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Flashbacks

TPOV

"How could you" I screamed, my head filled with anger and sadness.

"Cammie, this isn't what you think it is!" he pleaded in response trying to calm me down.

"No we're done" I replied as I walked out, unable to get the image of his lips of hers out of my head.

"Cammie?" he asked, his face contorted with shock, his hand still gripping my hand to help me up. This couldn't be happening. Why did he still have to be here? Why couldn't he just move away? Why did I come back? England is a big country, this isn't the only place which has cheap apartments. I pulled my hand and tried to stand up, desperate to get away from him, but my mind was flooded with images causing one of the worst flashbacks I have had since he first hit me.

"I love you Cammie"

"You know you can tell me anything right?"

"This isn't what you think!"

"This isn't what you think!"

I felt arms grip my shoulders, stopping me from falling over for the second time today.

"Cammie, what's happening are you ok?" he heard his worried voice, echo around my head like the rest of the voices. I didn't know whether it was real or not.

Finally reality seemed to surface from the images bouncing around my head. I opened my eyes to see his brown eyes staring into mine, filled with concern that I knew wasn't real, if he really cared he would have shown it that night.

"Nothing, I'm fine" I hastily replied, shaking off his hands and turning to walk away before I fully opened another door that hid the worst of my demons. My attempt to escape was ruined by him grabbed my shoulder, right on my bruise. I screamed, pain shooting through my arm. He quickly pulled his hand back, as soon as I was free, I ran. I didn't know where I was going. All I knew is I couldn't see him again, ever.

I wound up in a park. The same park I had played in as I little kid, well before it as went to hell. Images flooded my mind, overpowering every conscious thought.

"Higher, mummy higher" I cried as I flew higher and higher into the air. A swing the only thing aiding my flight. The sound of my mums phone ring put a clamp on my increasing hight as she paused from pushing me to answer her phone.

"Of course, we'll be right home" she answered into the phone before picking me up out of the swing. "Come on honey let's go home"

I shiver at the last happy memory of my childhood. The rest of the memories were filled with hate, blackness and fear. I raised my head from where it had fallen in my hand to see a woman holding a small baby. A woman who looked just as shocked as me when our eyes met. She immediately handed the infant to the man sat next to her and ran over to me, embracing me in a hug.

"Cammie, is it you? You've changed so much since I last saw you... well.. 6 years ago I think?" Rambling. We all have coping mechanisms, for some of us there thing like cooking or sport. Some of us use darker methods like cutting. Some of use like to fill their skin with ink and metal. Will as Bex had a much stranger method. Rambling. When ever her life took an unexpected turn Bex would find the nearest person and ramble about anything she could find. Even if that person was the person undoubtedly causing the unexpected turn.

"Yeah I guess it has been" I mumbled unable to make eye contact with the woman who used to know me best in the whole world.
"What happened Cam?" she asked, her voice full of worry and sympathy as she assumed something bad had happened. Well, she always had been good at reading me.

"Nothing's wrong Bex" I replied.

"Don't give me that. No one leaves for 6 years suddenly without so much as a goodbye. Then comes back suddenly and it means nothing. Tell me what happened Cammie, you know you can trust me. You are my best friend still. No matter how annoyed I was at you leaving" she said, smiling at me. I was so close so close to spilling everything to Bex. But I couldn't. It wouldn't help anything. It would just lead to more questions. Question I wasn't ready to answer yet.

"I sorry Bex I can't, yet. Maybe one day but not today" I replied praying she would leave it. Thankfully my prays were answered for once.

"Ok...Oh you have so much to catch up on. Liz is still a massive brain box. Macey and Nick finally admitted their true feelings and are now happier than ever. Wait? Why am I telling you all this stuff? We are having a get together later you have to come! I will just go say bye to my brother and his lovely niece and we can go back to mine!" she said, her voice slowly filling with excitement till I practically couldn't say no. I sat numbly on the bench as Bex ran over to say goodbye to the man and baby on the bench. She had to basically drag me away from the bench.

We were walking along the pavement as Bex's gossip was stopped by a woman stood in front of us. Well I say a woman more like a goddess. Suddenly a flashback consumed me as the image of her kissing him filled every corner of my mind. I grabbed my head and feel to the floor shaking.

"Ah is didums unable to cope with standing up" she coed above me.

"Leave it Tina" Bex interrupted as she crouched next to me.

"Fine, Zach made the right choice chasing me" she said as she walked off.

"God Tash, Are you ok?" Bex asked. I nodded the flashback had subsided for now.

"Who was she?" I asked innocently even though I knew perfectly well who she was

"Honey, I'm so sorry, she can be a bitch. She's the girl Zach starting dating after you left and later married. He moved on. But you are better of without that bastard right?" She tried to explain but every word hit me like a dagger. Zach had moved on. Zach had moved on in less than 24 hours. Zach had moved on with the girl he broke my heart with.

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