Chapter 2
"Despicable Me"
These past two weeks felt like they were longer than the time I was depressed, after finding out Sam died after having an orgy. But I was happy for that. It was like before; Sam looking for me or I looking for her, finding each other and slipping into the bedroom. It was more this time, these precious moments of quiet murmurs and strong attraction for one another. I felt that attraction that Sam had for me, almost matching my own. I love her, I know I do, but I never mentioned it again to her. I didn't want to scare her, because I knew that she was not thinking straight about all this. I don't know where her heart is when she is with me, but she knew where mine was, and that was more than I could ask for. The way she never wanted to leave at nights when she would sneak in my room told me that she too felt the same. I just knew that Sam might not care for me as much as I did, but I knew that she did harbor some feelings. She tried so hard to keep it to herself too; she wanted to forget about me. But there was no way in hell would I have let that happen. And deep down I had a feeling that she chose not to either.
I should have seen this happening. I should have never answered the door. I should have never gone to how to have sex ed. And I definitely should not have gone to Johns after and mate with him. It was all so fast. But that's just how it was when I was with her. Everything went by so fast. Like if we never stopped talking, like if I was never with anyone but him. But the main problem with that was that I was with someone. I am acting like the whore that I said I never wanted to be.
At 7pm Japans was waiting patiently on a subway. She was pressed up against the pole, not only because of how packed the train was, but by a man who towered over she waited patiently for the train to move. She could feel the warm piece of meat on his pants pressing against the back of her head. She got worried. As she turned around she made eye contact with the man in front of if they were in a western showdown, eyeing each other out. They stared deeply into their eyes. When the train started to move, it happened. And as another girl was being molested on the train. Jessica was being molested on the train.
His hand grabbed her vagina with such force her little girl instinct was to call for help. Her voice was lost in the sea of air surrounding her never to be heard again. She felt his hands reach into her panties like a snake constricting its prey. No escape The fingers one by one reaching the roof of her vagina took her into a deeper fear and thrill than ever before. She didnt know what to do. She panicked as she slowly got off at the next stop, Realizing her experience with that man. She was scarred for life.
Then she walked right out of the underground to go to Freddies house so they could make sweet love once more.
