Who was I.
I no longer aware of who I was anymore. The only name I knew was: Clove. That wasn't my name that was hers; I kneeled by her staring down at her face covered in dirt and her own blood. She was my four leaf clover and they took her away, I will never forgive the capitol for that. I felt numb as a cannon rung out meaning she was never going to come back to me or to her family. I leaned down and planted a kiss on her forehead "don't worry, Clove, I'll avenge you."
It pained me to watch the hovercraft watch the hovercraft take her away to be redressed and returned to her family. Marina, her little sister alwys looked up to Clove. It was because of her that Marina wanted to start training for the hunger games, so she can be as strong as her sister. I on the other hand have no family so really there was only Clove I wanted to take care of in life, and now she's gone too. Its a pain that will forever go on and on.
What is my name? Who am I? What district am I from? What am I doing here? Numbly I walked into the forrest trying to remember what I had forgotten. Trying to remember what I lost. Two winners from the same district. I want the starcrossed lovers from district twelve to feel what I have. I want Lover boy to experiance the pain of losing the one he loves most in life. Just like I did.
That night I stare up at the sky watching as the capitol seal glows amungst the stars. My chest feels heavy as I see Cloves face staring down at me like the angel she now is. Then as fast as she appeared she dissapeared and was gone from my reach forever. I lost my four leaf clover and I'll never get her back. I guess this is what the plummet to madness is like. It was raining that night, I sat there taking the oppertunity so I can cry. Tears streamed my cheeks as I sat in the rain.
In my head I can hear Clove laughing "what, are you crying?"
More tears fell "no It's just raining on my face." I mumbled to my overactive imagination. I can feel Clove resting her head on my shoulder laughing. "We were supposed to go home together." I murmured.
"We still are, because you're going to win for me."
I felt lost; we were just kids but She lost the game of hide and seek. So why do I feel dead inside. I looked up with a new fire of madness running through my eyes and soul, "they'll all pay." I mumbled.
I knew they were all resting; they probably think Cato is emotionally uncomprimised, Cato will be easy to kill now. Think again. I walked shrowded in the rain; the hunt was on. I was going to track down the killer first; Thresh will die first. He will die the same death he bestowed upon my Clove.
As morning fell I still wassn't tired. I won't be tired until Clove is avenged. Lazily I hung around the stream washing Cloves blood off my hands. I can hear her still laughing inside my head. Before the hovercraft took her away I took some of her knives in the case I needed them. But mostly I kept them so I can be close to her again. At the reaping I can remember begging her not to volunteer but I didn't count on her being picked. So she wouldn't go in alone I volunteered but only to protect her. How I wish I can take back my actions just yesterday morning.
After I splashed water on my face to stop myself from seeing her face shrowded in death again I started back on my trackdown of Thresh.