Chapter 2
I awoke the next morning in a bed that was not mine, when I sat up in the comfy covers I noticed I didn't have any clothes on, I was naked which meant only one thing, I had sex.
I screamed in panic and slapped Eli who lay next to me, also naked. "Eli! Eli! Eli get your ass up now!"
I continued to scream when Eli groaned and turned around to face me, squinting.
"Clare? What are you doing…"he began groggily but screamed shrilly when he noticed I wasn't wearing any clothes.
I quickly brought the cover to my chest and wrapped it around me, leaving Eli completely exposed, he grabbed it back and wrapped it around his waste, and I was naked once again.
I shrieked again, "Eli! Give it back!"
His face blushed deep red and he shook his head stubbornly.
My hands quickly flew to my breasts and I hopped off the bed and crouched down so that he could only see my eyes. "Eli! Give me the blanket now!" I hissed.
"Clare just go get some goddamn clothes on!" he instructed, ignoring my plea.
"Get it for me you asshole! You're the one with the blanket!" I screamed.
"Fine! Fine, damn it woman!" he reluctantly pulled the blanket over him, making sure to cover every inch of pale skin that he had.
"Slave driver." I could hear him mutter as he bent down to pick up the black dress that I wore the previous night. He then threw it at me and I tried to cover myself as well as I could, only my creamy legs were seen now.
"Ahem." I said and cleared my throat expectantly.
"What the hell do you want?" he asked me, looking flustered.
"I'm a woman Eli." I told him, dropping a hint, not wanting to have to tell him to g pick up my bra and underwear.
"Yeah I kind of know that." He said, still unsure of what I was saying.
I sighed in disappointment, what a dumb ass. I smacked myself in the forehead with my palm for added effect.
"I need my bra and underwear Goldsworthy!" I shouted.
His face scrunched at the volume of my voice.
I watched as he gripped the blanket around him tighter and strolled over to the bed and bent down to pick up my underwear. He held my black bra in his hands.
"Pretty small cups Edwards what are they Bs?" he smirked.
"Really Eli? You're cracking jokes?" I asked exasperated. "Right after I gave my virginity away to you?" I asked annoyed.
"Fine get your ass dressed and then we'll talk." He told me.
"Ha, speak for yourself." I snorted, gesturing at the blanket wrapped around him.
As he raised his hands to point to himself and proudly say a smart ass comment the blanket fell to expose his uh…tiny secret.
My face turned red and I laughed when the first that came to my mind escaped my lips, "Looks like my breasts aren't the only things that are tiny Eli." I snickered.
"You know what Edwards just get dressed." He sighed as he threw my underwear at me and walked out of the room.
I quickly put all my clothes on and as I got dressed I let the thought simmer in my mind, I'm not pure, I didn't wait until marriage.
I walked down the stairs, paying no attention to my surroundings, I didn't wait until marriage. I found Eli at the kitchen table eating an apple.
"Hey Edwards." He greeted awkwardly.
"So we had sex." I blurted out and he froze mid bite.
"Yes…"he said slowly.
"So I want to talk about it." I explained further.
"There's nothing to talk about." He said simply.
I was shocked. "Nothing? I gave my virginity away to you! This is a lot more than nothing." I said.
He sighed and placed the apple onto the table, "It meant nothing Clare, I say we forget about it" he said slowly, staring at me the entire time.
I broke.
"Eli! You've known me since high school! I'm Christian! I'm a devoted Christian! I can't have sex until marriage! You know how serious this is!" I told him, trying to slap some sense into him.
"What the hell do you want me to do Clare? Tell me and I'll do it!" he said.
"I want you to seem the least bit concerned Eli, the fun and games are over." I said referring to the conversation we had in the bedroom. "If…If I am pregnant…I want you to be a father figure." I told him calmly.
I watched as tears ran down Eli's cheeks. "I-Imo was pregnant! She…she died along with the baby! All because of some stupid driver that didn't freaking se her! I saw it Clare! I was there to see Imo, there to see my child get hit my a freaking car I can still hear her screams, hear the tires, see her frail body fly, watch her land on her stomach, I watched her die…" he said.
I was quiet. "I, so if I was pregnant you wouldn't be a father?" I whimpered desperately.
He was quiet before shaking his head, no.
My eyes widened. "So I threw away my virginity, everything I believed in…I threw it away for nothing?" I asked him, by now tears were running down my face.
"I guess so." He said, casually, coldly.
I ran out the front door before collapsing in the middle of the sidewalk.
"I just gave away my virginity and he doesn't even care!" I screamed, not caring who I may have awoken.
Author Note: I had a little funny scene with them but then it all went down hill . There it is then, even if I don't get any reviews I've decided to continue this story. But for the people who DID review or favorite or subscribe to my story, thanks guys .
