake her hand "no,no, call me Yafreisi" she said with a thick accent as she sat down "your here about my daughter is she okay did you find her!?" she was anxious

"Yafreisi..I came here to tell you that..." she sighed and continued "your..daughter was found dead this morning" Yafreisi broke down

" NO! NO! mi niña mi hermosa bebé lo que le pasó a ella?" Olivia understands a little spanish mentally kicking herself for doing that to Nick when he just wanted to help but she did need him.

"She was attacked we-" she moved her hazel eyes to Olivia's brown ones.

"ATTACKED...YOU SAYING MY BABY WAS...RAPED!?"

"Yafreisi we are doing everything we can to find your daughters attacker...but I need to know if you know anything that can help us".

She hesitated "...3 months before she stopped answering my calls she told me she was living with a guy..." she snuffled "this guy do you know his name?" "Esteban Moreno...he lived in the south bronx..oh! bebé lo que te ha pasado lo que te metiste en el?" The last part she muttered to herself.

Olivia got up to leave " Please find the bastard that did this to my baby!". Olivia nodded and left.

She pulled up at the precinct. As she walked in the bullpen she heard a little boy cry. Her heart sank 12 floors, that was her little boy.

She raced in to see Nick holding him in his arms trying to calm a screaming Jeremy. She grabbed him from Nick's arms and walked towards Cragen's old room and shut the door behind her.

He immediately stopped crying. "Mama...where Mama goed?". He said sobbing into her chest. "I'm sorry sweetheart Mama's here". He wiped at his eyes and wrapped his arms around her neck.

"wuv ywo Mama" she smiled "how much?" he twisted his hands. "DIS MUSH!" she kissed his cheek "I love you too munchkin" "your okay now?". He shook his head Olivia sat him down and she held his hand as they walked out.

"You oka there...buddy...you gave us a scare" Amanda said as she looked up from her computer. Jeremy said nothing he just hid behind his mothers leg. Olivia sat down at her desk and Jeremy sat on her lap.

'Getting anything out of the mother?" Fin said breaking the silence. "She told me three months ago she was living with a guy named Esteban Moreno". They all got to work while Jeremy drew. An hour later Jeremy stopped coloring.

"Mama cawwl Briwan?". She stopped and looked at him and smiled "sure sweetheart come on" She led him to the cribs pulled out her phone and called Brian.

"Hello"

"BRIWAN!"

"Hey..hey bud"

"miss ywo!"

"I miss you too munchkin!"

"wuv ywo"

"I love you too...where's your Mom" he gave the phone to Olivia.

"Hey babe"

"Hey" She said dully

"Tough day?"

"I'll tell you about it later"

"Okay...Love you" "love you too" she hung up.

She returned to her desk and finished up her work. she went home with her son in her arms.