I sighed as I walked to my next class, with Alice dancing gracefully on one side of me and Edward gracefully stomping on the other side of me. Alice was humming a tune I never heard before. I glanced down at her as she twirled around me. Ever since my brother and the Cullen's outburst nobody mentioned a thing about it. It pissed me off because everybody knew what was going on except me.

Soon we got to class I did my routine of introducing myself and finding a seat. Luckily it was an open seat next to Edward. I quickly sat down and looked up to see Edward smirking at me.

"What", I asked blushing furiously.

"Nothing, it's just that you're so different", Edward said studying my face.

Different, I don't know if I should be offended or not. I frowned slightly. I didn't want to be different. I wanted to flow with the crowd.

"Not in a bad way. You remind me of my girlfriend. Bella", Edward said smiling at the name of his girlfriend.

"Oh", I said remembering his beautiful girlfriend. She was different once you thought about it; her brown hair against her pale skin and her honey gold eyes. (Yes, Bella's a vampire)

We didn't talk for the rest of the class. Alice kept sending me faces from across the room but the rest of class went by normal and boring as well as my other classes.

When I got to the parking lot I couldn't find my brother. It was lightly raining and I didn't know how to get home walking. I knew my brother wouldn't forget about me and he'll come back. After waiting for about 30 minutes and getting offered plenty of rides I started worrying. The parking lot was empty and it was now pouring down raining. I called his phone about 20 and when I called my dad he yelled at me and told me my punishment was I had to stay there and find my own way home.

After waiting for another hour I started walking home. I didn't know which way to go so I just wondrously walked around the city of Forks. I walked up to this little restaurant and saw my brother car. I looked in the window and saw him sitting at a table with about 5 girls. He looked up at me and winced and hopped out his seat and ran outside with me in the pouring rain.

"Look, I'm so sorry. It's just that I had seen them, and got pissed and I'm just so sorry", Darrin said mumbling and looking down.

I started walking away when he pulled me back to him. He lifted my chin so I was looking in his eyes.

"Please", he whispered.

"I'll be in the car", I said looking at the group of girls at the table waiting for him.

"No need. I'll leave them the check", he said laughing lightly.

I smiled as he pulled me into him and started walking to the car. I couldn't explain my feelings for my brother. I knew I had feelings for him that was meant more than a brother. I loved him and desired him in ways I knew I shouldn't. He sent butterflies in my stomach and his touch sent an electrifying nerve in my body. He saved me so many times from our dad and I wish I could repay him. I'm not worthy enough to have him but I am grateful.

When we got home I dreaded walking through the door. I knew my dad was drunk and I was in for a beating.

"I won't let him hurt you", Darrin whispered as we got to the door. I looked and his eyes and hoped he wasn't lying as we walked through the door.

It was dark in the house. It looked as if nobody was home. I put my jacket up and headed upstairs with Darrin right on my heals. He went to his room but not without giving me a quick kiss on my forehead.

When I walked in my room my dad was sitting on my bed with a beer in his hand.

"I see you found your way home. I was kind of hoping you wouldn't", he slurred as he walked to me. He looked me up and down as I cringed from his appearance.

He lift his hand up about to hit me but the hit never came. I looked up and saw him knocked out on the floor with Darrin standing over him. Darrin intense glare was fixed on my father, he was trembling with anger. His brown hair reflected in the moon light and made him look inhuman.

I looked him in his eyes and cringed at his electric green eyes. I couldn't stop myself as I did something I always wanted to . I pressed my lips to his and felt him stiffen immediately then I felt him relax and he started kissing me back. His tongue darted at my lips and I quickly parted my mouth. He moaned into my mouth and I lost myself in the kiss. My tongue met his and they danced, my body began to sweat and my fingers knotted through his hair. I pulled him closer to me, although it was impossible to get any closer. I stood on my tip toes to reach him. I kissed him with passion, no resistance, no regrets.

After what seemed like forever, we both pulled back, grasping for much needed air. I blushed as he stared at me with such an intense emotion in his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what over took me", I said looking down.

"We need to put dad in bed and make it seem like he just got really drunk and passed out, then we can talk about what just happened and what happened earlier today", Darrin said eyeing me suspiciously.

We dragged my dad to his room and threw him on the bed. I hurried out the room and went to my room to lie on the bed. Today was so tiring. After about 20 minutes I hear Darrin shut his door. He comes to my door and smile at me

He has on boxers and nothing else. He smiles a sexy grin and moves to lay down with me.

"Ashley, I need to tell you something", he says while he pulls me closer to him.

"What is it", I ask concerned he might be leaving me or something. He looks down and grabs my hand.

"I'm not normal", Darrin says while he puts his head down.

I look at him weirdly. What do he mean not normal. He's absolutely normal to me, except when people with red or gold eyes come around.

"I'm a werewolf", he says slowly while watching me intently.

Really a werewolf? What kind of game was he playing? I stare at him wondering when was he going to stop playing but he never cracked a smile.

"Show me", I say.

"I'm afraid I will hurt you", he says looking down.

I'm beyond pissed. How dare him. He's hurting me now.

"Fine, I'll show you but also I want to ask you why you kissed me like that", he asks making me blush.