A/N: Kyahhh, thank you guys for all the reviews, favorites and follows, thank you for all the support. You don't know how nervous I was when I first uploaded this story because it was so long and I thought of it as boring and that no one would like it, but wow, you proved to me that I was wrong.
All of the reviews were heart whelming and boosted my inspiration to write. To some of you that were really itching to read the next installation, I deeply apologize for the long wait, I had my finals on those past weeks and I had a lot of things to do. And well, I procrastinated for a while on some scenes for this story and for Love and hatred, Kooriyasha and Renou.
And when I say I have to procrastinate, I really have to, since one of my favorite authors reviewed, SummerEclair, another reason for me to be nervous for, since she also, and a lot of the readers had read Hapi Mari. And I don't want to disappoint you guys.
Good news, for the Love and Hatred, Kooriyasha and Renou fans, I already figured out the next chapters, the problem is I don't know which one to write first. Do not worry for I will make the next chapters amazingly long but not this long like the All of me. Should I make a poll for this?
And, all of me turned a little longer than I anticipated, I only wanted to do it for three chapters and now it looked like it will turn to be four long chapters. Anyway, you wonderful creatures should be basked in with all the Gruvia love because of the angsty episode in Fairy Tail, yes, I was happy at first but then I cried upon seeing my baby crying.
But fret not, for there were some Gruvia lemony goodness here, I guess, I don't know if it could be considered as lemons, but it will be extended up to the third installation, some hanky-panky for them.
So enjoy.
Word Count: 11,922
Ratings: Mature, reader discretion, for open-minded and adults only.
Pairing(s): Gruvia
Genre:Romance/Hurt and comfort/drama—heavy dose of drama
Warnings for cheesiness and for OOC-NESS.
II
Give your all to me; I'll give my all to you
The moment he stepped out of his car, Loke immediately went to him. "Gray." He addressed, Loke was Gray's Executive Secretary, his friend and confidante. Gray nodded at him and motioned for Loke to follow him inside his office.
The raven-haired slumped on his seat and adjusted his tie. "Proceed" His words held so much authority and determination that Loke just responded with a nod. Loke presented him a folder.
Gray took it and scanned the insides, his eyebrow raised and his lips twitched into a smirk. The ginger head, upon noticing his boss' reaction, continued. "The Hotels located on London is on red alert."
Loke watched as Gray's fingers danced over the papers. "It was even rumored that Mr. Lyon and his wife, Lady Ultear, can't solve the problem at London."
When Gray had finished scanning the report, Loke added. "It is on the verge of bankruptcy"
With his heightened moods, Gray tucked his hands together and stared at his secretary. He did not know that his cousin, Ultear could not bring the Ice Lance Hotel on work; this would be his key, his challenge. Their demise would be his success.
"And what was Grandfather's decision?" he asked, thoroughly glad, the plans that were running in his mind right now were overwhelming.
"It was stipulated to close the Hotels."
With that said, Gray could no longer contain his smile. "Thank you for your work, Loke"
"Anything." Loke responded. He was about to leave when Gray stopped him. Loke's hand was suspended on the door knob, an eyebrow raised at him.
"I want you to do something." He stated; his voice colder than usual, which made the older man to be suspicious. "Search everything about this guy" He handed him a photograph. Loke noticed a young man smiling, his dark blue hair shone with the lights from the restaurant, but what made Loke surprised was this young man's companion. He was with Gray's wife. Juvia Lockser-Fullbuster. And they looked so cozy and so happy.
"You had your wife followed?"
Gray knew it was wrong of him to have Juvia followed around, like he did not trust her, but it was for her safety too. It was not only Juvia who he had followed, but also her father, he made sure that Juvia and her father was secured and away from kidnappers. Being married to a guy like him made her a target for everyone who wanted to lay hands on his wealth. "I want to know what his relation with my wife." He ignored his friend's question.
He immediately bit his tongue before he could say anything else. And I want him out of her life.
Juvia hugged her coat closer; it was turning chiller and chiller each day. Well the ber-month had already started and soon it would be December. Oh, she would have to worry about gifts soon. The blunette tapped her shoes, a habit she had ever since she was young, and she did this whenever she felt impatient.
"Juvia" a voice called, and Juvia saw Bora jogged towards her. "I'm sorry, It was traffic" he apologized.
"It's alright" she assured.
"I have good news for you" his smile was so bright that Juvia could not help but smile back. "There's a vacant on the secretarial work, and well I recommended you"
"Really?" she beamed back at him, her curls bouncing at her back because of her happiness.
"Yes. All you need is your resume and an interview and …..Good luck" he could not help but feel glad she was happy; it was the least he could do for hurting her before.
"Thank you, thank you" Before she knew it, she had already thrown her arms around him. Unbeknownst to them, a cameraman was so busy capturing their every move.
"What?!" Ultear shouted from across the table.
Gray smirked at her, the woman's eyebrow ticked from irritation. "Grandpa, The Ice Lance Hotels in London is a risk. You can't let him use it for his selfish wiles."
"Gray's proposal was interesting. I like it." The old man sipped his tea. Mikael Milkovich was a bubbly old man, with sharp and keen eyes. Back then, everyone would tremble once his name was mentioned. He was one of the richest, a business tycoon, and a very strict man. But as he aged he turned out to be a very loving man someone who is the complete opposite of him back then. The said gentleman had three kids, two daughters named Ul and Mika, and a son, Deloria.
And out of all his children, Mika, Gray's mother was his favorite.
After hearing the approval from his grandpa, Gray smiled. "If I am able to bring the Ice Lance Hotels back on its feet, you will appoint me into the position of chairman, and if I fail I will be the one to resign." There were gasp around him, all his relatives; the Milkovich Clan raised their eyebrows at him. He showed them his calm demeanor but inside his heart was beating loudly and the only thought that was running in his mind was his wife.
Juvia. This is for you
When the meeting was adjourned, Gray was surprised when he came face to face with his older cousin. Her glare versus his boring stare, he really does not like her. "Ultear" he still has the decadence to greet her unlike her who just stared him down when in fact he was taller than her. Back then, he really wished to be close to her since her mother, his aunt, Ul was really kind to him, and he could not understand why she did not have her mother's trait.
"Are you out of your mind Fullbuster?!" she gritted her teeth, a weak attempt to contain her anger. Hmmm, she was not good into keeping her emotions.
"We are both business people, we think and calculate our moves to reach our goals, even to the extent of suicide."
"What you were doing is not suicide but genocide! If you fail, you do not just fail alone, the whole company as well." She spat at his face, her words made him ticked, his ears attentive.
Ultear staggered a bit but remain calm when Gray's eyes darken. "Isn't that what you did? What you are going to do? Suggesting to shut the area down is genocide"
She seemed taken aback; her words were cut out from her throat. When she did not utter another word, he started to walk away but not before he said his last words "It seems like you don't care about the company but wanted it for your selfish wiles" upon hearing the exact words she used a while ago made her red-face. He was crossing the line.
She could not remember how long she was standing there, face red from embarrassment, thinking of what to pick. Juvia Fullbuster was shopping for lingerie. Never had it ever came to her that she will buy sexy undergarments just to seduce someone.
Should she buy the pink one or the red one? Maybe blue will do? But what if he did not find it appealing?
The blunette could feel the pressure. Tonight, she wanted it to be perfect. She wanted him to like her body. Ever since, she was never fond of her body, she felt conscious, she did not like going into public baths with the fear of people seeing her body. Though she was a swimming captain, she still was nervous when it comes to her body. Her boobs were too big, some said that it would sag when she aged, and she had too wide hips, that made it hard for her to search for pants that might fit her. Oh, how much she wanted to cry. She did not know if Gray-sama would like Juvia's body.
Juvia looked so helpless inside the shop. The blunette looked like she did not belong there. An innocent girl that was lost in the sea of lingerie and revealing dresses.
"hmm, I think blue will suit you, but with your pale skin any color will suit you" upon hearing a voice, Juvia whipped her head to the side and blinked at the beautiful blonde woman.
"Hi" her chocolate brown eyes were kindly smiling at her.
"Hello."
"I'm Lucy and you are?"
"Juvia" she meekly answered. She felt really conscious because looking at Lucy, Juvia could say that she might be a model, and she looked like she was high profile.
"So you're shopping for lingerie? A special day perhaps? For your boyfriend?" Lucy winked, Juvia blushed from her words. Well, she hoped that it would be a special day rather night, for her and for her Gray.
"h-h-h-hai" Juvia embarrassingly admitted, she did not know if she should confide to a stranger. "But, it is for Juvia's husband."
"Oh." Lucy giggled, too much for Juvia's embarrassment. "honeymoon"
When Gray entered their house, the first thing he noticed was that he felt so…nervous.
"Tada—"before he finished his greeting, he was interrupted by a crash. He turned the corner and saw his wife, smiling goofily at him. She was on the floor, face flat.
"What happened?" Ahh, it was becoming a habit on asking about her welfare. If it was just another day, he would not even care. And he was aware of it, one thing was set on his mind, and that was he changed.
He tapped his shoes off, and Juvia went towards him and helped him take his coat off, to which he smiled. He watched as she blushed at him, unconsciously, he wrapped his arms around her waist. Pulling her flush on his body, he rested his head on the crook of her neck, inhaling her scent in the process. Truth be told, he missed her. His day at work, consists of paper works, conflicts, issues and more paper works, something that could make anyone go insane, and he swore that he was on the edge of it, but whenever he was with his wife, whenever she was in his arms, everything was so peaceful, so calming and oh so relaxing. She was his strength, his sanity.
Juvia felt her heart exploding inside her ribs, reminding her of her feelings for him, and it seemed like it was growing stronger and stronger in each passing days. Gray, not even once, she thought of him of an affectionate guy. He seemed so resolve, so far and so aloof. But now, he was the one who was initiating on touching and kissing. Not once had he failed to surprise her. When she felt him tighten his hold on her, her cheeks colored, their warmth fusing and becoming one, Juvia shyly snaked her arms around him, rubbing his back gently. "How was Gray-sama's day? Was it tiring?" she whispered on his hair. He smelt of sandal woods and cigarette.
She did not even get why she was whispering, maybe because of the fact that she did not want to disturb their position. His warmth was so comforting, making her skin tingles with excitement and contentment. To tell you the truth she wanted to stay like this. She wanted to stay in his arms. Shivers run down her body when his breath peppered her skin, his voice soft and low. "Yeah, it was." Goosebumps crawled down her arms as he run his hands up and down her silky smooth skin, his thumb caressing and loving the feel of her skin. "But I'm fine now." Juvia swore that her face was as red as the tomato now. There was something in his voice that was making her flustered. Magic. "…Now that I'm with you." He whispered, and god, why was he so sexy? His voice dropped a tone lower, it was deeper and huskier than before, and she felt the excitement raked through her body.
He pulled away just to see his wife's beautiful face, when Gray saw her closed her eyes; he could not help the smile to emerge. There was something amusing seeing her serene face, the way her cobalt lashes kissed her cheeks, and how it colors into deep red, or how her lips tremble with soft murmurs of words. She was magnificent. That was it. Without further ado, he closed their distance. He had been dying to kiss her ever since he left to work, he did not know what was it with her that made him addicted to her. Every swept and brushes they did was like a drug that sent him awake through the night.
She was his drug, and he was glad to be on her mercy.
He heard her sharp intake of air, as their lips touched; he gently brushed his lips on her, warily aware of his desire. He put his hand under her chin, as he turned an angle for them to kiss more passionately. When she tangled her arms on his neck, he could not help the groan that escaped from his lips. He loved it whenever she was becoming bold. He gently pushed her on the wall, he felt her gasped, an opportunity for him to insert his tongue and explore her warm mouth. Tongues clashed on each other, his hands found their way on her hips, and soon she felt his large hands caressing her skin under her top. She felt fire pooled down her stomach, the rush of the excitement and anticipation was too hard to ignore. The sensation that his fingertips were introducing to her was enough for her to lose it. She wanted to touch him, feeling her courage building up inside her, she planted her palm on his hard chest, roaming and exploring him.
Gray felt something inside him growl. The sensation of her hands on him made him grit his teeth and made grind his hips on hers. He heard her gasp once more, and he felt her tremble against him. He took hold of her wrists and pushed it over her head while caressing her arms. He wanted her. That was what his body was screaming.
They would have never part from each other if it wasn't for the need of air; their lips glistened with their mixed saliva. Hers were swollen and redder than ever. Face flushed, eyes half-lidded with lust and passion, he had never seen her like this, and he wanted to be the only one to witness her like this.
He pressed his forehead on hers, breathing her scent, calming his racing heart. When she peeked at him under those long cobalt lashes of hers, he knew he was a goner, next thing they both knew was that they engaged in the art of lip locking once more. A while ago he was fast, aggressive and impatient, this time, it was slow, soft and languid. He wanted to savor her. Before they part, he bit her lower lip and then proceeded to shower kisses on her long creamy neck.
When his tongue traced the column of her neck, Juvia's grip on him tightened, her sighs were constant, she was writhing, and the brushes of his lips on her skin made her body go on fire. Her fingernails scraped on his scalp when he sucked a sensitive spot, his tongue gently lapping on the red mark as he suckled. When he let go of it, he was proud of the mark it left. It was further accentuated because of her pale skin. He watched as she huffed, her chest heaving, her face flushed, lips parted and her eyes half-lidded. She looked like she was hypnotized.
He dipped his head once more, wanted to taste her again, hoping that it will relieve him from his craving. She was creating the most beautiful sound, music to his ears, she sounded so cute and sexy at the same time with her moans and whimpers, "Gray-sama" she half-moaned and whined when he left her lips.
"tadaima" he responded, finishing the earlier cut greeting, while smirking at her, damn it, she did not know how much self-control was he exerting right now just to not take her there on the wall. It took several seconds for Juvia to register what he said. Her eyes were still clouded with lust, her face red as tomato. But nevertheless, Juvia smiled at Gray, though a little disappointed that they stopped kissing, Juvia remembered that she bought lingerie just for a special occasion.
Her small shy smile made Gray stunned, because dammit, Juvia looked so adorable.
Juvia tiptoed at him to kiss his cheek and told him that she would just prepare the table so they could eat. When Juvia left him at the hallway, Gray immediately raked his fingers through his hair, his hand on the wall keeping him balanced because his knees were a little weakened by that smile. Juvia had no idea on what she was doing to Gray. Is this something she calls love? Gray thought to himself, his heart beating painfully inside his ribs because she was so happy. And he would be lying if he says he was not.
The moment he reached the kitchen Juvia was putting rice on his plate. He offered her a smile and watched how her face immediately colored. He was contented having Juvia around and they had small conversations.
When she was about to clean the table, Gray encased her wrist with his hand and pulled her to his lap. Juvia spluttered some nonsensical words but shut up when she felt Gray's arms wrapped around her.
"Gray-sama?" she asked as she combed his hair with her fingers. She was starting to worry.
"I'm sorry." He started and Juvia felt something inside her break. His voice held so much pain and sorrow "That was my mother's death anniversary." After those words came out, Juvia felt so guilty, she understood it now, no need to explain "Gray—sama.."
"Just listen to me. Please"
Gray kept his silence for a while, he had this feeling that if he opens his mouth, the tears would flow and he did not want Juvia to see him crying. But when he felt Juvia's hands rubbing gently down his back. He knew that she would never judge him. She was better than that.
He buried his face on her hair, and bottled up his courage to say his next words. "It was my fifth birthday. I always felt like my parents never loved me because they all thought about work, so on my birthday when everyone was busy, I packed my clothes and I…snuck out of our house." He inhaled a breath, and tried to relive that painful memory. Everyone might have laughed at him when they hear that story but not Juvia, she just remained quiet.
"I ran and ran, I don't know where I was, I just continued running, until I heard my mom calling my name, she told me to stop, but I did not listen." Another silence settled on them. "I continued running until I found myself in the middle of the road, a car approaching me so fast, my mom screaming my name and it was all so painful…" Juvia felt his shoulders shaking. His grip on her grew tighter.
"The next thing I knew,…w-when I opened my eyes,…Juvia, my mom…she—she was lying there on a pool of her own blood." Juvia winced at his hands gripped her waist a little tighter. "I…I k-killed my own mother."
"Shhh…its okay now, Gray-sama." Juvia whispered, her top wet from his tears. She wanted to make him look at her but he only buried his face on her chest, his shoulders frantically shaking. "Do you know what her last words were? She said she…she loves me."
"And what did I do? I killed her." His sobs were increasing by every second.
She buried her face on his hair. A pained look graced her features. "You did not. And I am sure of it. Juvia—I could see that you love her very much."
His sobs were muffled by her clothes, his arms tightened around her. "I know Gray-sama, that wherever she was, your mother is happy. She is happy that you are safe. She is happy that you are alive." She felt him relax while she was stroking his back. A soft smile grazed her features, "I am sure that she is in a better place, a place where she can't experience pain but happiness." Juvia remembered her mother and felt tears gather on her eyes. "So Gray-sama should not worry, because his mother loves him, Gray-sama's mother loves him." She repeated and hugged Gray, she remembered her mother, her mother who abandoned her and her father. So even so, Gray was still lucky that his mother still, even on her last breath, loves him.
"Juvia is thankful, she is thankful that you are safe. Thank you for being safe Gray-sama." She whispered, and she felt Gray moved his head and stared at her tear-stricken face. She did not know why but they both chuckled upon seeing each other's face.
He chuckled lowly. Gray heard her laugh while sobbing and it made him smile. "So thank you too." He whispered as he kissed the top of her head.
The night was full of tears and laughter. Though Juvia weren't able to use the lingerie she bought, she was happy. Happy, that Gray trusted her.
Gray was typing something on his laptop, something about the financial report for the month, when he heard his door opened and was closed with a bang. He raised an eyebrow upon seeing Juvia looking at him with a red face but a determined look on it. His eyes trailed from her face to her body. She was wearing a robe and she was holding a paper bag.
Gray put his laptop on the table near him and leaned back but his eyes still on his wife. He watched as her stance faltered. "What are you doing here?" he knew that he should be thankful that she went here inside his room on her accord, but she looked like she did not want to be here.
"J-J-Juvia…ano..The bathroom is…ahhh..ano,..Can Juvia use Gray-sama's bathroom?" she asked with saccharine voice that Gray thought was so out of character of her. He knew that Juvia's voice was already sweet but hearing her add that kind of tone made him thought that she was planning something. But then again, he just kept his mouth shut.
"Of course, use it all you want." He said and continued on what he was doing earlier. When his wife entered his bathroom, it was all his will power not to go after her or even imagine her naked body in there.
He tried to focus on the report that he was studying when he heard the door opened and soon he saw Juvia with a very embarrassed look plastered on her face. He raised an eyebrow at her and once again put his laptop away.
"C-Come and claim Juvia, Gray-sama!" she shouted with a very adorable face. After hearing Juvia say that, Gray felt shock waves through his body, specifically down there.
"O-okaaay?" he asked unsure, Juvia might be pulling a prank on him. But when she took her robe off, and when it pooled down around her feet, Gray knew Juvia was serious.
What made him more surprised was when he saw what Juvia was wearing.
He felt his face burn upon seeing his adorably cute wife wore something like that. Dammit, he swore he had seen women naked before, he swore that he had even did something more than just looking with them but he had never acted so flustered before.
Juvia was standing in front of him wearing blue lingerie, the bra was see-through and a snowflake was covering her nipples, her chest were so big that Gray thought it might snap any minute. It has a very thin lacy strap; it has a very thin cloth that was attached on the lower part of the bra running down through her stomach, she was also wearing a see-through panty and a big snowflake covering her warmth. But what made Gray's mouth water were her long, creamy, smooth legs. He did not know that she has beautiful legs. Arghh, it was because she was such a prude, always wearing conservative clothes.
The raven-haired did not know that Juvia, his wife, had a body for a model. She was so curvaceous, filled in all the right places, and her face is so cute. Gray always liked his women naughty, liberated, with lots of experience, great with their hands and mouth and Juvia was the complete opposite of that. She was so cute, so adorable, so innocent, so pure, but hot damn, her body was definitely his preference.
Juvia felt uncomfortable under his stare, when he had not spoken yet, Juvia felt her self-esteem lowered down. She knew that she was fat and Gray-sama—…
"Come here." He said, his voice lower than it was, huskier.
The next thing Juvia knew was Gray hovering on top of her, she looked at him under her cobalt lashes while pressing their index fingers together. "Gray-sama, please be gentle, this is…Juvia's first time." Gray would be lying if he says his not aroused by that cute face. Soon, his lips were pressing and brushing on those tender spots on her skin. His expression became dark with passion and lust. The tip of his tongue traced the column of her neck down to her cleavage. The blunette could feel him taking her bra off, she tried to relax and just savor the sensation of his lips on her skin and put the nervousness away from her mind.
"You look so beautiful" he whispered in between hot kisses on her neck. Juvia could feel the fire pooling at the bottom of her stomach, shivers run down her skin as his breath blew on her hot skin. Gray's hand were roaming around her, skimming and testing the softness of her. It was not his first time touching Juvia's skin, but this time, it was completely different because they were going to cross the line.
"Gray-sama" he heard her moan when he palmed her left breast. They were so big that it almost didn't fit his hand, Gray raised his head and saw her writhing beneath him, her face flushed, eyes clouded with lust. Her moans turned a little louder when his mouth cupped that pink nipple of hers. The warmth that his mouth was radiating was making Juvia crazy. He had always thought that she would taste amazing and it went beyond what he imagined. He could not get enough of her, her face, her body, her sounds, everything about her. Gray quickly took off his robe but his mouth remained sucking her breast, as Juvia's hands wrapped around his torso, pulling him closer.
"What will you do when you become the chairman?" Loke asked, one time. Gray just dismissed his question and another of his ways to make a joke out of him
When Gray's fingertips were skimming over her stomach, Gray could feel Juvia's grip tighten, and as swift as the wind, his hand went under her panties. He gritted his teeth upon feeling Juvia's warmth, and was she so wet. Every kisses he gave her she returned with sighs and moans that raked his body with shivers and arousal.
"You do know that the reason you're married to her was for you to remain your position as a president?" Gray stilled from what he was doing. Loke looked at him with stern eyes.
He captured her lips in a passionate kiss that sent both of them relinquishing on their own world. She had this effect on him. Whenever he was kissing her, he felt like they were the only people in the world. When his finger entered her, Juvia mewled on his lips, and seeing her like that made him groan. Their lips inches from each other, they were looking dazedly on each other like they were under a spell.
He regained his posture and looked at his secretary with masked expression "I know. That was why I am not doing something to make it hard for her to leave me." He took a pen and started to sign some papers when Loke opened his mouth once more.
"Are you really?"
He pushed his finger inside her warmth slowly, making her relax for a bit, while his tongue circled on her nipple. Her hands gripped his shoulders tightly when he bit her nipple, her nails imprinting on his skin as his thumb rubbed her sensitive bud.
Gray felt his hand froze. "Of course." He said with an edge, why was he asking him this question? He could feel his irritation increasing. "An agreement is an agreement, a deal is a deal, and what was written in the contract is something I will abide. You know me, I never break the rules."
She was so tight; he could already imagine how she would feel around him. Setting up the pace, Juvia's back arched towards him, she was trashing beneath him, her breasts pushed up on his hard torso. Their hearts thumping in synchronized pace.
Loke looked unimpressed and it seems like he did not believe him. "Just remember that. Juvia, she seems to be a kind girl, did you make it clear to her? Because she seems to be the kind of girl that when she loves, she will love dearly."
He breathed in her scent, sweet and musky. He tried to memorize the sounds she was making. When he curled his finger inside her, her voice came out a little higher, and he was starting to feel his pants tightening.
"I made it clear to her from the first day."
Juvia reached out and grasped his face between her small hands like it was so delicate and pulled him down on her. Their lips collided in frenzy, frantically supplying each other with air. His tongue scraped the top of her mouth and touched her teeth.
"I already told her that our marriage has no feelings intact." Something inside his chest thumped painfully.
When they parted, his teeth nipped her lower lip, sign that he did not want to stop. Their foreheads touched each other, their sighs mingling, their chests heaving. Their eyes closed savoring each others company. He dipped his head once more, her hands snaked through his neck, deepening their kiss, and when they part, she whispered the words that made his heart drum.
"I already told myself that once I reached my goal I will free her."
"I love you" she said in a voice above a whisper. And he stilled, it was not the first time he heard her say it, she had confessed to him before and they were in a tangled limbs, lips inches from each other, and heat engulfing their bodies when that happen and oddly enough that was their situation right now. "Juvia trusts Gray-sama" she sighed as she buckled her hips prompting his hand to move.
He met Loke's eyes with an unwavering gaze. A silent oath was said "I will free her."
When Juvia felt him take his finger out, she knew that something was wrong. Even in the midst of clouded mind, she knew something was wrong. When she looked at him, his face was turned away from her, his eyes covered by his bangs. Something pinched her heart painfully when he ripped his body away from hers, and Juvia, she felt cold. It felt like she was thrown into water full of ice.
His back was facing her, she tried to reach for his hand, only for him to avoid. She stared at him with eyes filled with tears already. Had it not a while ago they were happy? "G-Gray-sama?" when she opened her mouth, she was surprised at the broken sound of it.
But she was more surprised at the sound of her heart breaking inside with his word. "Leave."
With strength, she tried to smile it away, tried to shake it off; she reached for the sheets and hugged it around her torso. Hot big tears cascaded down her ample cheeks, she bit her lower lip to suppress the sobs but find it difficult when she wanted to talk. "Why?" she breathed out.
When he did not answer, unperturbed, she asked once more. "Did…" she took a deep breath, her lips quivering "…Did I-I do something wrong?" she even dropped her usual speech for him to know that she wanted this, that she was serious.
Hearing her voice laced with tears, sliced his heart into million pieces. He closed his eyes, hoping, wishing it would be easy though in reality it would not. And would never be. Why was it so different when it came to her? He had done his fair share of breaking up, and it was just a simple brush of his hand, a simple goodbye, and saying 'you're not good enough' but then when it comes to her, it should not be like that. When he heard the rustling of sheets, he furrowed his brows together, he could already see her, with her curls cascading down her pale shoulders, her tears glistening in the moonlight, though she had this painful expression, she was still a sight to behold.
He took a deep breath, he had to do this.
He had to.
For her.
"Just…" he breathed through his nose, pain scourging through him. "go."
He heard her sniffled and if that was not painful enough he heard her openly sobbing now. If they continue this—whatever it was, he knew it would be harder for her, for her to let go. With a swept of his hand, the sheets tousled down the bed. He washed his face with his hand, what was happening to him? It never hurt like this, he had hurt her before, not just once but many times already but this time, it hurts the most. Not just for her but for him too.
'Believe me, I never meant to hurt you'
When she closed the door, it became clear to him. It was clear as the waters; as selfish as it sounded he was not doing this for her, he knew that she was strong, that she would do her own part of the bargain, alas he knew who he was doing this to, but for himself. He was selfish, he was greedy.
Because in the end it was him who would be having trouble to let go.
It was for the third time, his knuckles softly kissed the wooden door. Juvia had been like this, for three days now, mind you, she did not want to go out of her room. And he understood it. She stopped cooking breakfast, she stopped doing the laundry, she just…she seemed like she gave up.
Guilt trampled on him like bricks, it was his fault, it always been. All the days that passed, with him not seeing her felt like something he was not used to. Funny, for 28 years he lived without her by his side and now that he was experiencing solitude, he wished he never did. It felt like tasting something you had never tasted before, you're wary and scared.
When she did not answer, he repeated it again, and when she did not answer, he released a sigh. "Juvia, I made breakfast, you should eat it."
The truth was, he wanted to see her, just a glimpse of her would be enough before he leave. It would be able to quench his thirst, his need.
"I…" he started and felt his eyes sadden from the thought of leaving her. "I'm leaving." He took a deep breath, he could already feel his heart breaking just with the thought of not seeing her for another days. "…and I…I will not be back for a week."
Inside her room, Juvia clutched the pillow closer to her, tears silently falling from her eyes, 'don't go, don't go, don't go' she repeated inside her mind like a mantra, as she closed her eyes. Her lip quivering, shoulders shaking, heart breaking, her breath came short and heavy, her hands fisted on the sheets as she tried not to break the door open and beg him—clutch onto him, hug him, not to go.
Those three days of not seeing him was already killing her, and a week? She did not know if she could do it. She did not know if she could survive. Her chest heaved as she kept herself breathing, she should not cry or she would have an asthma attack. She tried to think all of the good times all the funny things but the thing that flashed in her mind were the night he rejected her.
Her heart lurched painfully inside her ribcage. Some might say that she should be used to it. The truth was, she was, she was used to the rejection, to the pain that he would cause whenever he would say no, whenever the reminder that there were no feelings in those kisses, that their marriage was no sort of happily ever after, she knew, she knew it, she knew it all along. But it was not her fault it hurts; it was not her fault it still stings, it was not her fault she was in love.
Gray pressed his forehead on her door, closed eyes, he tried to imagine her beautiful smiling face looking up at him, he tried to imagine whenever she whispers his name, he tried to remember her delicate hands on his face and he tried to imagine the warmth that her embrace would send to him. He tried to imagine her with him.
He pressed his knuckle on her door, "I was assigned to supervise the branch at America, Dad was called sick, and so I have to go there in place of him." His father was the one originally assigned at the America branch, but since he was down with a fever, the job was for him to shoulder. Even if the two of them were in ominous term, even if he wanted to sort their problem out, and put an end to it, but he had to leave, he had to leave because it was his job.
With another deep breath, he whispered "I'll be leaving now." He stepped away, hesitantly at first, waiting if she would come out of her door. The truth was, he waited for another minute outside her door, hoping, wishing, 'Just one glimpse, please.'
When she did not come out, a sad smile surfaced on his features. His heart wounded with a gaping hole. The chauffer opened his car's door; Loke was helping in loading his baggage inside the trunk. When he stepped forward, he gave one last look at their house, his eyes longingly looking at Juvia's window. 'Just one glimpse, please, my hime'
Loke's voice waked him and pulled him back to reality. "Gray, we have to go." He just simply nodded and entered the car. When they were seated inside, Gray could feel Loke's eyes on him, Gray looked so anxious that he would bolt out any minute now, but to Loke's surprise he just stayed.
And the car started to move.
…..
"He's leaving; he's leaving' she told herself, when the engine started. 'DO SOMETHING'.
But Juvia just laid there. Her heart thumped painfully inside her ribcage, a reminder that she was hurt, that she was rejected, a reminder that she loved.
Tears were stopped flowing minutes ago, maybe it was because of lack of energy to shed just another drop. Could she really do it? Being apart from him? Could she be able to live like this? When she closed her eyes, Juvia was then reminded of the smiles that he rarely shows, she was reminded of the kisses that brought fuzzy warmth into her tummy, she was reminded of the hugs he encased her, she was reminded of the gentle caresses he blessed here to, she was reminded of his stubbornness, she was reminded of his hardworking self, she was reminded of his embarrassed face whenever he compliments her cooking, she was reminded of him.
Only him.
Right now, she was missing him, what more when he left her, who then, who then can fill this emptiness in her?
Only him. Only her Gray-sama.
With a push, Juvia stood with staggering stance. She needed him. Crap with that pain, the hell with that rejection, she needed him. With big steps, she reached for her door and ran. She did not care if she looked like a madwoman with disheveled hair, with dry tears clinging on her pale face, she did not care if she was not wearing a bra and was sporting a skimpy nightgown that stopped mid thigh.
She bolted out the door, with fierce determination running and burning through her nerves. She ran even if she was barefooted, she ran even if her lungs were hurting. The wind slapped on her face, her curly blue hair flapping on her back, she does not care even if her legs collapsed. She needed him.
"Gray-sama!" she screamed. Hoping he would hear, hoping he'd hear the sound of her heart, hoping that her love would be noticed. A while ago, she gave up crying but it seemed like a new power bursted inside her and gave her strength. Fresh fat tears rolled down the curve her cheeks; she screamed his name like a song stuck in mind.
"Gray—ahhh" she tumbled down, her legs quivered from exhaustion, her knee bled from the scrape. Some might think that she was crying because of the wound but no. She bawled her eyes out; she fisted her hands and scratched her face with it. She was so pathetic. Weak. Why can she never keep in mind that he was out of reach?
She cried and cried. She almost didn't notice the sounds of hurried steps towards her. When she raised her head, she saw an extended hand. Juvia cried once more, when she met the gaze of her husband. Weakly, she reached for his hand, she was surprised at the force he exerted to pull her up and their lips met halfway, to compensate for all the days and nights she was apart from him.
It took her seconds to overcome her shock and respond to his kiss. She closed her eyes and clung on to his suit like he was her lifeline, she felt the strength of his arms. He wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her up for him to deepen the kiss, his other hand on the back of her neck pushing her more on him. Juvia's feet were not touching the ground, literally and figuratively.
When they part, Gray pressed his forehead on hers, Juvia's feet was on top of his signature shiny shoes. Juvia sighed on his lips, her hands planted on his broad chest.
"Juvia will miss you." She croaked out.
"I miss you already" Juvia blushed at the deep and rich voice of his. The blunette was having a hard time standing up because of her wound but Gray kept her upright. "I have to go." The tone of his voice made her sad, Gray frowned at remorse of the thought of leaving her.
"I know." The strength of her voice made him smile. He knew that Loke and his staffs were snickering at him but he did not care, he knew that no one had the audacity to tease him except of course Loke. Him, he can handle. He was about to say something when Juvia pulled him down for a kiss, and he was so happy to oblige.
The intensity of her kiss made him blush when they part, and had that happened to him before? No, this woman was the only one who could do it to him. A cute and adorable expression settled on her already cute face, she pointed at him as she told him "Juvia will not be there, so Gray-sama should not forget to eat, don't forget to rest because Juvia knew he would not do that, don't forget to sleep, Gray-sama needs that the most. Please, do not smoke—"
"You knew about that?!"
"Juvia knew Gray-sama smokes, she could smell it, please don't drink too much alcohol, lessen Gray-sama's intake of caffeine, and drink milk—"
"You know I don't like Milk—"
"Don't forget to tidy up your things, so it will be easier to search for your files—"
"Tsk, that's because you're a clean freak"
"Juvia isn't a clean freak, it was Gray-sama's fault that his room was a monster's lair—"
"What the—?" he exclaimed, exasperated.
"Gray-sama should not stay up late so much"
"I don't know—" he said unsure.
"And lastly.." that caught his attention back to her, she looked at him with hooded eyes, she caught him off guard once more when she kissed him hard that it almost left him staggering back. Almost. "Gray-sama should not look at any love-rivals"
That made him smirk, 'love-rivals?huh?'
"Understood?" she stabbed him with her slender finger.
"Yes ma'am" had he told her that he did not like PDA? But look at him hugging and kissing her in the middle of their neighborhood. Good thing it was still early, and no one was still up.
Gray's smile faltered when his eyes landed on his wife's healthy and well-endowed bosoms. He felt his ire rising up, a nerve twitching on his forehead, when he noticed that she was not wearing a bra, for goodness sake, her nipples pebbled beneath her silk gown. And it did not help that she was wearing a very short and low cut nightgown, that the cheek of her butt was showing when he pulled her up on him. Why didn't he saw this nightgown in her wardrobe?
Juvia shivered when she saw the dark expression on her husband's face. She cutely blinked at him, oblivious to the dilemma he was having. "Stay there." Juvia watched as he shrugged off his coat and covered it around his wife, and that was when Juvia was aware of the chilliness of the air. Was it just because of the weather or Gray?
Gray would be lying if he says that Juvia did not look more adorable, with his big coat around her. He heard her gasped when he scooped her high in his arms, he quickly noticed her light weight and frowned.
When Gray entered the car, once again, he was sighing and Loke was looking at him with amused eyes. "What?" he curtly asked. They were going to miss the flight but it was fine, they could use the private plane.
Too much to his chagrin, Loke just continued his smirk, "Seems like you're in it too deep." He said eyeing the crumpled suit of his.
"Shut up." But Loke was undeterred.
"Don't you think you stayed there unnecessarily longer?"
"Shut up."
When Loke opened his mouth, Gray knew that his teasing would never end, "If you don't shut your mouth, your next pay will be on the next five years."
"What?!"
Now, Gray was sure that that would shut him up. He bid the chauffer to start the engine, and Gray closed his eyes. If a while ago he looked very anxious, so tired, now he looked relax. The president raked his fingers through his hair and smiled secretly.
When they got home, he told Loke and the others to wait outside, he carried Juvia inside the house like a bride and they were newlywed. He rolled his eyes when he saw her blushed red. Though Loke had asked Juvia to tend her wound, Gray beat him to it, saying he could do it to her, to which made Loke grinning like a Cheshire cat. The truth was, he did not like Loke, and any other men touching what was his.
He immediately put her on her bed and looked for the first aid kit. "Gray-sama, Juvia can do it, you should go or you'll miss your flight."
He stared her down, his eyes dark and promising death, Juvia chuckled nervously and let him do his work. When he was finished Juvia beamed at him. "Thank you—"the blunette was cut off by his kiss. With the sensation that his lips were bringing, Juvia closed her eyes and soon found herself lying on the bed. Gray's hand was immediately on her hair and the other massaging her right breast.
"Mmmhh" she moaned when he left her lips and started sucking on her neck, the coat soon was discarded on the floor. Juvia's hands fisted on his hair and caressed his scalp down to his shoulder, earning a throaty groan from him. Her husband settled himself between her legs, grinding his hips on hers. He captured her lips once more, brushing languidly, their tongues fighting for dominance.
Juvia could feel her strap being pulled down, and when her breast were revealed they bounced like balls and he did not waste a second and put her hard nipple in his mouth while the other was being aggressively massaged by his hand. He tugged on her right nipple with his fingers and captured her left nipple between his teeth. He heard her scream and he did not care if the people outside would hear her. When he released her nipple, his saliva was overflowing, and he did the same treatment to the other. Her breath came out short and shaky.
His other hand was busy roaming her body and griped her butt and pushed her towards his warmth closer. When his hand entered Juvia's panties, "Gray-sama, ahh,nghh." Her toes curled up from the sensation that his fingers were bringing to her.
"You came out without a bra." He told her between gritted teeth. Her hands came tangled through her glorious blue hair that glowed like a halo. She screamed when he hit something inside her. He growled when he felt her becoming tighter around him. "You came out with that nightgown"
"Gr-gray—ahh—samaaaaahhh" he licked her earlobe and bit it lightly. "You need to be punished, my hime." He continued thrusting his fingers inside her faster and faster, he did not mind the painful erection inside his pants, he just needed to see her get pleasured.
He grunted when she convulsed beneath him, her face turning into bliss. For him, she was never beautiful than there, with her hair disheveled, face flushed, eyes hooded with lust, chest heaving and her beautiful breasts exposed for his eyes to feast.
And he kissed her, this time, slowly and gently. When they part their saliva connected them like web. "I'll leave you a message when we get there." He huffed out, and when Juvia asked him about his…and eyed his bulged crotch.
He had his trip to his bathroom.
"Loke." He called his friend; Loke diverted his attention back to the president. A question flying in his head, once he heard how serious his voice was.
His hazel eyes directly went towards Gray. The dark-haired man had his eyes covered by his fringes, his hand adjusting his tie. "What if…"
He threaded his long fingers on his hair on pushed his fringes up. "What if I don't want to let her go?"
Loke, with his index finger pushed his glasses up from his nose bridge, a small smile placed on those lips. "Then don't."
When the car stopped, before they went out, Loke put his hand on Gray's shoulder, gave Gray his smile, "Then keep her."
That maybe, was one of the days that Gray dropped one of his surprises on him. Gray gave him a smile.
Juvia sighed as she submerged on the hot tub. The excess water immediately tumbled out of the tub due to the added weight. The blunette reached for her shampoo and started making lather on her hair, massaging it and relaxing herself. The jasmine oil and the fruity scent of her shampoo bombarded the bathroom and made her sink in the tub.
The heat of the water was enough to take the tensions and aches out of her body, her pale skin was red because of the temperature. She had started working on the company that Bora-kun recommended. It was really tiring since after just staying at home, she was working now.
Pressing her hands together, she made bubbles on it. The sight made her smile, soon it faded when something entered her mind. Guilt weighed heavy inside her heart. She still hadn't told Gray about her working. And she remembered the animosity that he seemed to have against Bora.
"He would be mad." She uttered to herself as she applied the shower gel on her body. Would he hurt her? Nah, even though he was short tempered he would never hit her. Raising her leg, Juvia applied the shower gel on it. She just had to explain, she knew he would understand. But then he hated getting his ego bruised.
When Juvia finished taking her bath, she immediately went towards her nightstand where her new phone was. Seeing that there were no messages made her deflated. The only message he sent to her was four days ago, and that was when he told her they had arrived safely and a package, with a new expensive phone in it.
Puckering her lips together, she typed a message. "Gray-sama, how are you? Have you eaten already?" Sent.
She had been doing these. She was always sending him messages, she was sure his phone had almost one hundred messages, perhaps. Did he find it annoying? The thought made her gasped, what if the reason he did not sent her some replies was because he found it irritating? She slumped on the bed with a frown.
Did he ever think of her as annoying?
Clasping her hands on her chest, she hoped not.
She even tried to phone him once, but it was always directed it to voice mail. Didn't he know that she missed him? She remembered crying while sleeping, she lost her appetite and sometimes, she could not get enough sleep that made Bora worried at work, and got herself scolded by her boss.
Sometimes, she searched him at the internet, supplying her information that she could not get. And that was enough. To get her for one night.
Juvia was in the middle of copying the papers her boss assigned to her when her phone rang. With sleepy eyes, Juvia reached for her phone and opened it. The blunette's eyes immediately widened up, heart hammered from what she saw. Frantically, Juvia ran towards Bora's cubicle.
Her colleague raised an eyebrow at her. "Bora-kun, I have to go." The urgency on her voice made him stand up and asked what was wrong.
The married woman thrust the papers at Bora and told him in a pleading voice, "Please, Can you take care of these for me. I really have to go."
He grabbed the papers from her. "O-Okay" but Juvia was already running towards the exit. The dark haired man could not help smile sadly, he already knew what—who made her like that.
I am at Narita airport, Flight DL 173, come here quickly
—Hubby Gray-sama.
And due to her haste, she weren't able to read the next message.
'P.S. We are not going back home from airport.'
….
Juvia was heaving when she got into the airport; her bangs clung on her forehead due to her sweat, her blue eyes searching, searching for that someone she wanted to lay her eyes on.
In the midst of people who were busy walking and minding their own business, Juvia felt so alone. Immediately she missed him once again. Gray-sama. That was why when she laid eyes on that handsome face of his, she could not help the grin to come out.
When he met her gaze, he immediately smirked at her direction, and Juvia felt her world light up once more. He was her sun.
He stood inches away from her, but everyone could feel the longing they both had for each other. Both of them made no effort to move, they just basked in their presence, and Juvia felt like they were the only ones in these world.
Loke was smiling at the back, happy for the both of them, especially for Gray. He needed someone, and Juvia was there to fill it up.
"Juvia." It was his word that snapped her back to her reverie. Soon, Gray felt her arms around him and he let himself enjoy her warmth. Juvia pressed her cheek on his chest, reveling on the warmth that she longed for. He even wasn't able to check her out.
They wouldn't have part if it wasn't for Loke's snickering. The blunette babbled up some nonsense, failing to clear the awkwardness in the air. Gray just shot his deathly glare at his secretary. His dark eyes watched as Juvia went to grab one of his bag to which he reached for her hand. "Let them do their work." He said while frowning. The dark-haired man glared at Loke. It was so close for their hands to touch, and he hated that.
"O-okay." He watched as her face started to glow red. Her blue eyes fixed on their intertwined hands. A shy smile graced her doll-like face.
A squeaked came past her red lips when Gray pulled her forward, she almost hit her face on his hard back. When his eyes landed on her face, he was sporting an irritated expression. "Why are you walking behind my back? Arghh, woman" he mumbled and stared her down, silently telling her 'stay by my side'.
Juvia answered back with those dazzling smile of hers.
"Gray-sama, this is not the way to our house." Juvia informed Gray, as she looked at the window from his car. Gray had dismissed Loke and his staffs when they reached their vehicles. Juvia could not help but wonder what was wrong between Gray and Loke when Loke looked at them suspiciously while smirking.
Gray glared at her in his peripheral vision, and she immediately shut her mouth. When the car stopped Juvia could not help but blush and felt her heart skyrocketed upon seeing where they are. H-Hotel?!
"Didn't I tell you that we are not going home from airport?" he encased her wrist with his hand and his wife was blushing madly for the whole time. And Gray could not help the rumble of chuckle form coming past his lips.
The tension was palpable inside the suite that Gray booked. And what was more awkward was it was a honeymoon suite. Juvia, felt her heart racing inside her chest, especially when Gray locked the door behind them. A lump formed inside her throat. "U-um, Juvia is sure Gray-sama is hungry, Juvia will just—"
"There's room service for that." He said, cutting through her smoothly.
She heard the clutter of his expensive wrist watch on the table on their side, his body comfortably warm at her back. "U-h, how about souvenirs?—"
"That could wait." His voice made delicious shivers down her whole body, making her frozen in place, especially, when she felt her back came contact with Gray's hard torso. "G-G-Gray-sama?!" The tip of his nose was gliding on the smooth skin of her neck, his arms made their way around her possessively caging her.
"You always smell so good. My hime" he whispered, her eyes closing from the sweet and deep sound of his voice. Her breath immediately emerged in short pants, his lips brushed on her skin, sending alarms through her body.
Fire run through her veins.
This was it, she stated in her mind. We are going to be one.
When his hand turned smoothly around him, their lips met halfway. Seeking solace, with every brush of their lips, their tongues fighting for dominance, their hearts answering the beats they were making.
Juvia snaked her arms around his shoulders, and she felt her husband's left hand on her face, the pad of her thumb caressed her red cheek, while the other one was under her top making circular patterns on her now heated skin. They kissed with aching sweetness.
They parted, their lips inches from each other, her eyes clouded with endless devotion for him, as his thumb rubbed her lower lip. Gray pulled her up against him, her breast pushed up from him, ready to claim those lips once more when they heard a phone ringing.
Gray, still engrossed at her lips, ignored the sound and only to scoff when Juvia pushed him. "Gray-sama should answer it." She told him, Gray could sense that she, too, was mad from being distracted, but she was better than him in masking it.
"President, I'm sorry but—"
"Loke." Gray's voice was so calm that Juvia had a hard time deciphering if he really was, calm, because the air seemed to turn thick that it could make her choke.
"hahaha, Did I disturb you? Are you in the middle of it?—"
"no." Gray deadpanned.
Gray heard some shuffling in the background. "Anyways, there was an urgent meeting from the company"
Gray's eyes widened and Juvia felt worried, she could already see him leaving, when he shut his phone Juvia offered him her smile, well, at least she tried to. "I'll be leaving, the company needs me."
"O-kay, Juvia understands" she turned her back at him and went towards her bag. To say Gray was shock was an understatement. He had never thought Juvia would just accept that. He felt his ire raising and Gray felt panic shot through his body when he saw Juvia putting her coat home.
"Well, then, Juvia has to go home, she will cook dinner" in that moment Gray felt something annoying fester inside his chest, she still had not look at him. "…and just leave her a message." That was when his limit perked.
His hand found its way on her shoulder and forcedly made her look at him. "E-eh?"
"What do you mean you're going home?!" Juvia's heart pumped loudly inside her chest upon seeing Gray's expression, he looked like a child whose candy was stolen. Her heart hammered like crazy and felt like it would just snapped dead any minute, especially with his next words. "Don't you want to do it with me?"
She shook her head no, and tried to take that kind of thought out of his mind. She, of all people, wanted to do it with him.
"Iie, Juvia never said—"
"I want to do it now." Gray stomped his foot like a little child, and his face looked like that if she denied him, he would throw a tantrum.
Juvia stood there, frozen shocked, red-faced, and heart plummeting beyond the stars. "B-But Gray-sama, had not even text nor called Juvia this past week—"
"That was because—" Juvia's baby blue cat-like eyes watched as Gray washed his face with his hand, and was it just her or his face was so red? "If I hear your voice, I know I wouldn't be able to last a week before I hurry and get back to you."
Her chest heaved up and down from what he said, she was dumbstruck. Could it be that—"
The next thing she knew was she was on the king-sized heart shaped bed, the mattress creaked due to the added weight of her husband on top of her. She should speak now, but her voice seemed to be swallowed by her nervousness. The beeping sound of Gray's phone and he heart beating was the only sounds she could hear.
"Loke." He started.
"Gray?"
"I trust that issue to you and to the vice president." Hearing what he said made Juvia stunned, her body seemed to be glued to the mattress as she was having a hard time to move. Her face burned as she met Gray's steel gaze, "I will not go to the company today, until tomorrow afternoon." His hand were already untying his tie, and undoing the first three buttons of his dress shirt, as he hit the end call button.
When he dipped his head on the side of her face, Juvia hoped that Gray would not hear how fast her pulse was beating. "I was hurt when you said you wanted to go home" his hands fisted on her side, she could not see his face but she could feel him shaking. "I want you to want me, my hime, I want you to want me too" he whispered, and when he raised his head, his large warm hands cupped her face. And when he dipped his head down to claim her lips, Juvia had a sharp intake of breath.
"I waited for a whole freaking long week to be alone with you." He told her truthfully when they parted, Juvia squirmed beneath him when his hands fisted beneath her top and pulled it off her. His large calloused hands lovingly touched every inch of her skin.
Every touch of his hands, every skim of his fingers was followed by fire on its wake. Soon, their clothes were discarded and forgotten on the floor below.
Juvia was surprised when Gray's lips brushed on her cheek, immediately wiping her tears away, she was so happy. His lips found her forehead, touched the tip of her nose, and his hand cupped her chin and raise it for her lips to meet his. He kissed her gently, passionately, and slowly, he wanted it to never stop.
He peppered her body with his loving kisses, his hands worshipping her body in a silent oath. He wanted her. He watched her face turned into a deep shade of red when he tugged her panty off, he kissed her inner thighs, and her sighs and pants were enough to tell him she was in bliss.
Juvia's eyes opened in alarm when she felt his tongue touched her inner most secret. "Gray-sama!" she called him, but it only went out as a plea, a plea for him to kiss her more. She had her face covered the whole time Gray was kissing her. When he stopped he took her hands off her face, so he could study her more, "N-No" she croaked out.
"Quit that, I want you to look at me." He told her, and pushed those hands above her head, his eyes tracing, memorizing, and engraving every detail of her body in his mind. Her hair blazed like a halo around her, her ivory skin was so smooth and irresistible to touch, those pouty red lips that was as addicting as a drug, he wanted it all, he wanted everything she would give and he would cherish her.
He dipped his head and traced the valley of her breasts with his hot tongue and she shivered like she was cold. She trashed beneath him like she was going mad. Gray hugged her as she heaved out a sigh. "This is bad, Juvia."
Her brows met together, confusion etched her doll-like face.
"I really really want to relax you first but" when he raised his head and met her innocent beautiful eyes, Juvia swore her heart skipped a beat by the look he was giving to her. "I want to be inside of you."
"Juvia trusts Gray-sama, and because she wanted to" she said while reaching out and pressing her lips on his in a sweet peck. Then the next thing she knew was his hands cupped her knee and pushed them a part, giving him the most wonderful sight.
He guided himself at her entrance; Gray could not help the groan from escaping his lips upon feeling her warmth on the tip of his member. Then in a long sweet agonizing wait, he pushed himself inside of her. It was so tight, warm, wet and wonderful to be inside of her. She was so pure, so innocent and his. Finally.
"N-No way, Stop. Gray-sama" the raven haired felt Juvia's small hands planted on his chest, in an attempt to push him away. Gray hugged her and tried to pull her sweat covered body on his. "Hime, hime" he called out and his heart lurched painfully upon seeing her tears.
And what hurts the most was she was a sobering mess beneath him. He had never done it with a virgin before, he did not know what to do, Juvia was so special and he wanted it to be pleasurable for her as it was pleasurable for him.
"It hurts, so…" she hiccupped "Juvia did not know it would hurt so bad." She balled her hands into a fist as she wiped her tears dry. Gray cradled her face on his chest and whispered for her to stop crying. "I know, I know."
"But, I can't help it." He shivered when he felt her grip his manhood a little tighter. "I know how hard it was for you but, I want you to know…" he caught his breath in an attempt to control his desire for her. "That I had never been this happy."
Yes, he had never felt this kind of happiness, the kind of happiness that his heart might burst any second now. Nothing, not even when he was assigned to be a president, no, this feeling was incomparable to anything he had experience.
Juvia, even while sniffling, hugged Gray tighter. "I-It's okay. Gray-sama can move." she felt him look at her but she did not want to meet his gaze. "If, if it is Gray-sama, Juvia can endure the pain."
Juvia was happy sharing this moment with him, she was happy she was able to see this side of him, Gray was just like her, he wanted them to be one.
Blue clashed with Black, she held their gaze for as long as she could, as she could feel her heart was faltering from the love she was receiving. "I can endure it all, but in return, Gray-sama" she moved her hands, cradled his face gently between her small hands, "Give your all to me, and I will give my all to you"
Another shot of pain surged through her, making her weak on her knees, when Gray pushed himself inside her. He moved gently trying to get himself inside her tight virginal walls. "In r-r-returnnn, you should love me" she said through gritted teeth, her nails were now digging on the skin of his arms. She could feel him shivering as low grunts and pants reached her ears. This was even harder for him, she knew.
"Yes, I would." His words were strong, the assurance from it made her heart swell from happiness. With last push Gray grunted out another words for her, only for her ears to hear. "I love you"
Fat hot tears cascaded down her rounded cheeks. At last, at last she knew what his feelings were. At last she knew that they were in the same boat. It felt like she was on cloud nine and soaring past the skies. It felt like she was so strong and she could take all the pain and struggles in life without even batting an eyelash.
Because that night, that night she truly felt being Juvia Fullbuster.
She's Gray Fullbuster's.
His and only his.
They became one not only in body but in heart and soul.
A/N: So do you guys like it? No? Yes? Tell me your thoughts about this, till the next update, mwah mwah, hart hart.
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