After a hour of tearful screaming and banging at the bedroom door, I finally fell asleep next to the door, not wanting to see Magnus anymore. The way he reacted came to me as a shock, since all this time I thought he would be understanding, and person who loves another person with an illness, that's all. It wasn't like the end of the world for us, and in fact, it could probably make our relationship better.

As I lay on the floor with my head resting against my arm, I could feel Chairman Meow trying to find a comfortable space on my belly. It felt nice, I won't lie, but I wasn't in the mood for people to picture me, especially a cat.

"Go away Meow!" I scolded, and the kitty took a step back after getting all comfortable, rolled into a ball which made him seem like a ball of yarn. He leaped off me, and after that I had felt bad because he had to be all alone on the couch. But, it's not like I didn't like him in the first place, I felt horrible, my eyes were to swollen to open, my cheeks were stained red from the tears and screaming, even my voice was hoarse from shouting, "Magnus! How dare you fucking leave me like this!?" and "Fine! Be that way, I don't need you in my life anyway!" Even though that was, I guess in a way. not true.

I am a bad liar, I think to myself as I sit up to lean on the door.

Instead of leaning on the door however, my whole body fell to the floor as I heard clicking noises coming from the lock and the door opening to find Magnus staring down at me.

I glared nastily at him, "You look nice today." I stared at his well put outfit and had a face of disgust because I actually paid more attention to his outfit than my feelings right now. But who could help it? Magnus was wearing a black glittering shirt with "I am THE best" crossed on it and red skinny jeans that fit lower than his hips, and I won't deny it, I flushed at the sight and probably, momentarily, had gotten a slight erection. I tucked my lower body in, to hide it away from Magnus's sight before he started to chuckle at my embarrassing moment.

"You always look very lovely today." He walked over me, then leaned down to pull me up with both hands. "Not that you don't always look-" He grabbed me by the waist, pulling me closer to him and kissing my neck,"Lovely." he said in his breath and I prayed to God that he didn't' leave any marks. But I didn't have time for this-I let him go as fast as I could get a hold of my strength and looked at him, directly this time.

"Excuse you? Weren't you the one that closed the door on YOUR boyfriend after having a serious (well not that serious) conversation about him being ill?" I yelled out and everytime he tried to hug me, I pushed him out of the way, like I never did before only when we were in my parent's house and Max was right in front of us. Can't let another boy in the Lightwoods turn out gay, right? I had thought when I pulled Magnus away while Max watched us with confusion. We probably looked like two dinosaurs taped to each other trying to produce little dinosaur babies, but it wasn't as bad as it looked.

"Alec, baby. What are you talking about? I was going to surprise you with the most wonderful memories you could ever have in your shortened life and you tell me I closed the door on you?" He said with an amazed voice and his smile turned into a frown as he spoke again, "And I even took an hour and a half to get dressed properly for YOU, but no..."

"Magnus, how was I supposed to kno-"

"You were Alec, because I love you. And why would anyone leave someone when they must need them? You need me Alec, and I won't lie to you. I need you too." He took my hands and pulled me close. His warmth overwhelmed me and I started to wrinkle the corners of my mouth into a smile and tears dropped down my eyes, when I am overwhelmed, there is no stopping me. But damn, I was crying the whole day today. That's a record.

Magnus held me in his arms as I hugged him and soaked his awesome black shirt with my salty tears and rested my head on his chest.

"Alec Giden Lightwood, what am I going to do with you?" He sighed, and we both chuckled at his words. I knew deep down, that Magnus knew what to do with me, how to handle me, because he knew me in the best of times, and the worst.

"You always know what to do Magnus. But maybe not today, I want to lay down with you until I fall asleep." I said. He walked me to the bedroom, looked the door on Chairman Meows face and we lay there, on the giant bed colored red and fell asleep.

"Goodnight Alec. Tomorrow will be a new day," Magnus said as he closed his eyes."You'll see." And I at that moment I was stuck in a dream, such a wonderful that I didn't want to wake up from it because with all these problems going on Magnus was there with me, and that made it all the better.