A/n: sorry that took so long!

BELLA POV
It was about 12:45 pm, and I was awakened by a knock on my window. The shades were drawn. Only one person had ever knocked on my window before. I froze.

Maybe it's Jacob. I thought, trying to reassure myself. I knew it wasn't. I looked down to make sure I was decent. I was wearing the new pajamas I had gotten while shopping with Emily one day. They were orange, a tank top and shorts. I walked over towards the window, apprehension building. I drew the curtain, and looked into dark ocher eyes. I opened it slowly. I needed to know why he was here.

He studied me, his eyes curious to see how I felt about this. I avoided his gaze, and tried to speak.

"Edward-" I began to say, sighing his name in pain. Pain from while he was gone. He took it as I was pleased to see him. He wrapped his cold, strong, arms around me, and his eyes seemed to lighten at the prospect I wasn't angry.

"Get off me. I will call for Charlie." I said between clenched teeth, His hand stopped stroking my hair as he froze.

"Bella?" he asked, the velvet voice confused. The voice I had missed, the one I had fantasized about for months.

"You heard me. Get off. I have moved on Edward." I was really angry, all my pain from the months hitting him in the face. His eyes, darkened in pain. He still hadn't moved and I gave a small, frustrated noise, and he remembered. His arms were at his sides, and he stepped back.

"What? Bella… I-" he started.

"Don't Edward. Just… don't."

"I thought you would want me back…" he started, but I still didn't look at him. "Please Bella… let me explain!" he cried.

"No, Edward. You had…god knows how many months to explain! You could have come back before this," I gestured to my heart. "Well, before the hole that was here was mended. You had so long to apologize to explain. Why now? Did your 'distraction' end? Did your new girlfriend break up with you? Or did you get bored? Did you just want the little 'plaything', a 'breakable human' back? Well guess what? This 'plaything', this 'breakable human' doesn't want to play this game again Edward. I'm done with you! I can't take it! I don't want you! I had to live in pain for so long. Then Jacob came. He loves me. I chose him. I love him. I could never again deny the fact that you're a monster. It's not who you are, it's what you do Edward. Eating animals is not a crime. I do it everyday. But breaking someone's heart, someone who loves you, who still loves and trusts you when you can kill them," I snapped my fingers, "Like that! Just go. Please. I can't take all this pain. As you said, I'm only human." I turned away. I heard his footsteps come up behind me.

"Charlie!" I screamed, and he froze, and I turned. I looked into his eyes.

"You have hurt me too many times! You are a piece of sh-" I cried, but was interrupted as Charlie barged in, his face sleepy, but his eyes alert. He was still in his pajamas, but his gun was in his hand. My eyes widened. I wanted to hurt Edward like he hurt me, but I never would want to reveal his secret. I only wondered why he didn't run.

EDWARD POV (before Bella's house)

I couldn't stand not being with her. As I realized it, I stood up. I left, with no hesitations, and ran to the nearest airport, to buy a ticket to Washington.

-----------AFTER THE PLANE RIDE-----------

I had no luggage so I ran to Bella's house. I got there at about 12:30 at night. I didn't want to wake her… but I had to see her. I brushed off my clothes and hair and scaled up to the window. The curtain was closed, but I knocked. I heard her footsteps; they stopped, and then came over to the window. Her heart was beating pretty fast. As she opened the curtain, our eyes met, but she looked away in pain. I climbed in.

He studied me, his eyes curious to see how I felt about this. I avoided his gaze, and tried to speak.

"Edward-" she began to say, sighing my name. She was happy to see me! I wrapped my arms around her, as my dead heart rose in happiness.

"Get off me. I will call for Charlie." She said angrily. I froze. But I thought she was happy… why would she call Charlie?

"Bella?" I asked, and her eyes withered in pain as I spoke. I wanted to know what she was thinking. I was about to lift my hand to stroke her cheek but she spoke.

"You heard me. Get off. I have moved on Edward." She said angrily. Her voice revealed the pain she had felt. Pain that had been my fault. She made a frustrated noise, and I stepped back, pain filling me.

"What? Bella… I-" I started. I needed to know what she was feeling. I needed to apologize.

"Don't Edward. Just… don't." she said, and tears she probably didn't notice formed.

"I thought you would want me back…" I started, but she still didn't look at him. "Please Bella… let me explain!" Her tears disappeared.

"No, Edward. You had…god knows how many months to explain! You could have come back before this," she gestured to her heart. "Well, before the hole that was here was mended. You had so long to apologize to explain. Why now? Did your 'distraction' end? Did your new girlfriend break up with you? Or did you get bored? Did you just want the little 'plaything', a 'breakable human' back? Well guess what? This 'plaything', this 'breakable human' doesn't want to play this game again Edward. I'm done with you! I can't take it! I don't want you! I had to live in pain for so long. Then Jacob came. He loves me. I chose him. I love him. I could never again deny the fact that you're a monster. It's not who you are, it's what you do Edward. Eating animals is not a crime. I do it everyday. But breaking someone's heart, someone who loves you, who still loves and trusts you when you can kill them," she snapped her fingers, "Like that! That makes you a monster, Edward. Just go. Please. I can't take all this pain. As you said, I'm only human." she turned away. I couldn't believe it. What had happened to my Bella? She loved Jacob? Why was he special? (A/N: yep, Edward doesn't know he is a wolf!) I felt pain quickly become my only feeling. I stepped closer, about to apologize, and tell her why I had left.

"Charlie!" she screamed, and I froze, and she turned. She looked into my eyes, making it clear that her only emotion now was anger. I still couldn't move, the pain seeping into every part of me.

"You have hurt me too many times! You are a piece of sh-" she started. Bella, about to curse? At me? She has changed I thought, as Charlie burst in. His mind was still clouded with sleep, but his fatherly side was awake. He was still in pajamas, his gun clenched in his hand.

He looked at Bella, and around the room. His eyes set on me. What is he doing here? Does he really have the nerve to show his face here? I hope Bella told him that she is with Jacob… at least I have my gun. Charlie thought.

"Dad! He came into my room! Please get him out!" Bella cried. She was snapping, and was not going to be able to take much more. Charlie looked at me.

"We'll let him explain." He said and looked coldly at me. He better not try anything. Maybe Bella shouldn't be so close.

"Sir-" I started, trying to be polite.

"Don't 'sir' me!" he barked.

"Ok… Chief Swan, I care for your daughter. I had to leave, for family reasons. I did not know how it would take a toll on her and-" Charlie cut me off.

"Let me question you. I don't want any sweet stories! Just answers!" Charlie said, and I knew he had gone into parenting mode. I nodded.

"Why did you leave?"

"Esme wanted to live in California." I said, knowing this wouldn't anger him. This isn't the answer he wanted, but it was to the point like he asked.

"Ok. Why did you break it off with Bella?" Stop being smart with me, boy! Charlie thought.

"I wanted Bella to see other people. I would have been fine being tied down and long distance, but I didn't want to force her to do the same." He's playing the 'I Care' card. Oh, I know a question that will get him… Charlie thought.

"Why didn't you ask her? Are you sexist?" Me, sexist! I struggled for a real answer. He noticed my pause. Ha! Got him! Charlie thought.

" I didn't want to put pressure on her to choose. No it's not because she is incapable, it's because I care for her." I said, reading his mind. He thought I thought she was incapable.

"Why did you come back?" I was starting to like you, kid. But then you hurt her. Charlie thought, and conjured up an image of Bella in my absence. Her 'empty house' look brought on a whole new wave of pain.

"I care for her. I missed her. I needed her back." He nodded.

"Do your parents know you're here?" I shook my head. I can't kick him out… Maybe we can call his parents, and he could get a flight in the morning… Charlie thought. I tried to hide the fact I knew I was going to spend the night here. I could apologize to Bella…

"Come on Edward. Let's go call your parents. Bells… get some rest." She stood ad Charlie caught her in a hug. It wasn't awkward like the other ones I had witnessed. He whispered in her ear.

"It will be okay. I promise." She nodded and whispered thanks. I looked away, and felt like an intruder. I was one. I glanced at her, but she was in bed. Charlie and me exited, and he closed the door. We walked downstairs, and neither of us spoke. He handed me the phone. I dialed and placed the phone near my ear.

"Do you have any idea what time it is!? I was sleeping and having a good dream!" bellowed Emmett. It was how he answered the phone, in case it was a human.

"Yeah, sorry Emmett. I am at Bella's house." I stressed the fact there was a human nearby.

"You are in so much trouble! Where are you!?" he said, then whispered, "How did it go with Bella?" I whispered back, so quiet Charlie didn't turn.

"Not well. She called Charlie. I was so close to being shot at." Emmett spoke again.

"Carlisle would be so mad. Here he is." I heard Emmett say something about humans nearby.

"What is it Edward? Where are you?" Carlisle asked, in his best 'I-just-woke-up' voice, but in a frantic, 'worried' tone. I checked Charlie's mind. He believed we were normal. Edward is going to be in so much trouble with his parents. Wait until Jacob hears… Charlie thought.

"Um… I am in Washington. To be specific, I am at Bella's house. In Forks." I said, waiting for his 'eruption'. It was going to be false because I knew he wanted me to get back with Bella.

"EDWARD MASON CULLEN! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING! DID YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED WE WERE! YOUR MOTHER WAS FRANTIC! SHE CALLED THE POLICE!" he screamed, and I flinched, and pretended to look ashamed, all under Charlie's watchful eye. He deserves it. Charlie gloated.

"Sorry dad. I wanted Bella back. I missed her." I said.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US!?" he screamed, and I knew Charlie was still gloating.

" You wouldn't have let me go until a break from school." Yea right! Like that was true.

"Let me speak to Charlie." He said, still 'angrily'. I handed the phone to Charlie.

"Hello? Dr. Cullen?" I

"Oh hello. Call me Carlisle, Charlie. I apologize greatly for my son. I know he will do the same. If possible, he can drive to a hotel, and maybe you can fund his stay? When my wife and I come tomorrow to get him, we will pay you back."

"Carlisle, I would not put him out onto the streets. He can spend the night here." I could here the reluctance in his voice, and I knew perceptive Carlisle would not miss the tone of voice.

"Thank you Charlie. I will see you in the morning. May I speak to Edward again?" I was surprised Carlisle was not saying how he didn't want to impose.

"Dad?" I said as Charlie handed me the phone.

"You are going to spend the night here. Me and Esme will come tomorrow to get you." He said in a normal ton. Then low so Charlie wouldn't hear he said, "Don't screw this up, Edward."

"Yes sir." I said, shocked at what he said. He normally didn't act like that.

In a few minutes I was on the couch, lying there, my eyes open. All I could hear was muffled sobs coming from Bella's room.

"I could never again deny the fact that you're a monster. It's not who you are, it's what you do Edward. Eating animals is not a crime. I do it everyday. But breaking someone's heart, someone who loves you, who still loves and trusts you when you can kill them, like that! That's what makes you a monster, Edward." Her sweet voice, such cruel words. "You have hurt me too many times! You are a piece of sh-" My dead heart was broken. And I still loved her.

A/N: THAT WAS LONG! Yay! Anyway… lets see… who feels bad for Edward? Who is angry with Bella? Let's vote! Tell me your opinions; all reviewers get a special dedication! IDEAS WELCOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!