hey guys sorry the last chapter was unreadable but i 'll try my best this chapter enjoy ps i don't own glee
Rachel's pov
i woke up i felt so cold and i at my body i was naked and had a huge hang over and i was confused and thought to myself
" what happened last night all i remember is finn coming over to watch a movie and i went upstairs to change and saw a pic of me and Jesse and i could take it anymore so i drank but who did ise with"
i realized who i slept with and then my phone buzzed i saw a text from finn
'Hey sorry i had to leave i just need time to think about last night i was a mistake we should talk meet me at the bleachers before school starts '
i cried as my knees were against my chesti can't believe i had my first time and i dont remember did we use protection what if i get pregnant im 16 i can't rasie a baby so many questions no answer i decide to get dressed in my cheerio uniform and went to school. i went to cheerios practice i ran to the bleachers waiting for finn .
Finns pov
i was finished football practice so i rush to the bleachers when i got there i saw rachel on her phone i walked to her and sat dow
"Hey finn i have been waiting so long i began to think you ditched me"
"sorry football practice we need to talk
"ok go ahead speak "
"about last night we agree it was a mistake right"
"yeah a stupid drunk mistake "
"good so i was thinking give each other space a day or 2"
"finn your kidding right please tell me your kidding "
"unfortunately no i need time to deal with the quinn thing and you i just need to think"
"finn instead of we both dealing with it together your going to ruin our friendship over a stupid mistake we both made by yourself "
"im sorry i just confused ok "
"ok then let me unconfuse you i done with you until you stop your little break "
Rachel pov
i ran to the bathroom to cry i got thereand went in a stall and cried all of a sudden a person came in the bathroom heard me cry and knock on the stall door.
''Rachel is that you in there are you ok "
"go away Santana you wouldn't care anyways "
"rach just opened it "i opened it and she came in saw me a mess
"oh berry this is worst than i thought im texting Kurt and Mercedes "she texted them and they came rushing in
"ok what was the code red for i had leave home ec for this" kurt said
"now that we're all here spill it rach whats up with you "
"fine I'll tell but what we say in here stays in here agreed " they all nod
"ok so it a long story but im going to put it in a short summary so me and Jesse broke up for him cheating on me him and finn fought finn rode me home i offered him to come in he did and i went to upstair to change and saw a picture of us i got pissed i was fed up so i decide to drink the strongest liquor i could find and got really drunk and woke up naked which meant i slept with finn we talk and he is being a baby and needs a "break " and i think im pregnant there was no sign of a condom and im not on the pill " i started cry
"oh rachel everything in going to be "
Mercedes said while her,Santana and kurt comfort me
"ok now to the main problem you might be pregnant first thing is getting a test" Santana said concerned
"ok we have 10 more minutes of class then there lunch "we all agreed to meet by my locker
we went to class and then the bell rang i went to my locker and found them waiting for me we all walk to kurts car and drdrove the pharmacy near by
"ok heres the plan we go in pay and get out before we find anyone we knows us got it ok lets do this "Santana explained and all went in the store and we take about 9 test to be sure and went to the cashier uncomfortable before we left she said
" if anything it not that bad being a teen mom "give me a smile i said
"thank you "and we left rush back to school and we still had 20 mins we rushed to the bathroom and took all of the test
"ok all we need do is wait "kurt said
"why is the so long this is anxiety " i said panicking until i heard the timer
and i look at it
"so berry what does it say "
"im pregnant "i then broke down crying they went on the floor and hugged me
" what am i going to do i can't be a mom if i never had a mom "
"first you need to go to the doctor after school and then find a way to tell finn"Mercedes said
"i can't tell finn with his quinn problem i can't and what if he doesn't want anything to do with me or the baby and just leaves us i can't handle that"
"rach i love you but finn is my brother i can't just lie to him you eitheither tell him or i will your choice "
"kurt are you seriously going to hurt me like that "
"if i have no other choice then yes this baby deserves a mom and dad you can't be selfish this time we're talking about a human being now you two need to get over your petty fight if you love your baby and want the best for them" kurt made me realize something i can't be selfish about this as much as i hate admitting it i need finn for the baby .
"your right im being inconsiderate im responsible for two lives now i talk to him as soon as i see him " lunch was over i decide to go to my locker and finn was at his locker i nervously walked up to him
"hey finn we really need to talk "
"is it really important because i told you i need space "
"yeah it really is" i pull in to the closet
"so i had a feeling that when we did it we didn't use protection so i took a test and it was postive but to check im going to doctors to check and i really love you and i don't want you to leave me because i can't do this alone "i said crying
"rach I'm going to need some time to think ok "
"are you kidding me finn after all i said your just going to said that "
"what the hell do you want me to say after the quinn thing right now i just need time to just find myself "
"i know exactly who you are a scared little boy who likes to run from his problem well you can't run from this also i have no control over who Quinn sleep with all i know is might be a mom at 16 at my first time you know i was glad it was you because i said at least it wasn't wasted with a jerk but i regret it because your not ever there for me at this tough time i just want you to hold me like you did with quinn and it wasn't ever yours but this baby is your and you treat it like nothing i thought i could get over this argument for our baby but i guess not if you change you could find me at the clinic a few blocks from here after school "
i ran out crying and ran to the auditorium and stayed there until glee
it was time for glee and Mercedes ,kurt and Santana ran up to me
"hey guys i told finn he said what was he suppose to do and thathe just needs some time to find himself after the Quinn problem and i told him who he is and what he should do and that i have no control over quinns action and left"
"i have had enough of his bs "as Santana said that finn entered snd she yell in Spanish to him until Mr. shue came in
"hey what going on here we're a family we shouldn't act like this you two take your sit , rachel i haven't seen you all day are you ok "
"yes mr.shue i have been having a tough day I'll tell you later "
"ok does anyone have song that describes how their feeling " i raised my hand .
"ok Rachel you have the floor "i got up and sang cry when i finished i could take how people were looking at me so i ran out to my place the auditorium and when glee was finished mr. shue found me i explained everything .
"oh my god rachel it seems like your have a rough time you know im always here and ms.p door is always open we could help with your parents and if you need somewhere to stay you could stay with us" i was so happy that i had so much i support from mr.shue
"thank you nuch mr. shue for your support it means alot to me" i hugged Mr .shue and cried in his shoulder
"while i have go i my first doctor appointment "
"ok do you need a ride there"
"no it's fine me ,Santana ,Mercedes and Kurt are go with me but I'll see you tomorrow ""i left and met Mercedes, Kurt and Santana we all went to the doctor and we entered sign in and waited i finally hear
"Rachel berry "i stood up
"that's me"
"Hi im dr. Matthew lets all go in my office "she lead us to her office and we all sat down and she asked
"is the father going to be coming or will he not be joining us today "
" no not today "
"ok so how along are you "
"um a day or two "
"ok um do you have signs "
"um im overly emotional and hungry for weird things "
"how did you know you were pregnant "
"the morning after i felt weird and there were no signs of protection so i took 9 test all positive "
" ok im going to do a songram sit right there" i sat by the machine
"ok the gel is cold ok"i shivered as she put the gel on and a black and white image show up on the screen i was so small
"when can you tell what it is "i said tear falling down my face
"rach it's so small "Santana said
"at least you know it going to be adorable "Santana stated
"your going to be a great mom" Mercedes said
"thanks you guys i love you all "
"ok would you like pictures if you do how much "
"yes 9 please "
"ok you get cleaned up and you could pick it up at the front desk " i cleaned my stomach and all went to the front desk we picked up my sonogram picture and walked to the car
" so what are you going tell your dads"
"that it was big mistake and kick me out"
"if anything you have us and could stay with us"
"thanks guys ok now can we go eat at breadstix im starving " we drove to breadstixs and left to drop off santana and Mercedes.
" kurt can i sleep at your house "
"yeah sure"
"ok can you sneak me in i don't want anyone to know im here " we got out of the car and he sneaked me in from the back door and went to his room
"thanks kurt "
"no problem im going get my movies from upstairs "
Finn pov
all day i couldn't get Rachel word out of my head the words of disappointment and sadness i just don't know yeah i love her but im still in love with quinn i don't want to lead her on i don't want her to
get more hurt from me i can't look at her without thinking i ruin her llife why am i so stupid i should have been there for her .All of a sudden i heard a knock it was my mom
"hey honey are you ok you been act strange since you got home"
" well mom i have to tell you something so when i slept over with Rachel we got drunk and did it and earlier today she said she's pregnant and i freaked out and said what am I suppose to do and said i can't do this with what happened with Quinn and that i needed time "
"are you serious finn do you know how stupid that was not only you got that poor girl pregnant you left her alone what the hell is wrong with you you made that bed now you have to lay on it she was probably scared and left her finn that's a human your talking about you cant teach it like nothing your going to take responsible for that child its your baby this time and you treated quinn better now you are going to talk to her and take responsible "
"it was a stupid choose i know that im just afraid im going to break her more than she is i can't look at her mom without thinking I ruin her life and her dreams i want the best for her "
" but what if the best for me is you finn i needed you to be there but you weren't how could you " i look up to see rachel at the door in tear
" i'll let you guys talk make the right choose finn" my mom left and me and rachel were sitting on my bed
"so where should we start how about what the hell made you leave me with your child "
"i so sorry rach i just needed to clear my head and i didn't want to hurt you "
" but don't you get it you hurt me more by leaving and not see you child for the first time "
" I'm sorry but im willing to work through this we can go to ms. p for hekp ok at least that's a step "
"yeah it is love you finn "
"i love you too rach " we hugged and layed on my bed
"do you think were going to be great parents " Rachel said
"maybe with some help "
"what do you want it to be" i asked
"a girl with an amazing voice as ours and i think she would be daddy's little girl"
"i want it to be a boy who likes football , singing and has better dance moves yhen me" i look next yo me rachel is sleeping i
put her under the cover and kissed her and went to bed
I hope you enjoyed thanks for reading
