ok so, im warning you now, I write each update within one or two days, usualy at 1am or 2am and its 1am now.

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ive had a shit ton of sugar

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not to mention me and my friends rescued a pidgeon and named it fido.

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it was a day.

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a weird ass day.

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Sorry for any mistakes, i dont have a Beta, and as I said i write these all at like 2am.

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OOC ALERT OOC ALERT

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WARNINGS: OK SO THESE ARE FOR NOW AND SOME ARE TO BE MENTIONED LATER, MENTIONS OF ABUSE AS DISCIPLINE,

SELF HATE , ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION MENTIONED.

More to come

THA K YOU AND GOODBYE

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This is the next afternoon after the breifing!

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Day 1: Day After Breifing

Shiro sighed, he knew this was a bad idea, but this is all they could do.

Earth was close, and they, or specifically Keith, had conections that could hide them.

He knew how much keith hated his fathers family.

He remembered when Keith would have anxiety attacks and nightmares because of them.

He also remembered Keith having bruises on his body, wrists and face when they decided he needed to be disaplined.

Keith had reason to hate them, he had reason to despise them.

But they had to go and get suplies.

"Shiro? Why are you in here?"

(Coran needs uncle time okay so hes a little ooc but its okay \/ )

Coran stood at the doorway, he looked concerned as he looked at the Black paladin.

"oh, Coran. Its nothing, im just worried about how keith will react being back home"

Coran nodded, " yes i see, he doesn't have very fond memories. Understandable, any family who would Marry their children off for money couldnt have good parenting skills"

Shiro laughed running a hand through his (floof ) hair.

"yea, they weren't the best"

Coran seemed to become serous his eyes showing worry and concern, "but i must ask, the arranged marriages , was Keith involved in one..."

Shiro stiffened, he knew they would start asking questions, he just didnt expect it to be Coran.

He couldnt Lie to Coran, the Altean was the royal advisor to the princess and king alfor, a successful king.

Coran may act like a goofy uncle, but he wasnt stupid.

" I don't think keith would appreciate me telling anyone about it, its quite personal"

Coran sighed and smiled widely, "understandable, now! i must find Lance, its his turn to help me clean the pods again!"

With that Coran was gone, leaving shiro to think.

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Lance groaned as he hid in the another room.

He did not want to be stuck on cleaning dutys again.

He was still angry about the family thing, to him and his brothers, sisters, and parents family was everything.

How could some one hate their family?

He just couldnt understand it, and of course keith didnt explain anything, just stormed off as usual.

UGH, it pissed Lance off, he would always have secrets of some sorts, didnt talk to anyone but shiro, and the only times he talked to the others was training and missions.

It was like he only did it cause he had to.

Lance sighed as looked into the corridor, Coran seemed to be gone.

Wait.

Some one was in the training room, of course it was keith.

Lance was ready to walk away when he noticed somthing, was? WAS KEITH CRYING?!

The Keith Kogane crying and hiding in the training room.

Thats a story he didnt belive.

He felt like he should do something, he knew keith wouldn't talk to him, so maybe get shiro? But then Coran might find him...

He heard a muffled sob escape the shorter paladin.

Damn it why was he so nice.

Lance walked quietly trying to find Shiro, unfortunately running into Coran.

"Ah Ha ! Lance! I need you to help me with cleaning the pods, those things surely know how to colect dust"

Lance sighed "Coran, not right now. I need to find Shiro, Its about keith"

The older Altean looked concerned now "what seems to be the problem?"

the orange haired adviser motioned Lance to walk and talk, mostlikely taking him to shiro.

"well i was walking past the training room, and when I looked in keith was there. I didnt think anything of it, cause i mean its keith! Hes always there... But he was crying"

Lance now felt realitly smack him, was it possably about his family?

he had never seen keith so worked up before, family drama couldnt have caused that much destress right?

his own family had plenty of drama but they were close and would never actually aim to hurt eachother unless it was by accident.

It was actualy kind of worrying.

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Keith bit his lip trying to muffle his stupid sobbs.

He hated crying, it always ment bad things back home, but he was in space and like hell they'd get him here.

He hugged himself desprately trying to forget the reason he was in here.

That stupid nightmare, he had decided to relax in his room to hopefully calm down so he could talk to Shiro about the whole situation but he ended up falling asleep.

Well you can see how that turned out.

He tried taking deep breaths to calm himself but his heart beat only seemed to increase the more he tried.

He had for some reason ran into the training room thanking whatever higher power that no one had seen him, and he had yet to actually get his breath back.

so fucking pathetic.

stupid, stupid, dumbass, you did this to yourself.

He was so scared it felt like he couldn't breath.

He heard footsteps, they were frantic and heavy, firmiliar.

He felt the hand on his shoulder, just barely being able to look up and see Shiro.

Sobbs managed to escape as the other paladin sat next to him knowing not to make uninitiated contact.

It would do more harm than anything.

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(sooorrrry quite a few pov changes)

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Lance and Coran watched the scene unfold, as Voltrons leader calmed the red paladin with worrying practiced ease.

Coran had a pained look in his eyes mixed with curiousity, he wanted to know but it wasnt his place.

The Altean glanced over to the Cuban teen next to him.

Lance had a look of worry and a bit of fear, for what reason Coran didnt know, but he did know it was best to leave so shiro can keep keith calm.

"well Lance i belive its best we head to the pods, they arent gonna clean themselfs"

And with that Coran was dragging a disgruntled blue paladin behind him.

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Shiro allowed the boy he saw as his younger brother to lean on his shoulder, small sniffles were the only sound the younger was willing to make.

"Keith, Im gonna need you to tell me why you had a panic attack"

The paladin simply shook his head gripping onto shiros arm.

He reconizes that as a desperate plea to leave it be for now.

The older of the two sighed, "you'll need to go to bed keith, its late and you never know when an attack might happen"

Keith stiffened slightly, only to nod slowly.

Getting up was a struggle for keith, he felt dizzy and exausted, that didnt mean he wanted to sleep, no, his body might but he refused.

He...re-refused...

Shiro couldn't help but smile at the teen who had fallen asleep standing against the wall.

If this was only day one, he didnt want to see day two through four.

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im done with this take it.

also i love torturing keith soooo expect that.

《/Ray\\》