Chapter 2: New Beginnings


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- Taylor Jade

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- Brittm123,

- Nikki Gargol

- Blue Lily96

Thank you for reviewing the last chapter. All of your comments were taken on board and I hope you enjoy this next chapter. Please tell me what was both good and bad about it and any improvements that I could develop on. i hope that i did not disappoint you with this next chapter. Please review.


Clary POV

I woke up to the sound of the distant cries of my mother through the thin walls of our new house. Exhaustion consumes me to my very core. I glance at the alarm clock on my bedside table. 7:34am. Slowly, I push the thin material of my duvet and leave the only item that holds a sense of warmth and security in the whole house. When my mother and I moved from Brooklyn, New York to the sunny countryside of Idris, we did not expect the sudden change of the atmosphere. Greenery consumes the entire town, emitting a sense of isolation with dense air filled with dislike and aversion.

I look inside my mother's room and find her clenched into a small ball on the bed, an expressionless look overshadowing her face. From far away you would think that she's fine. But up close, you can see that the bright pink lipstick that she usually wears it a touch uneven, her eyes are tired and soulless, like one of those TV shows houses on studio lots I used to watch – all facade, and no substance.

She moves around the house, drifting from room to room in a dressing gown with loosely flapping bell sleeves. Despite her swanlike room to room drifts, she's kicking furiously beneath the surface, thrashing around; trying to keep her head above the water, flashing me the occasional panicked smile over dinner just to let me know she's still here, though it does nothing to convince me.

My name is Clarissa Fairchild. Fairchild. One of those awful phrases I despise, two words that come together unnecessarily. Sometimes when telling people my name I drop a syllable, Clarissa Fair, which is ironic as I have never been anything of the sort. Or Clarissa Child, which mockingly suggest innocence and youth which I know nothing about. I'm seventeen years old, or so they tell me. I question my age now because I feel twice it.

The past few months I've aged more than a few years. Is that possible? Some that are open minded would say yes, anything is possible, well it's not. Anything is not probable. It is not possible to bring my father back to life. I tried, when I found him lying face down in his room floor in pool of his own blood. I didn't know what was doing when I pumped up and down on his chest, regardless of the icy cold touch of his skin. Or when my mother clawed at his coffin during his funeral, begging anyone or anything to bring him back to us once again.

It intrigues me how death can shine a light on the character of a person. The lovely stories I heard about my father, Valentine, were endless and touching. They were comforting and to be honest; I doubted if they were true. You see, my father wasn't a nice man, although he and I rarely spoke, but on the occasion that we did, it always ended in tears and raging fits of anger. Father had a temper that flared easily; he forced his opinions onto others and was rather arrogant. He made people feel uncomfortable, inferior, and he enjoyed that.

I didn't say any of this at his funeral though, or at the party that was held at our house afterwards. In fact, I didn't say anything at all. I drank half a bottle of red wine to help drown my sorrows, but ended up vomiting on the floor in my Father's office. That was where my mother found me the next day.

My mother and I moved to Idris hoping to start a new beginning. As soon as we arrived, my mother forced me to enrol at Idris High School. I was always a straight A student and attended advanced classes, and during the difficult times that were faced, I immersed myself into my studies as an escape from reality. There was a simple fact that was to be learnt from school. If you work hard enough you can have all the freedom you want.

You can travel the world and not be worried about how much it costs; you can stay at a hotel and never worry about what going to happen next. You don't need to worry if tomorrow ever comes. I lost my father. He lost his tomorrows and I lost the tomorrows with him. You could say that now, I appreciate them when they come. Tomorrow would be my first day at Idris High School. Now, I want to make my days the best they can possibly be.


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i also combined my first fanfiction with this chapter, so if you have already read my first story, you can see some similarities.

I really wanted to personify my personality through to Clary's. I hope you don't mind that she's super smart.

I tried to make it longer than the prologue, though I have almost completed the next chapter which is even longer that this one. I want to know how this chapter went. Was it better than the prologue? How could I improve? I need your guidance.

The next chapter will be posted as soon as I get enough reviews.

Thank you for reading,

Bookworm24mjk