I woke the next morning in the couch covered in a warm, thick blanket. I was pulled against an equally warm body. I nuzzled down on the chest I was laying on and heard the man under me groan. "I'm sorry did I wake you Shannon?" I asked sarcastically.

"No but you are turning me on so much it's starting to hurt." I looked up and smiled at Shannon to realize he had been up for a while.

"You brat, you've been holding on to me. Dreaming about me all morning just waiting for me to be yours again, haven't you?" He just smiled down at me, and kissed my forehead.

"You've always been mine. Just because you don't have a ring on your finger from me, doesn't mean that you aren't mine." I nuzzled down on his chest to feel it was bare. I smiled sinisterly and kissed his chest. He groaned again but it turned into a squeal when I quickly bit down on his peck.

I laughed as he flipped us over and proceeded to kiss me soundly while trying to put his hand up my shirt. "Hey you two, no sex on my couch. I love you both to death and the happier you are the better. But I do not want to see my baby sister and her new boyfriend having sex. Wait a second this isn't a new boyfriend is it Lins'. You haven't had a boyfriend since senior year. You just got back together with an old one."

I was going to cuss him out but his phone rang. I jumped up off Shannon and walked up stairs. I heard the footsteps behind me as I went into the bathroom upstairs. I looked in one of the hidden compartments I have in all the houses I go to. I pulled out my bag only to have it pulled away from me. I looked up to see Shannon holding it. "You don't get this. I should have told Matt or Jeff when I found out you did this in high school. But with you still hurting yourself I'm going to tell them now. Not only am I going to tell them. I'm going to find a way to keep you from doing it." He had the bag in his hand and was walking down stairs.

I followed him and walked into a kitchen that contained both of my brothers. I tilted my head as they both talked excitedly. Shannon cleared his throat, "Guys if you got the same call that I did this morning I'm sure you're in a good mood, and I'd hate to be a kill joy but I need to tell you something."

Jeff saw the see through bag in his hands and what it contained. "What is it Shannon?"

"Lindsey has a problem with cutting herself." Matt's head snapped up and Jeff just looked over to me. "She's had this problem since high school. I got her to stop when we started to date but it seems that she has started it again."

Matt came over to me looking stern, he was going to say something but Jeff spoke first. "Then we're just going to have to help her out so she doesn't get so stressed or upset. It's a good thing that the Raw GM called all three of us and asked us to come back." I looked around and saw all of the boys smiling. "He said that he called you and you said you'd love to come back but you wanted to stick around here and take care of us. Well now we are all going back to work in the WWE and even you get to come back to work. So you can take care of us there."

"Is that what caused you to hurt yourself Lindsey, stress?" I nodded looking around at all the people that made up my world. "Is it us that stressed you out? If we stressed you out because of you having to help us, you should have just left, even if it was just for a week. You should have gotten away, hell you could have gone and spent a week at Shannon's shop getting covered in ink. I wouldn't have cared. I don't want you getting hurt or hurting yourself."

I looked down upset with myself that I had upset them. I heard Matt yelp looking up to see that Jeff had a hold of his ear and was twisting it. "You are upsetting her and causing her stress now. You know from experience that if you are scolding, you are upsetting and that is going to cause her stress. Just tell her that we'll help her as best we can and leave it at that Matthew."

I laughed and Jeff came over and swept me into a tight hug and carried me out of the room. I wound up in his room that was in Matt's house. He set me down on the bed carefully. He took my hand and ran it over his left arm. Shocked I ran my fingers over it again looking up at Jeff. "Yup I used to cut too. Matt caught me in high school and was so upset. He glued himself to my side even moved my bed into his room so I couldn't be alone. He first yelled at me asking why, why I would do it, then he figured it out I was too stressed out. That's when Matt taught me how to wrestle. You remember when I started to teach you how to wrestle?" I nodded it was a good day for me. "That's because I noticed you getting more and more stressed. I heard you crying one night and went to check on you. You were fifteen and I saw you in your bathroom with blood running down your arm. The next day I asked you if you wanted to learn to wrestle. That got you and Shannon together, and you were so much better."

I smiled and just shook my head. "So you were giving me a way to relieve my stress without hurting myself. Then I took a different path instead of wrestling and Matt caused me and Shannon to split. I just got so stressed I had to find an out. I remember being around you on spring break and some of it melting away. But I still got so stressed then you basically dragged me into the WWE and it helped so much more. I've been home and was listening to Shannon's wife bad mouth him and got so stressed again."

"Ah but now there are a couple things to help your stress melt away again, one, Shannon is getting a divorce, he called a lawyer while you were asleep on him. Two Shannon is now yours again, and if Matt tries to interfere again tell me and I'll beat on him for you. And three, you have a nice violent career to get back into to help even more. But if all of this stresses you out again you need to tell me, Matt, or Shannon. Now we need to pack John said he wants there after Survivor Series." I smiled as I jumped down the stairs and ran to the door, heading out to my house to pack.