Be warned this chapter contains profanity a plenty. So here is chapter 2. I couldn't resist writing it. Please enjoy. Also I don't own Glee.

Blaine sat, vogue in hand on his red leather chair which was pushed close to his bed so that he could rest is legs on the mattress while Kurt was lying on his stomach on the bed adding the finishing touches to his essay for French.

Kurt dropped his pen "It's done."

Blaine looked at Kurt quizzically.

"After an eternity of scribbling and fretting my essay is complete." Kurt beamed at Kurt.

"Well done babe." Blaine winked at Kurt who blushed "now, time for your reward."

Kurt's eyes lit up "present?"

Blaine chuckled "of sorts" standing up he walked around to his bedside cabinet and opened the second drawer. "Kurt, I was blown away by what you shared with me last week at your place. So I thought I would return the favour." Blaine sat next to Kurt with two leather books in hand. "Soooooo, these are my journals."

Kurt moved to sit in front of Blaine. "Blaine, you don't have to do this." Kurt lovingly placed his hand on Blaine's.

"I know. So um" Blaine began flicking through the first book. "This is from before we met."

Kurt took the journal from Blaine and cradled it like it might break at any second. Kurt began reading and noted that this was written 6 days before they met.

Hi,

Dad called today for the first time in about a month. Do you know what the first thing he asked was? It wasn't how are you? What are you up to? How's school? No… it was are you still gay? Can you believe that? Oh wait, actually I can believe it. I asked him if he was still straight. He said that he was, so I told that he had his answer. That pretty much put an ended to the conversation.

The Warblers are great; we are gearing up for Sectionals. Apparently we are up against New Directions who won their Sectional last year. They look like they are going to be tough competition. Well I'd better wrap this up and get ready for Warbler Wednesday (I wonder what Wes has planned?) Wow lots of W's there. I really don't want to go.

Until next time, I guess,

Blaine.

Kurt placed the book down and looked expectantly up at Blaine.

"Don't you see Kurt, I wasn't really that happy before you."

Kurt leaned forward and pressed a kiss to Blaine's lips "me neither. I miss Warbler Wednesday."

"Me too" Blaine agreed finding the next entry. "This is what I wrote on the day I met you."

Kurt raised an eyebrow "Should I be scared?"

Blaine chuckled as he shook his head and handed the book to Kurt.

Hi,

Words escape me. For the first time in his short, fairly eventful life Blaine Anderson is speechless. Today on my way to the Senior Commons I was stopped on the southern stairwell by Kurt. Just saying his name makes me smile. God he is gorgeous.

Kurt looked up at Blaine and in his smallest voice uttered "You thought I was gorgeous when we first met?"

Blaine spluttered "Y-yeah I did. Of course I did. I still think you're gorgeous."

Kurt blushed and kept reading.

He wanted to know about The Warblers and I figured 'Hey I am a warbler I can help.' So I told him that we are like rock stars (because it's true) and that we were giving an impromptu performance (also true,) then I took his hand and took him to Senior Commons. When I was holding his hand I had butterflies. I feel like I am fangirling over him, anyway it was time to sing Teenage Dream and I sung the whole song to him, literally to him. He must think I am some crazy gay stalker-(just to clarify I mean a stalker who is gay and stalks, not a stalker who stalks gay guys.) I couldn't help it though. Then after the performance I introduced him to Wes, David, Jeff and Nick and showed him around. I wanted to ask him out on a date so badly. But I can't; David, Wes and I took him for coffee and he got so upset. He's being bullied at his school. I can't believe it, why would anyone be so cruel to someone so special? I am going to be there for him as much as I can, maybe one day I will ask him out, but for now we are friends.

Until next time,

Blaine.

"Wow" Kurt sighed.

"Pretty intense huh?"

Kurt simply nodded and stared at Blaine.

"You okay Kurt?"

Kurt launched himself at Blaine squeezing him tightly "I-I can't believe that you wanted to ask me out." Kurt pulled back slightly placing his forehead on Blaine's "I would have said yes."

Blaine frowned.

"If you asked me" Kurt whispered "if you asked me out, I would have said yes."

Blaine pulled back and dropped his head, studying the pattern on his pants.

"Hey what's wrong?" Kurt placed his hands over Blaine's.

"It's just that…" Blaine sighed, still looking down, "If I had done something earlier, if I had acted on my feelings, we could have been together longer."

"It's okay, Blaine. We're together now, that's all that matters. Besides" Kurt smiled as Blaine slowly looked up at him. "I think the fact that we became friends first, best friends, works in our favour."

Blaine's eyes were sparkling, tears threatening to full "But I hurt you."

Kurt interlaced his fingers with Blaine's "you did, but that's okay. It's all in the past okay. "

"Do you forgive me? Kurt please forgive me." Blaine implored shuffling closer to Kurt dropping his head on Kurt's shoulder.

"There is nothing to forgive." Kurt whispered, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend "but if it makes you feel better, I forgive you and I love you, so much."

Blaine breath was shaky as he tried to regain his composure. "Thank you" he whispered. The next minutes were spent in silence the two teens just listening to the other breathing.

"Can I keep reading?" Kurt bowed his head in an effort to see Blaine's face.

Looking up Blaine nodded, located the next entry and handed it to Kurt.

What the fuck,

He kissed him, that fucking, homophobic piece of crap kissed my friend, my Kurt. I should fucking kill the bastard – I will rip that mother fucker limb from limb! The worst part is how Kurt sounded when he called me; I can't get it out of my head. He sounded terrified; all I wanted to do was hold him and tell him that everything was going to be okay. I wanted to drive to see him straight away but he insisted I stay here, so we talked for hours. I loved it. Is that wrong? Kurt's hurting so much right now and all I can think about is the fact that I got to spent hours talking to him. I'm driving out there Lima tomorrow to help Kurt talk to Karofsky, hopefully by then I will have calmed down a little. Kurt needs a friend right now, and as much as I want to be more, so much more. I can't right now. But soon, god I hope it will be soon.

Until next time,

Blaine

Kurt handed the book back to Blaine. Without a word Blaine found to next entry and passed it to Kurt.

What the hell!

It was his first kiss. That douche took Kurt's first kiss. When Kurt told me that, I realized that I wanted to be his first kiss. We went out to lunch, which turned into hanging out for the whole day at Kurt's place. It was so much fun, his room is amazing! We managed to watch Victor/Victoria and How to train a dragon, both excellent movies. Kurt sang along to Le Jazz Hot, it was honestly one of the hottest things I have ever seen or heard. He has an amazing voice and counter tenors are so rare. I wish that I could keep his safe; I wish he could come to Dalton, he'd be safe here. All I can do is be there for him and I will – whatever it takes I will be there.

Until next time,

Blaine.

"Wow, you were mad?" Kurt's eyes were huge as he stared at Blaine.

"Kurt, I was livid. I beat the crap out of a punching bag for an hour after you told me that he kissed you. So um, do you want to keep reading?"

"I do" Kurt smiled "I am learning a lot about you Blaine Anderson."

Kurt continued to read he discovered that Blaine went on a rampage up and down the halls of Dalton when he discovered that Karofsky threatened to kill him. That Blaine listened to Baby it's cold outside on repeat for a day after they sung it together and not because he needed to learn or practice. He learnt the Wes suggested that Blaine should try to get over Kurt (much to Blaine's frustration) and thus The GAP attack was created. He also read 3 pages of Blaine berating himself for hooking up with Rachel and ruining the best relationship he'd ever had. "After that fight" Blaine confessed "I was so sure that I have ruined it for good."

"Me too, I mean I was sure I had ruined it, ruined us." Kurt patted the space next to him and Blaine crawled into the empty space and smiled as he inherited an arm full of Kurt.

Blaine kissed the top of Kurt's head "Just as well we both think our relationship is worth fighting for; even when we were just friends."

"I think it's because we are both so fabulous." Kurt smiled his cheeky smile, the one where his nose crinkled and his teeth showed, the one that Blaine adored. They both held each other, talking about how fabulous they were and how they'd take over the world with said fabulousness.

Blaine jiggled the journal in his hand "Alright, there are a few other entries I want you to read."

"Gimme me!" Kurt giggled snatching it.

Hey there,

I have to tell him! I have to tell him right now. Pavarotti died so Kurt came into practice looking stunning in black and he sang Blackbird. It was sublime, I never felt like that before. I want to be his boyfriend so badly, I want to call him mine and I want to be his. I have to tell him. Now, I am going now.

Blaine.

Kurt closed the journal "Well I know what happened next."

"One more" Blaine whispered still holding Kurt.

Well Prom was interesting. Kurt looked stunning in his Kilt – like he said he would. They voted Karofsky Prom King and Kurt Prom Queen. How could they do that to Kurt? He was upset, of course he was. I felt for him, I really did – once again I wanted to take him away from it all. But in true Kurt fashion he got his crown. He's so courageous. Then Karofsky ditched him for their dance and I stepped in. From there on the night was great. We got a great photo and then after prom we went for a drive where we talked about everyone's Promo attire and I drove him home. It was great, I'm so glad I went, so glad that we went together.

Until next time,

Blaine

"You write in your journal a lot." Kurt snuggled closer to Blaine.

Blaine hummed in agreement "It helps me to sort out my thoughts."

They sat in silence enjoying the feeling of being closed to each other.

"What do you want to do now?" Blaine mumbled into Kurt's hair.

Kurt looked up at Blaine "Let's just stay here." Craning his neck Kurt kissed Blaine on the lips. "Thanks for sharing."

"Anytime" Blaine smiled kissing Kurt.

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