Chapter 2 is up! I know it's not very long, but I'll try to update again soon. It probably won't be much longer than 3 or 4 chapters. Actually I still can't believe that I even dared to post a chapter story since I've always had problems finishing my one-shots! But anyway, enjoy the reading and please leave a review. I appologise for any spelling or grammar mistakes...

Butterflies! Since when did Chuck Bass get butterflies!? His reflection was staring back at him with a disgruntled look. This really wasn't the least bit amusing. He didn't really feel like showing up at school today, but for some reason he had gotten out of bed and was now adjusting his tie.

Who was he kidding! The only reason he was going was so he'd get a chance to see her. This was getting pathetic. He wasn't even sure when it had happened, these… feelings. They had sort come creeping not showing themselves fully on till that night at Victrola.

Part of him wished it had never happened. It would make everything so much easier. First of all he wouldn't have to deal with this damn fluttering in his stomach. It was making him sick! And second he wouldn't have to feel… well, almost guilty, when being around Nathaniel.

It really wasn't to his advantage that he and Blair had just broken up, because Nate seemed to have forgotten that it was in fact possible to discuss other matters than his ex-girlfriend. This whole situation was absolutely fucked up! He needed a joint quite badly right now!

Lucky for him Nate's messy private life had apparently taken such a toll on his best friend that he couldn't seem to get through a single day with out getting high, therefore the two boys had been meeting everyday before school for the past week. And Chuck wasn't one to complain; the creatures in his stomach seemed to behave once sedated by the fumes!

Chuck threw one last glance at himself before heading out of the door.

He didn't really pay attention to anything Nate said. Not because he didn't want to he just wasn't able to concentrate on his constant flow of how screwed up his family were and how he couldn't figure out if he wanted Blair back or not. Nate had an annoying tendency to get extremely sentimental when he was high (or drunk for that matter) and even though Chuck knew he probably should offer some kind of a pep talk he couldn't really manage anything more than a nod of confirmation whenever Nathaniel looked at him. And his best friend didn't seem to notice his lack of presence anyway.

He had to talk to her, figure out what the hell was going on. The problem was that she was obviously ignoring him. He had called her three times yesterday and texted a few times but she hadn't responded and he knew perfectly well why. Blair had annoying habit of pretending that her life was just as perfect as always no matter how screwed up it really was and this little thing they had going was definitely screwed up.

He was actually kinda pissed at her! After all she was the one who had started all of this. Obviously she couldn't really help that his stomach had been occupied by a still growing group of fluttering insects but he would have never made the first move. She was Blair Waldorf for crying out loud! Not to mention his best friends girl, and even though Chuck usually didn't care about who, what and why when it came to screwing girls he did no that Blair was of limits.

Hell, she was the only girl in the entire world that he knew he couldn't have and yet he hadn't been able to stop him self that night in his limo or at Blair's birthday part for that matter. As soon as she leaned towards him looking amazingly sexy and irresistible the thought of his best friend's reaction when he found out had vanished from his thoughts and in that moment it was just him and Blair. And it had never felt that good before.

He had never felt a connection that powerful with any of the numerous girls he had slept with. He enjoyed sex, obviously, but it was more often a convenient distraction than it was actually an act of passion. But that night with Blair, well, both nights with her had left him wanting more, something he definitely wasn't used to. He couldn't remember the last time he had actually wanted to have sex with a girl more than twice, but he wanted Blair.

He wanted her so bad that he buried the nagging guilt he felt towards Nathaniel somewhere deep inside and pretended that once he had a chance to explain everything Nate would be fine with it. Blair wasn't even his girlfriend anymore so he couldn't really complain, right? He knew he was grasping at straws but he also knew that these damn feelings were definitely not going away anytime soon.

They reached the school a bit early and stood out front, Nate still going on about Blair, his dad, his mom and something about the upcoming cotillion that Chuck didn't really pay attention to, when they spotted the girls. Serena had only just caught up with Blair and here cheeks were all read from running. She was laughing at Blair who didn't seem to be in such a good mood.

When they started walking up the stairs Chuck tried to catch her eye but she wouldn't even look in his direction, Serena however was glaring angrily at them both causing Nate to finally snap out of his constant complaining. "What the hell is her problem? Blair broke up with me, remember, not the other way around" he growled glaring back at Serena, who tossed her hair demonstratively and put an arm around Blair's shoulder.

"Girls…" Nate said, shaking his head. "Seriously dude, you're lucky you don't have that kind of trouble to worry about". Chuck continued to stair after the girls until they disappeared through the school's double doors. "It's what I've always said, Nathaniel, girls are good for one thing only" he said turning his attention back to Nate, smirking at him. "They're simply not worth it" he continued, at that moment convinced that it was the truth.

It definitely wasn't worth it if it meant feeling sick to your stomach all the time and not being able to focus on anything. Nate grinned at him. "Some day some girl is going to come along and you will have to eat those words, Chuck" he said as he began to walk up the steps. "She's been here all along" he mumbled bitterly to himself, lingering behind for a second before following Nate up the stairs.

Gossip Girl here: N and C seem to have been enjoying the grass in the park quite often lately. Anything on your minds we need to know about? I hear N has more problems to deal with than being stung by one Queen B; apparently papa N could use a "get out of jail free" card. Wise choice to leave this sinking ship, B. Until next time. Gossip Girl.

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