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The Secret Amor
By Odessa
The following week was a very hard one for the Potter family. Insensitive reporters would come to the house everyday demanding interviews with Mr. Potter and Lily. Mr. Potter was also very busy at the ministry. The wizarding world now felt that Voldemort would be targeting the families of Muggle-borns. This was news to the wizarding world causing a panic among half-bloods and Muggle-borns alike who were eager to protect their non-magical loved ones and looked to the ministry for protection. But the Potters had more to worry about than pesky reporters that were eager to make a quick galleon. Their worry was for another reason-Lily Evans had not come out since the night she arrived at the Potter Residence.
Mrs. Potter was making breakfast in the kitchen that morning. Mr. Potter sat at the table looking over some paper work while James and Robert sat on the stools at the bar arguing which broom was better, the new Cleansweep broom that had just released or the newly released Nimbus that was just a year old from a newer company, just trying to get its start.
"Nimbus is suppose to be just for racing!" James argued. "They designed it to go faster! I don't care how long Cleansweep has been around, their broom will not compare."
Robert shook his head in frustration. "I already said they just released the new one which is more focused on racing. Higher maximum speed and everything! I'm done talking about this," he declared.
Mrs. Potter stopped cooking and James and Robert looked up from there argument. "Matt, she hasn't come out of her room since she came here. She barely eats anything! Maybe you should go talk to her."
"Maybe we could ask her to come down for some meals?" Mr. Potter suggested as he glanced at his wife.
"Maybe she is annoyed with someone already and we should send him away to make it easier for her," Robert added looking over at James.
"Robert!" Mrs. Potter snapped, setting eggs in front of him and James. "I highly doubt she cares about whatever happened between her and James right now. Please don't mention it."
Robert threw his hands in the air. "I'm just saying it might help if someone doesn't put down someone else's friends non-stop!"
"I don't understand what she sees in the greasy-haired boy," James responded defensively.
"James, you really do need to grow up out of your rivalries," Mr. Potter said looking up from his paper.
"Sorry," James apologized, watching a big, gray owl fly in the window and drop the mail onto the table. At the sight of the Daily Prophet, Mr. Potter grew very quiet. He quickly picked up the Daily prophet and scanned the front page. James looked over at Robert and made a face wondering what the front page said.
After a few minutes, Mr. Potter stood up. "I need to leave for work now," he announced walking over to his wife and set the Daily Prophet down next to her. "I'll let you know when I expect to be home." He kissed his wife on the cheek, and then stepped out the door and disapparated. Once he was gone, James stood up to glance over at the newspaper, reading over his mother's shoulder.
YOUNG GIRL'S PARENTS KILLED BY VOLDEMORT
Last Wednesday night an attack was made in a muggle neighborhood. Two Muggles where killed, parents of Lily Evans, a student attending Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Lily, a soon to be sixth year, had been out of the house when the attack occurred, but later returned to find her house burned down and the Dark Mark hanging where it once was. Matt Potter, Auror at the Ministry of Magic, was one of the first at the scene, though he has declined making a statement. Ms. Evans is now staying at the residence of the Potters. Some may feel that this is a ploy for Mr. Potter's campaign for Minister of Magic.
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Upstairs and down the hall, Lily Evans had been lying face-down on her bed when she heard a knock on her door. She turned around in time to hear a voice coming from the hallway. "Lily, I was just wondering if you were hungry. Do you want anything?" It was Mrs. Potter.
"Oh. No thanks, I'm fine," she replied quietly, her voice sounding shaky and dry.
There was a brief pause as if Mrs. Potter was debating whether to open the door or not. "Okay… but Lily, if you need anything just come down and we will help you."
"Thank you," Lily responded, but she knew she wouldn't leave; she didn't want anything. All she did want was to sleep and sleep and never wake up; to get rid of that sick feeling she still had. She rolled onto her side to look at the clock. It was almost noon and though she was emotionally tired, she knew she couldn't go to sleep again and it was time to wake up. How could this have happened to her? She thought again. More than ever, she wanted to be back at her home with her family. Now her only family left hated her. Petunia must hate her now more then ever.
She looked over to the dresser at some unopened envelopes. Owls, from her friends, had been coming all week. Flying in and dropping them off. She turned away and grabbed a book from next to her to try to forget everything.
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Mrs. Potter walked back downstairs and took a seat next to James on the coach.
"How is she?" James asked curiously.
"Not that good. Your dad said to maybe have her come down for meals but then she just doesn't want to eat. She's already not eating enough when I take her food," Mrs. Potter said anxiously.
"I'm sure she will come out soon. It must be boring," James replied more as a thought.
"Yes, I'm hoping she will, too," Mrs. Potter sighed, then added to James, "We have a meeting tonight. Robert is going to come with us so I will need you to stay here with Lily. It might help him decide what he wants to do in the future. By the way, do you know where he is?"
"I think he went to Anna's," James answered. "He said he would be home for dinner."
Mrs. Potter looked surprised. "Oh, he didn't tell me. Although he is over there a lot, I should have known."
"I'm sure they will be getting married soon," James added. "I would not believe in love if they end up breaking up." An owl came in and dropped a letter on James lap.
"Who is it from?" Mrs. Potter asked.
James opened the letter and read. "Sirius," he answered simply.
Prongs,
Is your dad and everything okay? How's Lily? I just overheard my mum talking about it and then I went to find the Prophet. Can you believe that article!? Write me fast. I don't know how much longer I can take this house, James. The more powerful Voldemort gets the sicker it gets around here. Just let me know.
-Padfoot
"He just read the article. Peter did, too—he sent me one this morning. I'll be back down to help you in the garden to get rid of the gnomes outside," James promised and went running up the stairs. He sat at his desk and grabbed Peter's letter.
Prongs,
Voldemort needs to be stopped. But Lily's staying in your house? Won't that get a little loud? We need to all get together soon the news is getting more depressing.
-Wormtail
Wormtail,
Everything is fine. Yeah, I'm not sure that we will get along to well but I'll try not to be a prat. I'll keep you updated. They will stop Voldemort soon.
-Prongs
James grabbed another piece of parchment.
Padfoot,
Dad was pretty mad about the article. And Lily, she hasn't come out of her room since she's been here, but who could blame her? I don't think I can hang out for the next few weeks. For your family, just put a silence charm over your door then when they come for something and you can ignore them. Or maybe you can put a few curses when they say certain words soap comes out of there moths. Things will calm down around here and you can come and stay with us for the rest of the summer. We should check on Moony, have you heard from him?
-Prongs
James sealed both letter and tied them on to his owl, Aura. "Take these to Wormtail and Padfoot," James directed her and watched as the owl fly out the window. James, knowing that his mom was stressed, then turned away and headed back down to help her for the rest of the day.
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Lily tried everything to distract herself from the grief. None of it seemed to work. Lily put down the book she had been reading and walked around the room. The clock next to her bed read half past nine and she was starting to get hungry. After not eating the entire day, she finally decided it would be okay to go downstairs and find something to eat. Moving through the house, she noticed the Potter's house was very nice. It wasn't big and lavishly decorated but instead was homey and comfortable. She wasn't sure where anything was and so paused for a second at the bottom of the stairs before walking into the living room. She saw James sitting on the couch writing. He looked up at her just as she walked in.
"Hi, Lily." He paused not quite certain how to act. "Is there anything I can get you?" James said with a big grin on his face. He noticed she was wearing some of his old clothes. The over sized maroon t-shirt hung to the middle of her thighs. It read, Gorodok Gargoyles Vs. Woollongong Warriors 1974 in gold. The un-matched navy blue work out shorts he had once favored, but too soon grew out of, fit perfectly on Lily. This made his heart skip a few beats; she looked absolutely adorable in his clothes. He tried to push these thoughts out of his head as she spoke.
"I'm actually…a little hungry." She admitted and walked over to the coach couch where he was sitting.
"Oh. I'll make you something. Is there anything that you want?" he asked, standing up.
"Anything is fine, James," Lily answered and just as she was about to follow him, the Daily Prophet caught her eye on the living room table. The front page flashed with big words saying, YOUNG GIRLS PARENTS KILLED BY VOLDEMORT with a picture of her crying in front of the remains of her house.
James, knowing what she was looking at, stepped in front of her to block the view of the paper. "Don't worry about that, Lily," he said "You know how they are; just trying to sell papers. Let me show you the kitchen."
"James, can I please read it?" she said softly to him, moving around him and picking it up. Lily's eyes began to water. This just happen a week ago and the memories played back in her mind as she read the article. "I had no idea that this would happen," Lily whispered sadly.
James took the paper out of her hand. "Lily…." James paused. "They're just a bunch of phonies over at the Prophet. Like I said, they are just trying to sell a paper to make money. Don't worry about this article," he said chipper as he walked over and threw it in the garbage. "I'm still trying to figure out why we even get the Daily Prophet. So, about food. I personally like cheese sandwiches."
Lily looked at James. "I'm not very hungry any more."
"Well…. we could just skip the main course and go straight into dessert, considering that's the best part. How about ice cream?" James suggested.
Lily gave a weak smile. "Ice cream would be good, if you have any."
"Yeah. We have all kinds! The kitchen is very well stocked with it." And he showed Lily into the kitchen.
James opened the freezer. "Have a seat." James gestured towards the table. "It looks like we have…vanilla, French vanilla, and double vanilla oh and here's vanilla bean? I never knew there were so many vanillas." James had a puzzled expression on his face.
Lily let out a small giggle. "I guess Vanilla."
"Good choice! That's my favorite….Which one?" James asked again, staring inside the freezer.
"Regular vanilla?" Lily said questioningly.
James pulled out two bowls and scooped out the ice cream into them then went to join Lily at the kitchen table, setting one of the bowls in front of her. "I hate to bother you with my stories but, this one time Sirius and I just finished our first year. He came and stayed that summer and we went to this ice cream parlor pretty close to here. Sirius decided it was necessary to try every single kind of ice cream before he decided what he wanted. He tried all 63 flavors. The owner still looks at us weird when we go there."
Lily snorted into her bowl. "Why didn't the owner stop him?"
James laughed. "Sirius threw a big fit saying that he would purchase something but he hadn't decided yet. Then he said stuff about him having his ice cream rights taken away. Really, he was making a scene and the owner just wanted him to be quiet because the costumers where staring."
"He is unique, isn't he?" Lily said jokingly.
James looked thoughtful for a second. "I don't know if unique is the right word…maybe strange, unusual, and insane."
Lily smiled. "For how much of a troublemaker he is, the teachers love him."
"Yeah I haven't yet figured out how he does that," James admitted.
Lily talked to James for quite along time and really enjoyed herself. Lily thought to herself maybe she could get along with James Potter. He just seemed like one of those people who thought they knew everything and bullied people around. It also didn't help that Severus, one of her closest friends, and James were always fighting. But right now, outside of school, James seemed okay.
After awhile Lily began to wonder why the house was so quiet. "Where are your parents? They are so nice to let me stay here."
"They are at a meeting."
"Oh really?" Lily said curiously.
"Yeah, I shouldn't know this," James began with a proud smirk on his face, "but I guess Dumbledore is trying to start some kind of group separate from the Ministry to fight against Voldemort. He feels that there are too many spies working for Voldemort at the Ministry. He thought that if they get a smaller, trustful, manageable, group dealing with information they have a better chance of keeping it from Voldemort. When the Ministry found out, they freaked. I'm not sure why; it doesn't really make sense. My parents and some other people are at a meeting with Dumbledore talking about what they can do. "
Lily sighed. "It's just horrible…. How do you know all that?"
"Well I…overheard my parents talking about it. It's not my fault they talk in plain earshot," he added with a wink.
"James," Lily said in a jokingly stern voice.
He shrugged. "Well my brother filled me in on most of it he went with them, too."
"Does it scare you? That your whole family is joining a group to fight Voldemort?" Lily asked suddenly.
"Yeah, I am," James answered, "but I can't help to admire them for being so strong. One day I will be there to fight for peace."
"Me, too," Lily said simply in a whisper and the mood suddenly changed from happy to painful, awkward silence. Just as James was trying to think of a joke to tell to break the silence, they heard the front door open.
"Your parents are home." Lily pointed out.
Mr. and Mrs. Potter walked to the kitchen.
"Lily! How are you doing? Do you need anything?" Mrs. Potter asked as soon as she spotted the red-headed girl. She looked happy to see Lily out of the room.
"I'm fine, I just ate," Lily smiled at James.
Robert walked in to the room after looking quite grim. "I'm tired. I'm going to sleep," he announced grimly. "But Lily! I'll see you tomorrow!" he said the second part in a happier tone.
"See you," Lily nodded her head and he went up stairs.
"Why don't we go talk for a second, Lily?" Mr. Potter suggested.
"Sure." Lily followed Mr. Potter out of the room and into his study. Lily thought Mr. Potter was a really charismatic, but still very serious. She could definitely see him being the next Minister of Magic.
"How are you feeling, Lily?" Mr. Potter asked as soon as the door was shut behind her.
"Good. But do you remember when we where in the car and you said that thing about not letting Voldemort win?" He nodded his head and she continued. "Well, I don't want him to win but it's really hard. I don't know how to do it. I always think about it every second and it's too hard. He took what makes me happy away."
"It will be hard but I can't promise it will get easier, but there eventually it will get better. Just keep going. And we are here to help as much as we can," he promised and put a comforting arm on her shoulder.
Lily looked around not knowing what to say. She knew that he was right; it would get better. But at the same time, it didn't make her feel any better. Trying to distract herself from her emotions, she spotted some pictures sitting on the mantel. There was a lot of James and Robert when they were younger but among them, there was one which caught her eye. There were three kids standing together—a boy and a girl wearing Gryffindor robes and the other girl wearing Slytherin. All three were making funny faces repeatedly at each other and then turning and doing it towards the camera.
"Who is that?" Lily asked curiously.
Mr. Potter glanced at the photo that Lily was referring to. "That one?" he gestured towards it, the oldest of all of the pictures. "That's me and my two sisters."
"Where are they, if you don't mind me asking?" The question was impulsive, but her curiosity got the better of her and the question slipped before she could think twice about it. "I'm sorry…that was a personal question. You don't have to answer."
Mr. Potter stared at the picture a second before he answered. "They died…a while ago." He looked back at Lily. "I do know how it is to lose a family member to Dark Magic. You will always ask yourself if you did everything you could do to help them; if you were good enough to them when they were alive. But Lily, don't do that to yourself. I'm sure you did everything you could and there was nothing you could do to change what happened…"
"I won't… I'll….I'll try. Thank you, Mr. Potter." Knowing that their conversation was over, Lily was about to turn around to walk out when she stopped suddenly. "Does that article hurt you for your Minister of Magic job?" she asked with concern.
Mr. Potter laughed. "Not at all! They are always coming out with articles that are ridiculous. I'm sure by now people can figure out what is nonsense. Don't let it get to you. We are here for you, Lily, and that's what I wanted you to know. "
