Okay sorry if this chapter isn't very good. I didn't really know what to do but I tried my best. So this is back in Russia and I love Dimitri's family. Their so cute and helpless like little babies. Not that that's weired or anything. So here it is but tell me what you think anyway.

Giving up doesn't mean your weak

sometimes it just means your strong

anough to let go

Chapter two- It wasn't your fault

Russia soothed me in a way I couldn't explain. I lifted my bags from the trunk of the car "Uncle Dimka" Paul said tugging on my pants leg. I looked down at him "can I have a hug?" He asked. I smiled as I lifted him up and gave him a hug "It's okay Paul. It's been a long day for all of us. I know" I walked him into my home while trying to drag my bag along the floor. I threw my bag down onto the floor of my room and walked across the hallway to his room and put him down softly. His eye's were closed and he was sleeping peacefully. I quietly closed the door and turned to my mother "Will you be able to sleep tonight?" She asked me and I shrugged. "I'll try my best" I told her and walked into my room with my head low. I quietly changed into my pjs and stared at myself in the mirror. I don't know why but I hated myself. I punched the mirror and it shattered around my hand "Ouch... Shi-" I cut myself off and started collecting the pieces from the floor "Are you okay in there?" Victoria called from the door. I looked down at my blood red knuckles. That's gonna leave a mark. I wrapped my hand up in a towel "Yer. Sorry Victoria" I called.
"Alright if you say so" I heard footsteps and started shoving it all into the trash can. I fell back onto the bed and stared up at the ceiling. What seemed like minutes was really hours. I turned to look at my clock. Three in the morning. I groaned and shoved my face into my pillow and some how I fell into a sleep.

I was staring into a room. Adrian sat in a chair. His fingers were tracing the rim of the cup. He looked up "Dimitri" He said and gestured to the chair opposite "Adrian please. What are you going to put on me now? That it was all my fault and I should of saved her" He waved a hand at me.
"I'm not here to blame anyone on anything. Just sit" I did as I was told and sat down. He looked up at me "Rose has a will you know" I nodded.

"Of cause I know that"

"well she left you with" He looked through papers. Why in hell would you have papers in a dream? Come on "she left you her ring" He pushed it across the table. I almost let out a cry "And this book" he pushed it across the table. I stared at it and stroked the cover. No. She couldn't of. I flipped to the first page. One of a kind it said. It's true there was only thirteen copies of this book. How did she get it. I let out a small laugh "Now I have also came here to tell you something else" He cleared his throat "Whatever you may believe. It wasn't your fault. It was a accident" I looked up at him.

"Adrian you don't have to be nice to me just because my love of my life just died"

"No I'm serious Dimitri. You have to realise that it wasn't your fault at all" I looked up at him. His face was dead straight. "I truly and deeply am sorry Dimitri. If I would of known I would of done something" I watched him gather up the stuff and walk away and I slowely drifted into my own dreams.

Hours later

"Should I wake him up?" Some one asked.
"No leave him alone"

"But what if he wants to see her?"
"She'll just have to wait" I groaned and rolled over and stared up at the faces of one of my younger sisters and my mother. They both smiled at me "Good morning Dimitri. Someone is here to see you"

"Oh yea?"

"Yes. Get changed" I nodded and quickly got changed when they were gone of cause. I walked down the stairs and stared face to face with one of my friends from my school years. She has done well. Her name is Jessica Muzur. She's one of Rose's cousins I think. I frowned "I-"
"Hello Dimitri" she said shaking my hand "I assume you remember me?"
"Of cause I do you-" I owe her a lot. She smiled.
"It was all business but now I have to ask you for a favour. My son is falling behind in school and-"
"Oh no" I said shaking my head "I can't"
"Dimitri" She said raising her head. Trying to make herself look taller "If you don't help him I'm am damn sure he going to fail and become one of those royal pampering people. My brother will not be happy with me"

"Brother?"
"Trust me. Everyone knows him" She winked "Just for the rest of the year" I raked a hand through my hair.

"I guess I could-"

"Great" She looked at her watch "Have to scat. I have a appointment with-" She pressed her lips together "You don't need to know" She walked out and I followed her "I told him that he needs to get up early tomorrow for you and straight from school"
"I-"
"Bye" She jumped into her small black car and was gone. What the hell just happened? I turned to my mother.
"What the heck just happened?" I asked. She smiled.
"Your training a boy. Maybe he's nice" I groaned and turned away and walked into the kitchen. Who ever this boy was he must really be bad if Jessica came looking for me.

So I know it might of been a bit boring and I'm sorry.

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