Chibiyu: Hi all, just a warning now, this story will be dark, intense and (hopefully) tear jerking. Though that is NO spoiler on the ending…because you all know I love plot twists.

Nick: I've given up on begging for a happy story…so enjoy my pain and suffering.

NOPE STILL DON'T OWN JONAS OR DISNEY!


NICK'S POV

Why didn't I try and run from this life, from these people? Because I would never be able to face home again, not after what I…not after I killed them. I could never see my family, friends or fans again…I had to disappear without a trace, without a goodbye. I had to face that fact and move on…but it was too hard to face it, too hard not to care for it, and too hard to move on. But yet, so far, it was easy to hide it. I thought these three hours would kill me, break me, but no, it wasn't that hard to find it from everyone…I only wished I could hide it from myself.


SANDY LUCAS'S POV

I promised myself I would give my boys three days without word from them before I called in Big Man. It had been two days and I knew something was wrong; my heart ached and told me so. My babies were in trouble.

I bolted to the phone and spent over twenty minutes convincing Big Man and he promised to go out and check the coordinates Nate gave me, probably thinking I needed to be checked into an insane asylum. And now, all I could do was wait, knowing my babies were suffering. Please God, be with them.


NICK'S POV

I was the center of attention as Eyra's dad who's name I had no care for, announced me as his new right hand man for pushing the button, for risking my on neck, but the real reason was that I killed them. 'Rid the world of four threats,' as he put it. But that wasn't something to be proud of though my face held a smile as I beamed, my heart was quite the opposite, in a storm worse than a hurricane. I cared too much about this…but it hurt me to not care more than it hurt me to care…but was it better to live in eternal depression and sorrow than carelessness and empty?

No Nicholas, it is not. I told myself, but rather than hearing my voice, it came out as Joe's. Somehow, when this happened, I didn't feel so alone.

But you are alone. Kevin's voice sneered as I pushed open the thankfully empty door to my room.

I know…I know I am alone. But I don't want to be…why couldn't I have remembered sooner? Why couldn't I have had the morals not to push the damn button?

Language Nick. Kevin chided…why am I doing this? Imaging them will only make it worse for me…bring back memories I just recently required again…bring back how I killed them…I am so sorry guys…you must hate me.


SANDY LUCAS'S POV

"There was no island Mrs. Lucas. But divers found evidence of one and a large explosion…weird…things have been found but not your boys. They could still be alive, we are looking." Big Man informed me and I felt so stupid for letting Joe and Kevin do this without Big Man, without protection. Stupid for trusting Nate, though I knew he would have died to save them. I could never see my baby boys again…I don't even remember the last thing I said to Nick…

What will I say to Tom? To Frankie? To Stella and Macy? How could I even convince myself?


KEVIN'S POV-BEFORE EXPLOSION

I saw Joe thinking, Eyra hugging Nate, Nate looking thoughtful but hopeless as he watched the clock slowly count down the time we had left.

Nick…I can never say this to you but I still want you to know bro, that I don't blame you…I still love you.

The clock beeped at one minute…60 seconds to live.


Chibiyu: Will not be terribly long in length, chapter wise and words wise at the beginning. I have EVERYTHING planned out for once though, which is a first. And I thought you all would like an insight inside Joe, Kevin's, Eyra's, and Nate's head before…well you know, before the BOOM!!!!!!! Until Next Update!