Chapter Four – In The Light Of Day

Naruto groaned as a wave of pain shot through his body, his fingers and toes cramping. Forcing his eyes open he winced as shafts of bright light speared into his brain. Eyes watering he turned away, breathing heavily.

"So you've finally woken up then." A familiar voice said, and Naruto smiled despite his pain. "About time." The voice continued.

"Hey Sakura." Naruto said, squinting, trying to tune out the glare. "How are you?"

"How am I? How am I?" Sakura snapped. "You really are the absolute limit Naruto. You've been unconscious for over two days, despite the finest medical ninjutsu the Leaf Village can wield, and you have the sheer nerve to ask how I am? If it wouldn't set your recovery back I'd smack you so hard…"

"I must be on the mend then, if you are so mad at me." Naruto laughed, concealing a wince at the pain that dug through his insides. "Could you draw the curtains a bit? My eyes feel a bit funny."

Sakura muttered a curse but did as she was asked, and with the light cut out and the room in shadows Naruto gingerly opened his eyes wider. A wave of dizziness washed through him but he fought it down. Sakura swam into focus, her expression a mix of concern and anger.

"So you got a medical ninja outfit." Naruto laughed weakly. "It looks good on you Sakura." And indeed it did, Sakura was all in white, her lustrous pink hair held tightly under a peaked white cap. She almost seemed to glow in the dim light. But her eyes burned.

"You jerk Naruto! Here you are hitting on me when in the very next room… grrr, if I was sure it wouldn't kill you I'd leave you so sore you'd wish you were back in that forest!"

What's up with her? Naruto thought. You'd think that… his thoughts trailed off as memories of the last few days came back to him, shocking in their intensity.

Hinata, standing there scant inches in front of him, face etched with defiance, blood pouring from the horrible wound in her shoulder, the stench of poison overwhelming.

Hinata, falling to the ground and gasping out words hard to say and harder to hear.

Rage, blinding and impossible to contain, and the apocalyptical fury of Rasengan sending Suzumebachi flying to a watery grave…

Naruto looked at Sakura again, who was now wearing an expression of grave concern.

He swallowed grimly. "So, the rest of the team… did… how are they?"

Sakura smiled lightly. "Kiba and Shino were fine, mostly superficial injuries. They didn't even have to stay the night, but were exhausted after getting you back to the village. They've been to see you a couple of times, even brought you a get-well-soon card. They needn't have worried though, seems like no matter what you go through you always manage to get up again. Your powers of recuperation are amazing."

"And… Hinata?" Naruto said quietly. That wound was bad, really bad… I was only cut a few times… she was… was…

The expression on her face filled Naruto with dread. There was a long silence until finally Sakura spoke. "Well, we are fairly certain that she will live. She has not regained consciousness but we have our finest medical ninja working on her around the clock."

"Fairly certain? You mean you're not sure? Why not? Grandma Tsunade can heal anything!"

"There was some kind of poison in the wounds. Something that attacks the chakra network. It is really nasty, horrible stuff. We have done all we can for now. We think that if she was going to die she would have passed away by now, but she is a fighter. She won't give in."

"I have to see her." Naruto declared, tossing aside his bed sheet and struggling to stand.

"Don't be a fool Naruto! You were wounded too; your own chakra network is barely functioning. Too much exertion could trigger a relapse."

"I don't care. Don't you understand Sakura? She was hurt because of me! She took that wound saving my life… that makes it my fault."

There is no way you can die Hinata. Not… not like this. Not for me.

"Men." Sakura fumed. "You are all idiots. We are not some brainless puppets dancing to your tune, we have our own minds you know. If you had of done the same for her, which I know you would, you wouldn't expect her to be wracked by guilt over it would you? Oh, you make me so mad! She did it because she wanted to, for herself."

"What would you know about anything? You weren't there." He muttered bitterly as he searched around for something to wear. Finding a clean pair of trousers he pulled them on, every movement sending pins and needles through his arms and legs.

"What would I…?" Sakura was spluttering with rage. "This coming from the man who is so ignorant that you couldn't even see how she felt about you, despite it being right in front of your face this whole time. Now be sensible for once and lie down. You can see her later, when she wakes up."

"If she wakes up." Naruto muttered, pulling on a t-shirt. "That isn't good enough. I need to see her now. Don't try and stop me Sakura."

"Stop you? As well try and stop the sun from rising. Come on you idiot, take my arm. You won't even make it to the next room without help. If you are going to be a moron at least I can see you don't injure yourself."

"Thanks Sakura." Naruto said with feeling as she grasped his arm and steadied him. "I admit I've felt better."

"You would have. There is one thing you have to promise me though. A promise you can't break."

"You know I'd promise you anything Sakura." Naruto smiled winningly.

"Jerk." She snapped, and then her face softened. "You can't use any chakra until you are fully healed. The damage to your chakra network would be irreparable. That poison was really nasty stuff. Jōnin level, certainly."

"I knew that bitch was tough." Naruto managed a weak grin. "But in the end she was no match for us."

"You were luckier than you had any right to be." Sakura replied.

"Oh, I know that now." Naruto said, eyes distant. I should be dead now. All my dreams gone forever. But I am not, because a girl put her dreams and life on the line to save mine.

"Sakura…" he said hesitantly.

"Yes Naruto?" she answered cautiously.

"I'm sorry I failed the mission. Now there will be no beetle to find Sasuke. I know that must have hurt you. Can you forgive me?"

"Oh Naruto…" she sighed. "There isn't anything to forgive. You tried your best, all of you did. And now look at you! Barely able to stand and still worried about what I think and feel. You exasperate me you know. How can you be so annoying and yet so… ah, words fail me. I am just glad that you all made it back alive. Hinata will pull through, you'll see."

"Yeah. You better believe it!" Naruto said, though his tone lacked confidence. As they walked together to the room where Hinata was being treated in uncomfortable silence Naruto again founds his thoughts wandering to the past few days, and the revelations that had left him feeling as if he did not know how the world worked any more.

"She is in here." Sakura said. "Now you have to be strong for me and don't be upset at what you see, all right?"
Naruto nodded and Sakura gently opened the door. Naruto choked back a gasp as he looked at the still form of Hinata, lying still on the floor surrounded by a glowing circle of kanji, their complex meanings lost on him. Her shirt had been cut away at the shoulder, revealing a raw and ragged wound that was covered in medicinal paper charms.

"Oh Hinata…" he whispered.

"See, she does still live. Purging the chakra poison is hard, she took a nastier dose than you, of a more potent type, but we are confident she will recover. Nothing is certain, but… well, we have hope."

Naruto raised his fist, as he had done that time before. This time her blood on his hands was figurative, but he felt it was there nonetheless. I make you this promise Hinata, that you will never have to suffer such injuries for me again. I will grow stronger, better, smarter. I will protect this village and everyone in it. I will protect you.

"I've seen enough." Naruto said, voice barely a whisper, as he lowered his hand. "I… have to go."

"I understand." Sakura was sympathetic. "Don't worry, I'll keep an eye on her. Let me help you back to your room."

Naruto leant on Sakura for support and quickly he was sitting down on his bed, muscles aching fiercely at even that slight exertion.

"You have to eat Naruto. How about I go fetch you some ramen noodles? My treat."

"That sounds good Sakura." He forced a smile. "Thank you."

"Not a problem." She said, slipping quietly out of the room, leaving Naruto alone with his thoughts.

She looked so small and vulnerable, just lying there. Hard to think of her when she…Again the image of Hinata standing protectively in front of him, face defiant, blood streaming from her bitter wound came unbidden, and Naruto placed his head in his hands and let the tears that were locked inside come. There is no shame in crying when no-one can see me.

Once his fit of weeping had passed Naruto blinked his eyes clear. They were still sensitive to the little light that was making it past the curtains, but he was determined not to let that stop him. On the small table that was next to the bed stood a card with the humorous picture of a ninja in hospital, all bandaged up, and Naruto picked it up and opened it out.

'Hope you feel better soon, you knucklehead.' Was written by Kiba, accompanied by an inked paw print that must have been from Akamaru. Underneath that was some neatly penned words from Shino. 'Be strong Naruto and never give up. If you need to talk to anyone about it, I am happy to make time for you.'

Under that was another line of text, the handwriting unfamiliar to him. It simply read. 'Thanks, from Team Eight.'

What have I done to deserve thanks? Hinata saved me, then Kiba and Shino saved us both. I wasn't strong enough, not to protect my friends. I couldn't protect Sasuke from himself either, not protect Sakura from the pain of his leaving. What good is being a ninja if I can't spare those I… love… from pain?

The admission was hard for him. They were his friends, and though they fought and argued and battled he loved them dearly, as he had never loved anyone or anything before.

Once more tears threatened to break free but resolutely he held on, fighting them down until a gentle knock sounded on the door, followed by Sakura popping her head round the lintel. "Can I come in?" she asked.

"How long have you been there?" Naruto demanded.

"Only a few seconds. I promise." Sakura said, not meeting his gaze.

"Oh… well it is good you've come back. I have to go now."

"WHAT? YOU CAN'T DO THAT YOU MORON!" Sakura shouted. "Haven't you listened to a word I've said? Even with your fast healing you need more time to rest. Besides, you haven't eaten your ramen." Sakura placed down the steaming bowl of noodles on the small table. Noticing that Naruto had looked at the card she calmed down. "It would be unfair to your friends that worry about you to hurt yourself when there is no need for it."

"I understand. No chakra. But I have to do something. Something that can't wait. When I'm done I will go home and rest. Please."

Hearing Naruto ask her so nicely threw Sakura for a moment, and she glowered at him suspiciously.

"You can barely move. What is so important that you have to do it now? Can't it wait?"

"It's… just something I feel I have to do. Only I can do it. Please Sakura, I need this. I know everyone says I'm an idiot and not very bright, and perhaps they are right, but even I know I need to do this. Don't stand in my way. A true friend wouldn't."

"That's… unusually deep for you Naruto." Sakura said hesitantly. "I am your friend, which is why I worry. But if you think you must do this, and you swear you won't use any chakra until you are recovered then I'll stand by you."

"Thank you Sakura. That means a lot to me."

"I'll find you a crutch. I don't want you stressing your muscles, because let me tell you it is a real pain having to use medical ninjutsu to repair torn muscles. It's one of the harder tasks."

"Well, I wouldn't want to put you to any trouble." Naruto agreed. "Not when there are others more in need of your help."

"Oh Naruto. Stop worrying. She'll be fine. These things just take time."

"I know. You can believe it." He agreed. Sakura left the room and returned quickly with a crutch, which he propped under one arm. He did not even protest as Sakura tied a cloth over his brow to shade his eyes from the light.

"Now be careful, and make sure you get plenty of rest. I might come check on you later just to make sure you've followed our instructions."

"I look forwards to it." Naruto said, grimacing as he began the slow process of hobbling towards his destination…

Neji Hyūga was a darting whirlwind of activity, his chakra levels daunting. One by one he swept aside shuriken and kunai that were coming at him from all angles, not a single one breaching his defence, not a single motion wasted. Soon he was surrounded by a circle of deflected weapons, a thick carpet of metal.

"Enough." His opponent said, a slight smile on his stern face.

"You have improved yet further, Neji." The older man said, pleased. "Truly your mastery of the Gentle Fist is second to none. Still, it would do us little good to wear you out too much, a call to mission could come at any time, short-handed as we are."

Neji nodded his acquiescence with a polite bow. "Yes, you are right Lord Hiashi. This would be an excellent time to take a break."

A servant appeared with a pair of towels, which the two men took, and a tray with steaming tea and bowls of heaped rice. Neji wiped his sweating face with the towel and took up a mug, drinking the fragrant brew. Placing his half full mug down he reached for a bowl of the rice, but as he did so something caught his eye. "Byakugan!" He declaimed, vision increasing dramatically.

"What is it, Neji?" Lord Hiashi asked, not using his own Byakugan as a show of trust.

"Just a visitor for me I expect. It is Naruto. Why he is out here I have no idea though. I suppose I had better see what he wants. He looks in bad shape, it must be important for him to drag himself out here when he is in such a fragile condition."

"In that case I will leave him some refreshments. I can eat inside. I would not wish to be the cause of any further injury to him. I will see you later Neji? At dinner?"

"Yes. That is most kind of you, Lord. I daresay I will not be detained by him long. Do proceed."

As the long-haired lord swept away Neji swallowed a few mouthfuls of rice, washing it down with more sweet tea. Letting his Byakugan fade now that Naruto had limped into view he waited patiently for the young Genin to reach the open gates. As Naruto hobbled in, his face dripping with sweat from his exertions Neji gestured to the bench beside him. "Take a seat Naruto. What brings you out here to see me? I was not aware that you had been released from the medical facility."

Naruto slumped down gratefully, letting go of his crutch. "Thanks Neji." He wheezed. "I'm about done in. It's taken forever to limp over here…"

"Take this." Neji proffered him a mug of tea, which Naruto drank greedily.

"That's better." Naruto said when he had finished. Thanks for that Neji, I really needed it. But I'm not here to see you."

"You are not?" Neji said, one eyebrow raised in an expression of surprise. "Then why?"

"I want to see Hinata's father." Naruto declared. I've come a long way and it wasn't easy. I need to…"

"Really?" Neji said, even more puzzled. "What business do you have with Lord Hiashi? I have no doubt he has more important things to do than to see you. Can I not be of help?"

"No. It has to be him." Naruto said resolutely. "And it is up to him, but I'm not moving until he sees me, even if I have to sit here all day. I'll sleep here if I have to. You don't understand, this matters, Neji. Believe it!"

"I believe it matters to you." Neji answered, his tone measured. "Very well, I will go ask Lord Hiashi if he is prepared to see you. But be warned, it might be a long wait. And I should warn you that disrespect will not be tolerated. Keep your tongue in check when you speak to him. He is a very important man and worthy of much honour and respect."

"I understand." Naruto agreed. "I am not here to cause trouble."

"Very well. This is a mystery to me, but I will ask him if he will attend you. Wait here."

"Way ahead of you!" Naruto yawned, leaning back on the bench. "I could do with a rest anyway…"

Naruto swallowed his nervousness as Lord Hiashi strode across the courtyard towards him, a regal expression on his stern face. I wanted this. Whatever happens now I brought this on myself. Naruto dragged himself to his feet and made a passable bow.

"So you are Naruto Uzumaki? I remember you from the Chūnin exams. To have beaten Neji did you great credit, and I have heard much of your accomplishments recently. But enough small talk. What did you wish of me, for if you travelled far in this state to see me it must be important to you."

"It is." Naruto said. "I thank you again for taking the time to speak to me. It is important, and I know you are very busy."

"Enough feigned politeness." Hiashi demanded, though he was smiling faintly. "Out with it."

"Okay, I can see there's no point messing about." he laughed nervously. "It is about Hinata."

"Of course it is." Hiashi agreed. "I could think of no other possible reason you would wish to speak with me. Neji surmised as much as well. She will recover, I am told, though it was not certain at the beginning."

"You were told?" Naruto was incredulous. "Didn't you go see for yourself? She is your daughter!"

"I saw no need to visit her. Neji did and told me she was stabilising. I have other matters that require my attention, rather than visiting her after yet another failed mission. So disappointing, her training was improving, I thought she had turned the corner. Just another false dawn I fear."

Is this jerk for real? No wonder Hinata craves respect, this ass has none for her. If I could use my chakra I'd wham some respect into his skull with my fist.

"Do not look at me like that. Anger serves no purpose. It only interferes with ones clarity."

"Clarity?" Naruto snorted angrily. "I told Neji I wasn't impressed with the way this clan works, and I see no reason to change my mind. Everyone says it is me that is an idiot. I say all of you are the real fools here. She didn't fail the mission. I failed it. I lost the headband so that we could not use the beetle. She almost died protecting me, from a Jōnin no less. I'd like to see your precious Neji do it better. The only fool here is you, blind to how strong your daughter really is."

"I do not have to listen to your worthless ranting. Neji was right, you are amazingly rude and thick-headed." Hiachi swung away, affronted.

"Don't you walk away from me!" Naruto snarled. He tried to follow but fell heavily as his aching muscles gave way. "I'm not finished." slowly he began to drag himself across the courtyard. "I'll bite my way through your door if I have to. LISTEN TO ME!"

at the pure desperation and rage in his voice Hiashi paused.

"Very well, you misguided little man. Explain quickly. For my patience is wearing thin."

"It's funny how you never miss something or know how much it is worth until you don't have it any more." Naruto said, sitting up, chest heaving from his exertion. "I never had a family, and I knew I missed them, but in Sasuke I found a brother, and now he is gone..." Naruto paused. I may not be clever like Shikamaru or Sakura, but I know what is right, what is fair. "Hinata is like that. You've spent so long seeing her as weak and worthless you've not realised what you have lost. Well you are wrong. Dead wrong. When she stood up to Neji she may have lost the fight but she beat him. He wanted to break her but she was stronger. Here." he thumped his chest. "Where it counts."

Hiashi watched him impassively. Naruto took this as a sign to continue. "Every day she works that bit harder, that bit faster, that bit better. Do you know what her ninja way is? Have you even asked her?" Naruto gave Hiashi no time to respond. "She will never give up. Even when I was going to die and there was nothing she could do about it she managed to stop Suzumebachi at the risk of her own life. Fail the mission. You fail at thinking! I have never seen such bravery, such willingness to stand and fight and fight until only sheer will keeps her standing. Even wounded she managed to defeat the Queen Bee."

Naruto was shaking now, his anger pouring out of him like a tide, leaving him spent. "All she ever asked for was your respect and love. And you haven't been giving it! This could be your last chance and still you hold back. What is wrong with you? What more can she do, what more can she give? Strength lies in the heart, and her heart is as big as the moon itself. One day she will be a ninja above all ninja!" his emotional rage subsiding Naruto fell down again, breathing heavily. For a long moment the silence dragged out, and then Hiashi laughed, a small chuckle at first, and then a great peal of laughter.

"Neji was also right that you never give up, no matter what. Threatening me like that, when you can hardly stand. Hinata certainly has a fervent protector in you, Naruto."

"She doesn't need my help." Naruto grated. "She just wants to have people believe in her. That is all anyone needs. When people put their trust in us we grow stronger, and with that strength repay that trust."

"And who believes in you?" Hiashi asked pointedly.

"I do! I believe in myself! I am going to be Hokage someday, and then I'll protect everyone I care for!"

"A noble aim. You just might do it at that." Hiashi agreed with another chuckle. "But you are wrong. It is obvious someone else believes in you. My daughter, Hinata. And Neji does too, ever since you made him see his own mistakes. You promised to change the Hyūga clan, and while such is a lofty boast, I will make you this one small concession. I will believe in Hinata, and I will let her know that I do."

"That's all I ask." Naruto said, relieved. "Oh, and don't tell her I was here. I don't want her thinking that it is down to me. You should believe in her because she deserves it, not because I say so."

"It shall be done." Hiashi promised. "Now I really do have many things of importance to do. Will you be all right? I can call for a medical ninja to assist you."

"Ah, I'll be okay." Naruto promised. "I'm not in any rush to go anywhere, I'll take it easy."

"Good. Well then, be off with you. And perhaps when Hinata recovers you shall come to dinner, and I can show you how much faith I have in her now."

Naruto flushed. "No, I trust you. A powerful ninja like yourself would not break his word."

"Indeed." Hiashi smiled, his anger forgotten. "Well then... until later, Naruto Uzumaki."

Naruto watched the setting sun from his perch on top the of carved heads of the Hokages. The cool breeze felt good against his sweat drenched skin, washing away his fatigue. Up here the town looks small and insignificant. Up here everything goes away.

It had taken a monumental effort to climb up without chakra, hours of work, but it was worth it. Muscles had burned and ached, but now Naruto was above it all, feeling free.

Who believes in me? Is it enough that I believe? Sakura... you believed I could bring Sasuke back. You were wrong. Hinata... you believed in me so much you'd give your life away for me... are you wrong too?

Naruto pondered in silence. Is belief enough? Is there something more? Something people need to live... I believed in Sasuke, and it wasn't enough for him. What else could have stopped him, pulled him back? Could I have done more? Maybe I am just too stupid, like they say...

"Thinking deep thoughts there, aren't you?" A voice said from behind him, and the shock caused him to start, and his tired muscles failed, unable to halt his movement. He teetered on the edge, feeling sick as his gaze raked over the ground far below, but before he could fall a strong hand grabbed at his collar and hauled him up. Naruto found himself staring into the smiling eye of Kakashi.

"Well now, we can't have you falling to your death now can we? Sakura would be most displeased, after all the effort she and the other medical ninja have put into fixing you up. Though from the looks of you I think you could use further work. You don't look well Naruto."

As Kakashi lowered him to the ground Naruto spoke. "Kakashi-Sensei! What are you doing here?"

"Well, I thought that I would come and have a word with you, Naruto. I am still your Sensei after all, despite what has happened, and so I am concerned for you. That isn't a bad thing now, is it?"

"I guess not, Sensei." Naruto conceded.

"First things first. The good news is I have just heard that Hinata is finally out of danger. It could be tomorrow or the day after, but she will awaken. It will take time, but she will regain her strength."

Hinata. At least you did not have to sacrifice yourself for me...

"That's great." Naruto smiled.

"Speaking of Hinata, that was a very passionate speech you gave to Lord Hyūga. Not exactly wise, but then, I've come to expect such things from you." Kakashi reached into his jacket and Naruto expected him to pull out a book, but instead he retrieved an apple and tossed it to Naruto. "Eat. You need to regain your strength. Anyway, let me tell you, as your Sensei and as a Jōnin if you intend to be Hokage then you cannot afford to alienate the more powerful families. It is their support you will need to count upon. Don't let your temper run away with you. A wise ninja keeps a reign on his emotions. Rule twenty-five I believe?"
"I stand up for what I believe in. It needed to be said. Families should be there for one another, support one another. Lord Hyūga would miss her if she wasn't there. One day she'll be an awesome ninja. Hell, she is already."

"Naruto. Tell me what is really wrong? I don't need Sharingan to to see that something is on your mind. I'm your Sensei. Talk to me."

You always helped Sasuke. Not me. He was always your favourite, the one you supported. Naruto thought, bitterness seeping out.

"That is because Sasuke needed me more. He didn't have your inner strength. If he had then he would still be here. The truest strength is turning your back on the hate, letting it end. The greatest power is love." Kakashi replied quietly. "I hope you understand that, for if you are to be Hokage one day, you will have to understand."

Naruto gaped at his Sensei, who took pity on him.

"No I don't read minds. You spoke out loud. I guess you've been itching to throw that in my face for a long time, and I can't say I blame you. Maybe I should have been more forthright with you, but it's too late now. But that isn't what I mean, and you know it. Out with it Naruto. Sharing helps, I know."

Naruto looked into the face of Kakashi, hidden as it was by his ever-present mask, and sighed. "I... I was going to die. I was trapped and helpless, and nothing I could do was good enough. I would never be Hokage, never find love. All my dreams were dead. And then Hinata, a girl who is so quiet I hardly even notice she is there... she saved me even though she thought it would cost her own life and end her own dreams. I just... I am not worth that. I don't want that..."

A solitary tear trickled down his cheek and landed upon the carved head of the Fourth Hokage. Soon others were following it.

Why? Why love me? I don't understand...

"There, there." Kakashi commiserated. "Well at least we are getting to the heart of it. I know something that will help. Come with me. I'll carry you, I know you are still suffering."

Before Naruto could protest Kakashi had hauled him over his back and was carrying him across the village. Several minutes later they arrived at their destination. "Why here?" Naruto asked, looking at the monument of the Leaf's honoured dead.

"Why not here?" Kakashi countered. "This is where those that died are remembered. Death may be the end of their dreams, they may be gone, but we live on. Those of us who are left behind can carry on, and our own dreams are upheld by their legacy. Without them we would not be who we are. Death is final." Kakashi continued. "But life goes on. It always does. It is no shame to fear death. Shinobi must always face it, every day. But it is a shame to fear life. Hinata made her choice, and even if she had died, cursing her for it, hating her for it... well that is the act of a small and pathetic man. Which you, Naruto, are not."

"But she said... she..." The words were hard to say, catching on his tongue.

"And why is that so hard to believe? Do you somehow think you are not worthy of love, that you must always be alone? I think that is why you like Sakura so much. How easy it is..." Kakashi sighed. "How easy to give love, give of yourself, knowing that you will never have to receive. You promised to bring Sasuke back, even though you knew it would just ruin your own chance at happiness with Sakura. I know you want to spare her pain, but what of your own heart? A heart without love turns black. Follow this path and you will end up like Sasuke. A Missing-ninja. A rogue who cares nothing for anyone. And that would be a very great shame. You have heart Naruto, you care. Don't ever lose that."

"What would you do, Kakashi-Sensei, if you were me?" Naruto asked, the words of his mentor ringing in his ears. "I just don't know what to do."

"Well, I am not you, Naruto, but, hypothetically speaking..." he reached into his jacket, and this time his customary book came out. "You know why I like these books? Because they are about the two most wondrous things in the world. Laughter and love. I would think that if someone cared deeply enough about me to give away their very life I would be a fool to not at least see what I felt for them. Who knows, given a chance you might find that you like her too. After all, she is rather attractive in a shy sort of way."

"Kakashi- Sensei!" Naruto said, shocked. "You can't say that!"

"I can. Because right now I'm you, remember?" he retorted. "You admired her in the Chūnin exam, did you not? And you said it yourself to Hiashi Hyūga, she has a growing strength of purpose. What have you got to lose? If you don't confront this you'll always be wondering and regretting."
"I... don't know." Naruto said. "It makes sense when you say it, but..."

"Nervous? That is perfectly natural. Love is a powerful thing, especially for you. You've been starved of it too long. Just take a chance. The worst that can happen is it turns out you don't get on. Now let me leave you with one last piece of advice, because I am starting to get maudlin, with all this talk of romance. The human heart is very big, it has room for more than one love. Even if you care for Sakura that doesn't mean you won't grow to care for Hinata, or someone else. The heart has to be big, or else how could we go on living when those we love are taken from us?" he gestured to the monument. "Now was this little talk helpful?"

Naruto scratched his head. "I guess." he said. "I'm not cut out for these things. I'm an action packed ninja, not a thinker."

"That you are." agreed his Sensei fondly.

"Now you run off home, Sakura will kill you if she finds out you've been out this late."

Naruto turned to the horizon, noticing the sun had almost completely set. They had been talking for a long time. "I will. But Sensei, I have one more question."

"Yes, Naruto?"

"Who did you lose to make you hurt so?"

Kakashi let his gaze run across the monument. "That is a very personal question. I'm not going to answer that now. But one day I'll tell you. One day. Now be off with you. You have some deciding to do."

That I do. You deserve love Hinata, but I don't know if loving me will ever bring you happiness...

With one last look at the fading sun Naruto shook his head and headed for home.

Chapter Five – To Dare To Love?

"It is good to see you awake Hinata." Shino said. She couldn't be certain but it looked as if he was smiling behind his glasses and upturned collar. "We were far from certain that you would make it."

"Yeah." Kiba agreed. Akamaru leapt from his jacket and landed on her bed, licking her face with a singles wipe of his big wet tongue, causing her to giggle weakly.

"You looked really bad, Naruto too. If Shino hadn't have sent his insects to fetch an Aburame clan healer to meet us half way we would never have managed to get you back to the hospital, even on the back of Akamaru as a wolf."

"You have been very lucky indeed Hinata. But luck favours the brave, that is the path of the ninja. I would just like to say how very proud of you I am. It took both kinds of courage to do what you did on the battlefield. The courage to face death, like a ninja should, and the courage to face down your own fears." Shino said.

"Yeah girl, we are proud of you!" Kiba agreed, and Akamaru barked his own approval, licking her again.

"So... so Naruto recovered as well?" Hinata asked, face colouring.

"Yeah, and quicker than you. His injuries weren't as bad." Kiba said. "Still very nasty and if we hadn't of got you two out of there he would have died too, but it was not to be. Nothing stands in the path of love eh?"

Hinata coloured even more. "Kiba..." She stuttered.

"Do not tease her Kiba. It is not very nice."
"Sorry man." Kiba laughed. "I just can't help myself."

"The big question is what happens next." Shino said. "I think that when Naruto hears that you are awake he will come to see you. And then will be the time to be truly brave. Can you do that?"

Hinata nodded. "I can, because I must. I thought I was dying. And I couldn't die without telling Naruto how I've felt all this time."

"And now he knows." Kiba said. "So there is no point being shy any more Hinata. This time you are going to have to talk with him properly."
"I know..." She sighed. "And I won't lie, the thought scares me a lot. But I'll do it..."

"It will all work out. Somehow." Shino promised. "Anyway, we will leave you to rest, your chakra network is still damaged, it would not do to overtire you. I dare say you will be getting other visitors, so save your strength."

Hinata watched them go, closing the door behind them. For years I've wanted this, yet feared it. Was I wrong to tell Naruto how I felt? No, it was right... whatever happens, this was the time for truth. Oh Naruto... please...

Naruto looked at the basket in Sakura's hands with wary distrust.

"You know you can't just eat ramen all the time Naruto." Sakura said with a slight smile. "If you are going to rebuild your strength then you need to eat properly. And that includes vegetables!" she shook the basket at him.

"Gee thanks Sakura. Just what I needed." Naruto said, running a hand through his hair and looking pained.

"Who is the medical ninja here? Me I believe!" she retorted. "You should be thankful I came to visit you at all! The good news is that your system appears to have fully recovered from the poison, but don't overdo it today. One more day of rest will not kill you, but a relapse might if I get my hands on you!"

"I'll take it easy, I promise." Naruto agreed, taking the basket from her.

"And the even better news is that Hinata finally woke up and should be all right after some rest."

"Oh thanks god." Naruto muttered, sitting down heavily. "I was really worried..."

"Yes, it's fantastic news. So, I assume you'll be heading down there to visit her as soon as you can, right?"

"I... well..." Naruto said, unsure of himself.

"Oh what?" Sakura stared daggers at him. "Pull yourself together you moron!" she was fuming, her face flushed and angry. "After she bared her heart to you, and saved your life in such an awesomely romantic way... and all you can do is mumble? You really are the limit you jerk!"

"How is it romantic then and when I do something like that for you it's annoying..." Naruto muttered heatedly.

"You'd have to be a girl to understand." she snapped. "The way this works is you go to the hospital and you thank her properly. That is the very least she deserves. If you had any sense at all you'd be asking her if she wouldn't mind going on a date with you. After all, how often does a man get a woman so devoted to him... and be so ignorant about it?. You barely even notice her most of the time! She has more patience than I do!"

"Everyone has more patience than you do..." Naruto muttered.

"WHAT was that?" Sakura yelled, raising a fist.

"Nothing. Just … nothing." Naruto flinched back.

"I can't believe that you would put her through such pain after such a confession." Sakura continued. "I won't stand for it."

"But Sakura..." Naruto ventured, only for her to speak over him.

"But nothing. If you are still holding out hopes that I'll suddenly decide to fall head-over-heels for you then you are going to be waiting a long time." her angry tone softened. "I'm telling you this as a sister, because that is how I think of you, as a brother. And like all men you are hopeless with women. Just do it. Even if it doesn't work out you've lost nothing. Hinata will understand, you have nothing to fear."

"Easy for you to say..." Naruto sighed. "Well, sister..." that brought a rare smile from her. "I don't know. I'll think about it, I promise. But that is all."

"Well I guess that is all I can ask." Sakura agreed. "On a happier note, Lord Hyūga visited Hinata in the hospital, and that cheered her up no end. Nothing like seeing a happy family reunion is there?"

"He did? That's awesome." Naruto crowed. "I know she was looking for acceptance from Hiashi. That's just great!"

"And I don't suppose that you had anything to do with this?" Sakura asked, raising one eyebrow questioningly.

"Me?" Naruto tried to look innocent. "Why would you think such a thing Sakura? I swear you are getting more suspicious as you get older..."

"I'd believe you if I hadn't already spoken with Neji." she said. "But don't worry, we haven't shared this with Hinata. You do care, don't you? She is dear to you, right?"

"Never thought Neji would be a tattle-tale." Naruto coloured, embarrassed. "Of course I care for Hinata. She's one of us. I've always admired the way that she doesn't give up. That fight with Neji, even when he was trying to tear her down she just kept getting up..."

"She shares more than just your ninja way." Sakura agreed. "In many ways she is just like you, always seeking acknowledgement, seeking to be liked. But if you do like her, why is it such a big deal asking her for a date? It'll probably fun, once you both relax. Which may take a while I admit..."

"Well, I don't know..."

"Yes you do." Sakura insisted. "I know you remember? Now spill it. I'm your friend, you can confide in me."

"Well, I'm not sure... well... what if she doesn't like me when she gets to know me better?" Naruto rushed over the words as if they were poison. "People are always calling me stupid and criticising me. You'#re always telling me I'm annoying and hitting me... I... well..."

"So we get to the truth at last." Sakura said. "I told you to confide in me. How can we know what you are thinking if you never tell us? You and Sasuke, you are both too alike..." her voice faltered but then grew stronger. "You are pretty annoying Naruto, don't even try to deny it, and I do wish you'd think a bit more before you act, but that is just the way you are. Even so you still have people that love you and look out for you. Iruka, Kakashi, they support and love you. And I do as well. As a sister. The days of you being alone are over. I can't promise you two will hit it off, but I can promise you you'll never regret finding out. Neither of you. Trust me on this. If I hadn't already asked for a promise of a lifetime..." she sighed again. "I won't ask you to make promises, but I will ask you to trust me, and trust your feelings."

Naruto swallowed, feeling his eyes mist up with tears. "I will." he said hoarsely. "I know you have my best interests at heart."

"Believe it." Sakura laughed. "Just believe it. Now don't forget to eat your vegetables, and I'll see you later. I'm pulling a long stint at the hospital, so I dare say I'll see you there. Right?"

"Right." Naruto agreed. As Sakura moved towards the door he called to her, as she turned he flashed her a grin. "And... thanks."

"You're welcome." She smiled gently as she left his room. When she was gone Naruto stared at the door for a long time. What do I do? Sakura... do I love her? Yeah, definitely. But is it like I would love a sister? I don't know... and Hinata? What should I do? If I had parents, I could ask them... but then maybe Kakashi …

for a long time he remained still, until the sun began to dip, his room filled with long shadows, and still he had not stirred...

Ino sighed, twiddling a finger idly in her blonde hair and gazing restlessly out of the window. I wish that Shikamaru wasn't out on a mission, then maybe I wouldn't be stuck helping out in the flower shop. If only I had someone to train with I wouldn't get roped in, but no, my team has gone and left me...

Annoyed at the indignity she missed the bell ringing as someone entered the store.

"Oh, hey Ino. Didn't expect to see you here." a familiar voice said, and she looked up to see a rather flushed Naruto eyeing her warily.

"I didn't expect to be here knucklehead." she snapped. "But once again I get left behind and dragged into doing shop work. It's very frustrating."

"I bet." Naruto agreed quickly.

"So, what brings you to a flower shop?" Ino asked.

"Well, flowers, obviously." Naruto replied.

"I know that." Ino snapped again. "Sorry, that was rude of me." She apologised, sighing. "Don't mind me, I'm so frustrated. I mean, what sort of flowers are you looking for?"

"Well, I wanted to get something for Hinata." Naruto went even redder. "I was going to see her at the hospital..."

"Oh yeah, I heard she was awake now. That is great news." Ino enthused. "So what sort of flowers would these be?" A mysterious twinkle entered her eye. "Would they be a 'glad you are better', a 'thanks for saving my ass' or a 'you're amazing, fancy a date' type of flower?"

"Well, gee..." Naruto ran a hand through his blonde hair, hoping from one foot to the other nervously. "What was that third option again?"

Ino let out a little scream of pleasure. No way, really? "You're serious aren't you?" She asked, grinning hugely as Naruto went redder than she even thought was possible. "You are!"

"I guess so... no need to make such a big deal over it." Naruto muttered.

"I disagree, you bonehead. To a girl this is a very big thing. About time you noticed what was in front of your eyes. While I get you the perfect flowers you can tell me all about it. I want to hear every detail of what you plan to do!"

"Well, I … err... thought I would go in with some flowers, thank her for saving me and ask her... if she'd like to do something together... sometime."

That's Naruto. An idiot. How Sakura puts up with him I don't know. Hmm, I wonder what she'll make of all this. Probably be glad to have him out from underfoot, yet you never know...

"No, no, NO!" Ino chided. "Honestly, I expected you to be hopeless, but this surprises even me. First up, hold these!" she thrust a bunch of white and pink flowers into his hand. "Lilies. Blushing lilies in fact. Very apt, I'm sure you'll agree. And the scent is divine. Now listen up, with the flowers you get free advice..."

And boy does he need it...

Ignoring the sick look on his face she began to give him advice, at length, about what he was to say to Hinata...

"So, how are you feeling now?" Sakura asked. The reply was mumbled, and Naruto could not hear through the closed door. Oh man, I feel sick. All of Ino's badgering has made me feel even more nervous. I need the bathroom, and my stomach hurts... this is hard work...

"Well, the important thing is that with a week or so of rest and a few more sessions of medicinal ninjutsu we can cleanse the last of the poison and you can resume your training."

A week? Man, she really did get hurt and it's all my fault. Poor Hinata. The door opened suddenly and Naruto staggered into the room, helped along by a push from Sakura, who had wrenched the door open. Naruto stumbled to a halt at the foot of the bed.

"Look who is here." Sakura said happily. "I told you you'd get a special visitor. Why don't I just leave you to it? You'll be wanting some privacy I'm sure." Sakura promptly stepped out and closed the door.

I bet she'll be listening. Wouldn't surprise me.

"Naruto..." Hinata whispered, causing him to finally look ah her. What he saw made him gasp in shock. Her face was pale, dark rings under her white eyes, and her shoulder was heavily bandaged.

"Wow Hinata, you look awful..." the words left his mouth before he could stop them, causing her to flinch away from his gaze.

"Well, that didn't come out as I meant..." Naruto said nervously. "Sorry, let me try that again. I meant I'm glad to see you alive and I'm really sorry you got so hurt."

Hinata looked back at him, a faint nervous smile on her face. "I'm glad you are all right too Naruto. I'd just... if anything happened to you... it would make me very … unhappy."

"Well, thanks to you as you can see I'm back on top of my game." he grinned. "Oh, before I forget, for you!" he handed her the large bouquet of lilies, tied with a white ribbon that Ino had scrounged up. "For you. To say thanks."

"You don't need to thank me." Hinata said, taking them gently. Bringing them to her face she took a deep breath.

"These smell lovely. But you don't have to thank me, we were team-mates, and you'd do the same for..." she flamed red as he pushed a finger to her lips. Naruto swallowed as she gazed at him with luminous eyes.

"Only one flower is to thank you. The rest are... well... man this is hard to say... well, I was wondering, if you would want to maybe... go on a date with me? My treat!"

As he withdrew his hand Naruto restrained the urge to double over in pain, his stomach felt as if it was on fire. Well, I've said it now and I can't take it back.

"Oh Naruto!" Hinata tossed aside the flowers and grabbed him in a hug, pressing her cheeks against his shoulder. "I've waited so long for those words... I don't even care that you love Sakura and not me... all I..."

"Hey hey wait a minute..." Naruto said, turning her face gently to face him with his hand. "Put that idea right out of your head. I'm not asking you out for a favour, or a sense of obligation. Naruto Uzumaki does not work that way, believe it! I asked you, and it is you I want to go out with on this date. I didn't ask Sakura did I? Sakura is like a sister to me, I see that now."

I... I think I do anyway. She was right.

"No..." He continued. "I'm not the brightest of ninja, some call me knuckle-headed, but now that I finally know how you feel, well... I'd be a fool not to ask you out, wouldn't I? After all, it isn't every day a pretty girl like you confesses her love is it?"

"You think I'm pretty?" Hinata asked, and Naruto could see the pleading in her eyes.

You have nothing to beg for. Now I'm here, really looking at you for the first time...

"You're pretty now, even when you are wounded and tired. When you are all better, maybe I'll tell you how you look then too." Naruto grinned.

"I dreamed of this moment so much." Hinata said, staring into his eyes. "I just couldn't bear to see you in pain, and then I couldn't die... without telling you how I've felt. I always used to watch you, so brave, never giving up. You've changed me for the better just by being you. I just wanted to walk with you, be at your side, hear you say that you..." she turned away.

"Well I can't promise anything yet." Naruto chuckled. "Who knows, after you have to spend a date with me you might not ever want to see me again, but you can walk with me, and sit with me, and talk with me... and for one night at least, I'm all yours." he laughed louder now. "You know, Ino gave me a lecture on what to say, and I haven't said any of it. If she ever finds out she'll kill me!"

You know, I wonder if this is how the pervy sage feels when he is trying to talk to a woman? It's odd... both scared and excited all at once... I thought I felt it with Sakura, but...

"Nothing you could have said would have made me any happier." Hinata promised. "Help me out of bed then. I won't let you get away before you change your mind..."

"No chance!" the door banged open and Sakura stormed in.

"I wondered how long it would take you to butt in." Naruto muttered. "I knew you were there all along."

"Lucky guess." Sakura muttered, retrieving the lilies and popping them in a vase.

"No, I could hear your 'yesses' and 'woohoos' from through the door. You have a big mouth sometimes."

"Like you can talk." she snapped back. "Anyway." she turned to Hinata. "He won't change his mind, have no fear. Once his course is set he never strays or stops, even to think. You wouldn't be able to get out of a date with him now even if you wanted too, he'll just steal you. But tonight is out of the question! If, I say if..." her tone turned serious. "You let me work on healing you tonight then I may just let you out tomorrow evening, if you promise to take it easy and use no chakra. Besides, you can't go out looking like that, you have to knock him dead with how stunning you can look, and that takes time. Tomorrow. My final and only offer."

"Tomorrow it is then." Hinata conceded, a smile on her face. "If this is a dream, or some cruel genjutsu, I pray I never wake..."

"Don't be an idiot." Sakura scoffed. "it's real all right. You earned this, by facing your fears. And I guess Naruto has too. It's nice to see him finally growing up. Now you need to rest if you want to make it to your date. I'll see you later. Come on Naruto!"

He was hauled out of the room by Sakura, who was smiling at him with a proud mien. "That wasn't bad. I expected you to blow it, but that was passably romantic. Why you'd ask Ino for advice I don't know though, she's hopeless. I'd have been happy to tell you what to say."

"I didn't exactly ask, she bombarded me with it."

"Well, just do what you did tonight and you'll be fine. She likes you enough that she'll overlook any blunders you make as long as you aren't too offensive. Just be sure to get her to open up to you. She's too shy, you need to bring her out of her shell. Oh, and dress nice for her. Make an effort! So, what are your plans for the date?"

"I dunno..." he admitted. "Guess I'll think about it tonight. I'm sure I can come up with something..."

"I'll check in with you in the morning." Sakura promised. "I'm not going to let you screw this up..."

"Gee, thanks for the vote of confidence."

He nearly jumped in surprise as Sakura leaned in and kissed his forehead. "I know you will do fine." she said fondly. "And I'm as proud of you right now as if you were my brother. But a first date is a very special moment in any girls life, and you do want to make it something to remember for her, don't you? And for yourself."
"I guess so." he conceded. "I didn't know it'd all be so complicated." Now I feel even more nervous. I need to get some rest. Tomorrow is going to be a long day...

Chapter Six – The First …

"Naruto, could I have a word with you?" Kurenai asked, appearing from nowhere, almost causing Naruto to drop his bundle.

"Of course, Kurenai-Sensei." Naruto agreed nervously. After all, there could only be one thing she wished to speak to him about, and he had suffered several lectures on the subject already and what was worse, Kurenai was her Sensei. "Umm, you are looking quite nice today."

"A clumsy compliment." She said, staring at him with her hazel eyes. "You know what I wanted to talk to you about?"

"I should warn you, I'm just a clone." Naruto said nervously. "There are quite a few of us running about making sure everything is ready."

"Oh I see." Kurenai folded her arms under her chest. "And where is the real Naruto? At his apartment?"
"Probably, but I.. he.. we.. are getting pretty nervous, he may have gone for a walk to steady our nerves."

"Very well. If I talk to you, will you see Naruto gets a message? After all, you are him, in a way."

"Yeah..." Naruto laughed nervously. "That's true. Funny thing, we discovered that what one of us learns, we all learn. So when my job is done and I disappear I... he will remember any talk we've had. So fire away."

Man, I must be the unluckiest of all the clones, I don't like the look on Kurenai-Sensei's face.

"It is no secret that I look out for Hinata, since her family certainly didn't." she began. "Now I have spoken to Neji and know what you did for her, and I am grateful to you for that, but... how can I put this so you will understand? We've all watched you moon after Sakura for years, ever since the academy, and I don't want you to lead Hinata along. If you don't care for her, then you should let her down gently. False hopes will set her back, and I am not prepared to let that happen. You do not want to cross me on this."

Yes, I am definitely the unluckiest clone ever. Getting summoned to fight in battle is one thing, this is far worse...

"Ah, well..." Naruto said warily. "I speak for me, us, him... ahh, man … well, how else do you decide if you like a girl without going out on a date? I don't really understand what you mean..."

Kurenai smiled then, giving the clone some cause for relief.

"Just as long as you are approaching this genuinely, that is all I can ask. Go honestly, and see what happens. Just remember, no lying to her."

"I wouldn't do that. Believe it!"

"Oh, I do." Kurenai agreed. "Now I can see you are very busy getting ready. Make sure to smarten up a bit, won't you?"

As Kurenai left the clone of Naruto shuddered. Thank heavens that is over. I best get back with this. I'm running late and I'll be fretting if this isn't back on time...

Naruto paused before the high gates of the Hyūga house. Swallowing nervously he looked at himself in the small hand mirror Sakura had leant him. His hair was brushed and combed, and his outfit was a more muted pale orange shirt and black trousers. Sakura had insisted that he looked much better. But my poor Gama-chan looks much emptier. Oh well, if you are going to do something, best do it right.

Gathering his courage, and hardly believing it was possible to feel this nervous outside the field of battle Naruto began to walk slowly forwards, reaching the gate. As he did so he looked up, to see Neji looking down on him from the gate lintel, a slight smile upon his face.

"Good evening Naruto." he said. "What brings you here at this hour?"

"I think you know very well." Naruto groused, flushing.

"Well, you should lighten up. It is not like you are going into battle now is it?" Neji teased, echoing his earlier thoughts.

"You are enjoying this, aren't you?" Naruto accused, bringing a rare chuckle from Neji.

"Why yes, actually I am. Now, you should not keep Hinata waiting. Go on through to the main house. No-one will stop you. I look forwards to hearing the full story of what happened tomorrow."

"Yeah well you'll have to wait your turn behind Sakura." Naruto muttered, stepping through the open gates, doing his best to ignore Neji, who was laughing again.

And probably everyone else. I wouldn't be surprised to see a line of people a mile long outside my door tomorrow, all with a pencil and paper to take notes...

Up ahead loomed the house, the doors closed. Steeling himself he strode up to them and knocked loudly. Here we go. Deep breaths. Man, I feel sick.

For a long moment there was no response, and Naruto considered knocking again before the door finally swung open. Naruto swallowed again as he looked upon who stood before him.

"Well, now that you are all rested, as promised, I'll say how you look. You look... amazing. Beautiful." Naruto smiled.

Hinata met his gaze with her shining eyes, even as her face reddened as usual. "You are too kind to say it, Naruto."

"No, I don't think so." Naruto disagreed, looking at her again. Her hair was pulled back away from her face and tied with pale ribbon, and instead of her customary baggy jacket and trousers she wore a silvery dress, the hem and sleeves delicately embroidered.

When she dresses like this... she's like a different person. Apart from the blushing. But then that's just sweet...

"No." He continued. "There's such a thing as being too modest. Not something I suffer from..." he giggled madly. "But you definitely do Hinata. You look stunning, But how are you feeling? If you aren't up to this...?"

"No." Hinata said firmly. She reached out almost hesitantly, and then snatched his arm, pulling him to her side. "I'm fine. Really I am. Besides, some air will do me good, Sakura said so." For a moment she looked surprised at how forceful she was being, then a shy smile crept onto her lips. "You look pretty handsome yourself Naruto. I'm glad you made the effort."

"Well, if I hadn't I'd feel pretty stupid considering how great you look." he laughed. And that's the truth. Believe it.

"So, where are we going? I know you like that noodle..."

"Not tonight." Naruto interrupted. "I've been told not everyone shares my passion for ramen, though I find that hard to believe. Besides, it isn't very... romantic, is it? Pervy sage would be very upset with me if I didn't do this right."

"Pervy sage? Oh you mean Lord Jiraiya right?" Hinata asked.

"Yeah, although why people respect him I don't know. All he does is go chasing after women. But I'm sure he'd be expecting me to do this properly. So no, no ramen today. Are you up to a walk? I can probably carry you if you aren't."

"I'm fine, really I am." Hinata promised. "It'll do me good. I did say I wanted to walk with you."

"And tonight you can, as much as you want." Naruto promised. "After all, this is our night, right?"

Hinata looked at Naruto as he nervously ate his soup. Smiling slightly she took a small sip of her own, which was delicious. He really is making tonight special. Doesn't he know I'd be happy just sitting and talking with him? That is all I ever wanted, just to be recognised, to be with him.

Naruto looked up. "So how is it? Nice?"

"Yes, it's perfect." she replied. "Thank you."

Naruto seems as nervous as me, I've only ever seen him this worried once, before the Chūnin exam fight with Neji. That... makes me feel better in a way. It isn't just me who is frightened.

Naruto looked at her again, then lowered his eyes, blushing. As Hinata ate her soup he continued to look at her and then quickly look away, growing redder and redder. His obvious embarrassment was somehow making her feel less shy.

"What are you thinking?" Hinata asked, as she finished her soup.

Naruto nearly jumped out of his seat before settling with a lopsided grin. "Oh you know, I was just thinking that we never really notice girls here. Everyone is just another Shinobi, and we only worry about how you fight, rather than who you are or... how you look." his already flushed face darkened. "But sitting here, on... on a date... well, you realise that you are in fact sitting with a girl, a really pretty one at that, and it's kinda weird."

"And is that a bad thing?" Hinata asked, as a server collected her empty bowl and took it away.

"No, no... not at all." Naruto laughed. "It's... nice. Just strange. It definitely makes me understand the Pervy Sage a bit more though. But enough about what I think. We both know I'm sitting here having dinner with a beautiful girl, so have nothing to complain about. How about you? You still feeling all right?"

Hinata leaned back, watching the flickering light of the candles. "I'm fine. A little tired still, but being with you... I'll be fine, I promise."

"That's good. So, I hear you had lots of visitors at the hospital. See, everyone cares a lot about you. That's important to remember."

My father... "Yes, it meant a lot to me. But without you, I never would have had the courage to change, to stop crying, to stand up and be stronger."

"I think you underestimate yourself." Naruto said as a server brought their main course and set it before them. Naruto grinned and dug a forkful of the tasty stew up and before he swallowed it spoke again. "To change you have to want to do it, you have to have strength in yourself. I'm flattered that you think I helped, and maybe I did a little, but the strength came from you. From your heart. It is probably the thing I like most about you. You are always trying, never giving up. Don't ever lose that, it's what makes you special. Not what family you were born to, or what fancy ninjutsu you can manage. All that matters is that you believe in yourself and always keep on fighting. Just like you did that day you saved my life."

You think that much of me Naruto? I... Hinata lowered her gaze, unable to help herself, then shivered as she felt Naruto's hand on her chin, gently turning her face up so that her eyes were gazing into his.

He has such beautiful eyes. So strong, full of life...

"Come on, don't look away." Naruto asked gently. "It isn't going to be much of a date if you turn away at every compliment is it? Besides, you shouldn't hide away your face, with your hair pulled back you're very pretty. Why not keep it that way for a while?"

"Maybe I will." Hinata said, making the effort to look at him. "Thank you... for your kind words."

"You don't have to thank me for anything." Naruto laughed. "This is a date remember? Just be yourself and we'll have a great time."

I don't think it can get any better than this. It scares me, like I want to curl up under the table and hide, but at the same time... I feel so alive...

She nodded. "I already am having the best of times. So far everything has been perfect."

"I do try." Naruto laughed. "Eat up!"

Naruto smiled as Hinata leant against him. The fresh air felt good on his skin. Man, it was hot in that restaurant, at least I thought it was.

"So, how do you feel now?" Naruto asked, and was rewarded by a smile.

"It was a wonderful night. Thank you for listening to me. It felt really good to talk to someone who cares. I'm sorry you had to spend so much though. You should have let me pay some."

Naruto laughed. "No way, the first date the man always pays, even I know that. If we have another it's your turn."

"I hope we do." Hinata said. "This night... I will never forget it. I'm sorry to see it end."

Naruto looked up at the starry sky, the light of the moon pure and bright. "well..." he said. "If you aren't too weak I do have one thing left for us to do. If I may?"

"Something more?" Hinata asked. "Something good?" She said, smiling.

She still blushes when I look at her, but at least she's stopped looking away. That has to be a good thing, I think...

"Wait and see." Naruto winked. "Here we go!" He grabbed her in his arms, ignoring her brief squeal and set off, leaping through Konoha until they reached the top of the four great stone heads that were carved into the mountainside. Setting down the giggling Hinata he looked out over the Leaf Village.

"This is my favourite spot in the whole of the village." Naruto told her. "I used to come here when I was feeling lonely or down. I could look over everything and imagine the time when I would be Hokage, and everyone would look up to me and respect me. But now... I don't need everyone to do that. I have people who care, which is enough. Now I want to be Hokage to protect the Village of the Leaf and all the people who are precious to me. So I still love this spot. It reminds me of my wish to protect those who matter to me."

"I know." Hinata said quietly. "I used to watch you a lot when we were younger, but you never saw me. This was the one place where you would stop smiling, stop laughing. The one place that you could show the real you, where you thought no-one was watching."

"You saw all that, huh? Guess you liked me a while then..." Naruto said. I must have been asleep not to notice.

"Back then... I don't know." Hinata said thoughtfully. "But from watching you I came to realise that despite any setback, no matter how hard things got for you, you would never back down, never show fear. It was then I started to believe that I could be like that myself. And now you've brought me here, to that one place that you can show your true inner self. It's almost like you have let me see your heart. Thank you Naruto..."

"Funny you should say that..." She really thinks a lot of me. It is... it feels good, to have someone who cares so much. "... hmm, some careless person has left something here. Look." Naruto pulled out a bundle of cloth from under a loose stone and showed it to her. "Open it up. Go ahead."

Hinata took it and unwrapped it, to reveal a single large chocolate heart. "For me?" She said, smiling.

"Well, I thought we'd share it." Naruto grinned. "Did you know there is a wonderful shop that sells foods from all of the other lands. They can make chocolate into any shape you want. Go ahead, let's share."

For a minute they ate in silence, chocolate covering their hands and smeared around their mouths. When they were done they were left looking at one another, the silence suddenly pregnant with meaning. Hinata leaned closer, as did Naruto, and their lips touched, locking together.

Is... this... is it love? How can I know?

For a long moment they stayed together, lips touching, arms around one another, until a scatter of applause burst through the silent night. Alarmed they parted, Hinata falling over and Naruto wobbling on the edge of one of the cliff until a strong hand steadied him. Naruto looked up and found himself staring into the smiling eye of Kakashi.

"Very well done Naruto. I guess you actually listened to what I had to say then. And you didn't make too big of a mess of it either. I'm very proud of you."

"Kakashi-Sensei what are you doing here?" Naruto asked, confused.

"Well, you don't think that we'd let such a monumental event as our number one hyperactive knuckle-headed ninjas first date go without us keeping an eye on the two of you did you? Kurenai and I have been following you all evening. And I must say we were both very impressed. You weren't exactly smooth, but we found your earnestness touching."

"Wait, Kurenai-Sensei is here too?" Naruto looked around, to see Kurenai helping Hinata up. Hinata looked embarrassed, but she gave Naruto a smile.

"Of course. I told you I'd be watching you didn't I?"

"Well yeah..." Naruto pouted. "I didn't think you meant literally though."

"Well, don't worry too much." Kurenai was smiling. "You did fine. But now I think we need to be going. Hinata is still not completely recovered, and she's had more than enough fun for one night."

"Yes, Kurenai-Sensei." Hinata said sadly.

"I wouldn't pout so." Kurenai said. "I'm sure there will be a second date, won't there Naruto."

He tittered nervously, running a hand through his hair. "Yeah well, if she wants one. Do you Hinata?"

"I'd … yes. Oh yes." Hinata blushed.

"There." Kakashi said happily. "Everything worked out fine after all, didn't it?"

They watched as Kurenai took Hinata away, Hinata waving at Naruto as she left.

"You had best be going too Naruto, it is getting late, and I expect that people will be bothering you all day tomorrow for details about tonight. Get some rest. Once again, you did very well."

Naruto yawned. "Yeah, I am tired. See you tomorrow Kakashi-Sensei!"

A second date? Guess I didn't blow it. And the kiss...

His thoughts warm and confused Naruto leapt down from the mountainside, and off into the night...

"You can come out now." Kakashi said as Naruto disappeared. "I know you are there."

Two masked ANBU Black Ops leapt from the shadows and appeared in front of him.

"We were making no effort to hide. We didn't want to spoil the little kids date by leaping in unannounced." one said.

"So what's up?" Kakashi asked.

"Well, we've detected the presence of an enemy scout, perhaps two, around our borders. Used camp fires, strange trail markings, that sort of thing. The Hokage would like you to start a search tomorrow. It could be related to Orochimaru, and that is a chance we cannot take."

"I see..." Kakashi said. "Well then, I should be off. I have an early start ahead of me it seems. Should the ANBU find anything more, please keep me informed."

"We will." they said, darting away.

Well, doesn't that spoil an otherwise perfect night? But Naruto, you did well. All that time spent with Jiraiya hasn't been wasted after all...