Disclaimer I don't own Twilight!
BPOV
It had been nearly two years since Edward left. Since all purpose had ended and meaning had ceased to exist. I hadn't been coping well, Charlie gave it three weeks before he called
Renee and sent me packing. I can't blame him really poor Charlie he didn't know what to do. The doctors were throwing around words like 'catatonic'. I wasn't eating and I was barley
sleeping, in a large part due to the nightmares. Then there was the knife incident. I don't know why I did it I was just so overwhelmed by the hopelessness of what I was feeling it just
hurt so much and I needed a way to release it to make it physical so my heart would ache less I don't event remember picking up the knife from the kitchen draw but I do remember the
blood and the look on Charlie's face. He called Renee that same day.
I hated living with Renee and Phil. Phil was notorious player who had developed less than fatherly feelings towards me, he was the reason I moved to forks in the first place. Renee had
no idea of course. I refused to be left alone with him and I conveniently always had plans on nights when I knew Renee was going to be out.
I was never the same after Edward left. Renee sent me to a psychiatrist and I gradually learned to cope with the unbearable, aching loss. It took a long time to piece my life back together
and I had missed so much school that I had to repeat. But for the first time in my life I had a great group of friends and a real social life and I was on track to graduate this year. Which is
why Renee was so surprised when I told her I was moving back to forks. Well, not forks exactly, after I left Charlie moved down to La Push into a house about three minutes away from
Uncle Billy and my cousin Jacob. I'm not sure why he moved I overheard Renee on the phone to him shortly after, she was agreeing with him about something to do with memories. I felt
guilty when I heard that. What must I have put him through? But yes, I was going back and I couldn't make anymore sense of it than Renee. Aside from my desire to get as far away from
Phil as possible, I felt like forks was calling to me, urging me home with some indescribable and unshakeable force. I don't know how I feel about returning to the place were my world fell
apart but its something I cant put off any longer. With one quick last wave to Renee, I took a deep breath and boarded the plane.
