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The man had already convinced her how much he needed to go with the group that was going to rob the small bank in the nearest course,she didn't simply agree; that was wrong...that wasn't the way to live, and most of all that was dangerous.

She had a bad feeling about it, but she couldn't change her husband's mind who wanted to get her food, new clothes, and mostly a wedding ring that could show the world that he was hers, and she was one from Meteor City seemed to be able to afford a wedding ring, and he knew how much would it mean for his beloved wife.

the next day,the aspiring man kissed his wife goodbye and left,and she could only wish that he never left...

Two days later, the news reached Meteor city…
There had been a Judas among the group. He was probably paid to betray them, therefore, the police was able to arrest them firstly, and execute all the members of the group later, and the Judas ran away with the money.

Everything in her life turned upside down, and she could actually feel for the first time of her life all the pain other kurutas felt, and even worse.
She could feel a sharp knife tearing her heart into thousands of hundreds of pieces.
Her husband was everything to her, and to her, losing him would mean losing the bones that kept her up, the soul that made her a living human-not a thing, and the purpose that kept her alive.

It was either that he was killed, or even worse; that he was the betrayer, and she prayed inside for it to be the first one. She didn't want him to be the one to betray and steal, and leave her alone all with his woman mourned her husband for slow long days and painful nights. Days passed, tears wouldn't stop, and the "June's Sorrow" plant never grew up.

by the last day of August, the plant still hadn't grew up, and the women was sure then that she was pregnant and almost at the end of her second month.
What an unpleasant thing to discover after the death of the baby's father! Normally, that would be the greatest news a married woman would like to hear, but in her case, that was the only thing that could make her feel worse…her awaited child wouldn't have a father.

Her neighbor Shizuku,-who stayed by her side for the whole time since her husband was gone-tried to calm the blond woman's wounded heart, but it was of no use.
However, she would still help the pregnant woman with everything she needs.
Shizuku had brown eyes, but she was gifted with the incapability of having them turn red, and that's why she was more confident about going out in public. or wasn't it a gift?

She has always tried to convince the blond woman how bad sadness was for her health, but the blond one couldn't get all the black thoughts out of her head, and that caused her some serious headache, which grew harder day by day even in her sleep. It seemed to be some long-lasting headache that the woman started thinking that she would have to adapt to living with it for the rest of her life.
Maybe she wasn't getting enough food for her and for the baby.

She had also passed out twice in a week, and would vomit after waking up everyday not knowing if all this suffering was merely a pregnancy sign…but what else could it possibly be?

A day after a day, those symptoms were only growing harder, and the blond woman's memories were some why floating up simply in her head…even some of the simplest memories that she thought she'd never remember…childhood friends, her mother's words, and even when her parents' friends visited them with a toy for her fourth birthday…

Was she seeing the flashback of her life in front of her eyes for the last time? Why was it so random and mixed? What did all of this mean?
The blonde was clueless, but Shizuku did have something in mind. She suspected something else…something she would never declare…
However, the young blond had to know sooner or later, therefore Shizuku took her to a doctor's clinic in the nearest town…a doctor who had nothing to do with pregnancy.


The doctor wasn't a kuruta, nor he had ever heard of kurutas, however, he had always been nice to Shizuku, and he would always diagnose her for free, knowing that she was a poor young woman, and so she thought he might be able to help.

After a small chat with Shizuku, the young doctor started immediately to diagnose the weak pregnant woman, and against her will he made her undergo certain tests, to finally announce a week later :
"I'm afraid you were right Shizuku"

The widowed woman examined her friend and the doctor with her eyes: what were they hiding from her?

"I must let you know-my lady- that it is…it is most likely that you have brain tumor" the doctor said trying to hide his feelings, and to sound cold.

A moment of silent passed. The blonde's heart was beating so hard that it could almost jump out of her chest and Shizuku could almost hear the blonde's loud heartbeats.

"I'm sorry…"the doctor mumbled to the confused patient

"what? You must be wrong! It must be a mistake!" she yelled at him, unable to control her self.

"but all the symptoms, and the results of the MRI leads to this…even the random things you are remembering are caused by the tumor touching your brain cells" the doctor almost yelled

The woman's eyes widened to turn next burning scarlet, and they flooded with a huge load of tears.
"I must not die…"her voice faded into a cry
"I can't kill the baby" the widow continued when she was able to find her voice again

Shizuku turned her head to meet the blonde's eyes,and red they were…
"we really shall leave!" Shizuku said and grasped the pregnant woman's hand quickly, running out as fast as possible.

That was when the doctor noticed the scarlet eyes. But obviously they wouldn't waste a moment just to witness his reaction. They decided to rush back to Meteor since they went back there, the woman never cried anymore.

"we must find another doctor, you need to have your chemical treatment" Shizuku suggested
Shizuku knew what she was talking about as she had been to school as a kid, but the other woman never went to school, fearing that she could have been discovered as a kuruta and therefore be killed. All she knew about her sickness is that it caused death.

"are you kidding me? What if it hurts my baby?" the blond expected
"well, to be honest, it IS most likely to do so" Shizuku answered keeping her voice low, trying not to make a problem.
"Hell no, I'm not taking that! I've sworn on the dead body of my beloved husband to protect this child no matter what, until I die" the kuruta protested
"and do you really want to die so badly?" Shizuku almost yelled…this seemed to hurt her friend's feelings

A moment of deadly silence passed.

"Listen!"The blond finally spoke up threatening "don't you ever tell me what to do! I'm going to live and witness my baby grow up day by day. We can't go back to that doctor nor afford the expensive treatment, and assuming that we could somehow, I still wouldn't risk my child's life-my little girl's life. She deserves a chance to live" the pregnant woman explained.

"and how can you be so sure she is a girl?" Shizuku wondered with a slight smile.

"A feeling !" the blond said teasing, smiling like she had just pulled a prank or succeeded to hide some secret…however it was actually just a feeling.

Days went on to prove the blond woman right. It truly was a girl…a very pretty girl with a beautiful face and blond hair like her mother's

The first time she got a hold of her daughter, the woman started hugging her and kissing her cheeks. The child seemed to enjoy it.

"awww honey, aren't you the most beautiful creature on earth? I think I will call you kurapika" the new mother said

"kurapika? What a weird yet beautiful name!" Shizuku responded

"well, since you-my little angel- are born in April, I will name you Kurapika, which is thought to mean in the old kurutian language :"April's angel", do you like your name sweetie?" the blond asked her child excitedly, answering Shizuku's wonders indirectly.

The child maid some noises and seemed to be happy.

As Shizuku went out to bring some water for the new mother, she noticed something different around the small house.


cheese? yes I like cheese! I might even give you the exotic delicious perfectly-tasty sandwich recipe which include cheese !

I'm sorry it took me forever to update, but I had exams

also, please notice that I will be writing five fics at a time, so I will mostly update the ones getting the most reviews, so please review if you want to read more. :)