The girl, no woman, he chided himself, allowed Rum a couple more seconds of staring before once more ducking her head. The tablecloth must have held the secrets of the universe for how intently she was staring at it.

Rum turned away, dragging his leg to the floor with a whack. He wasn't about to sit here all day pondering the inner thoughts of another person, he was hungry.

Shrugging his meager coat off his thin shoulders, he draped it over the back of his chair, saving his seat. Not that anyone would dream of coming anywhere near him, but it was better to be safe than sorry. He rose from the chair, wincing at the twist of pain shooting through his leg, and grabbed his walking stick eyes focused intently on the pots of coffee sitting on the table across the room.

Belle continued staring at the table cloth, counting her breaths.

One.

Two.

Three.

By seven, the man who had sat across from her was across the room and eight was finally a full breath. She didn't blame the man for sitting down, there wasn't a lot of room open, but she was relieved when he left all the same.

She didn't like this place. It was too bright, too loud, the smells and conversations pressing against her like her body was pressing against itself.

Her body felt like a separate entity. It was her but it wasn't Belle, not since that night. Her hand moved of it's own volition settling against her stomach. It was still flat. Nothing had changed.

Everything had changed.

It didn't matter. All that mattered was getting far away from here. Belle looked up again, scanning the room. There were windows alongside the far wall, but jumping out a window didn't exactly scream subtle and she quickly discounted that as an option. The kitchen was directly in front of her, but again, involved jumping through windows. The only door to the room, the one she came through, was behind her and hopefully, no one would be paying enough attention to her to notice if she just left.

She could just leave. She'd done it before and she could do it again. Her life was one big leaving.

The couple that had brought her to this place, this shelter they ran, were both floating through the room, striking up conversations with various guests. Belle would make sure not to be here by the time they'd got to her. She looked down again, thankful for the roof as she was giving it up. The glance towards the windows had confirmed that the storm everyone had been mumbling about was indeed upon them and she didn't relish the thought of fighting the rain.

She couldn't stay.

She glanced up and saw the man from earlier making his way back towards the table, laden down with a cup of coffee and an overstuffed plate.

It was now or never.

No one even noticed the door swinging shut.

Rum's stomach made it's presence known more fiercely as he made his way closer to the spread David and Mary Margaret had provided. They seem to have taken pity on their guests on account of the storm; there was plenty of variety.

Rum first grabbed a worn cup filling it to the brim with coffee then bringing it to his mouth, inhaling a swig. The liquid was scalding but the pain of his tongue and throat distracted from the pain in his head.

With the coffee already working on his overtasked brain, he turned his attention to the food spread out in front of him. Grabbing a plate off the stack he began layering food on top of food. First the eggs, slightly runny but warm, then sausage, bacon, pancakes and hash browns. He was already here, might as well take advantage of the situation. Glancing down, he regarded his abundant choosings, nothing else was going to fit on the plate.

Satisfied, he turned away from the table reminding himself he could always go back for more. If he could work up the courage that is. He knew the food was free at the shelter, knew the money it ran on came from generous donations, but still couldn't bring himself to ever go for seconds.

He didn't deserve seconds.

Rum took a tentative step, the walking stick making carrying the cup and plate of food near impossible. It was doable, but just barely. One foot in front of the other and he inched his way across the dining room floor, his leg burning just a little more with each step. It didn't matter, really, it was worth it.

He finally got through the maze of tables and chairs to the corner he had vacated mere minutes ago. He'd gained more than a couple stares, stubbornly limping his way through the hoard, but no one would dare actually approach him to offer assistance.

Not that he would take any if it were offered.

He reached the table and leaned down to place the cup and balanced plate safely on the table before plopping back into the chair, making sure to give his injured leg plenty of space to stretch out. The pain swooped in threatening to overcome him, leaving him possibly open to ridicule, or worse. Rum began counting his breaths, something he'd done since he'd found himself in his situation, something about the clearing of his mind was comforting.

One.

Two.

Three.

By the time he got to ten, he was able to open his eyes again. Luckily, the room wasn't spinning much anymore. Rum reached over and grasped the cup of coffee sitting on the table, steam from its welcomed heat curling up towards the ceiling. Pulling the cup towards his mouth he took a sip, reveling at the simple feeling of something warm in his mouth.

With the coffee warming his insides, Rum shifted in his chair, finally listening to the cries of his stomach and pulled the plate of food towards him. His mouth watered as he regarded the spread he had collected. With a shrug, he grabbed his fork and dug in, not paying any heed to any sort of decorum. The time for table manners had long passed.

Quiet minutes passed, Rum chewing and siping in relative silence. It was almost peaceful, and yet, there was a nudge at the back of his mind that told him he was missing something. He wasn't entirely sure what that was, but it was present nevertheless.

He glanced around him, seeking out anything that might be out of place. He saw the usual patrons, and Mary Margaret and David floating around. Nothing seemed wrong. He glanced back down at his plate, over half the food was gone. His eyes flicked up. The girl. No, woman, his mind corrected.

She was gone.

Rum blinked. That was interesting. Well, not interesting to him per say, but definitely interesting. He turned back to his food, it was already getting cold. Granted, that wasn't incredibly important for a man in his position, but Rum wasn't about to waste any more time thinking about the woman. He munched his breakfast feeling the headache's vicelike grip loosen ever so slightly.

Footsteps alert Rum to the presence of someone almost directly besides him. Grumbling slightly, he once more turned away from his breakfast to see David standing next to his chair.

David looked down, gesturing like he was going to place a hand on Rum but wisely thinking better of it.

"What happened to your table partner?" He inquired, sounding way too cheerful for whatever time of the morning it was.

"To whom are you referring, dearie?" Came Rum's quick response. It didn't matter to him where she had wandered off to, there were plenty of rooms in the shelter worth visiting.

"The girl, uh, woman, the one Mary Margaret and I found!" David exhaled, sounding like he always did, a little out of breath. "The one hiding in our bushes. We wanted to keep an eye on her. She didn't look like she'd been on the streets much and we don't want anything to happen to her, especially in this storm."

Rum's eyes flickered to the dusty windows across the room at his words. Sure enough, the rain that had been a bother earlier had escalated into something more pressing. If he listened hard enough through the chatter, he could make out the distant rumble of thunder. He tuned back in to what David was saying.

"...only supposed to get worse. I think Mary Margaret mentioned it'll last all weekend. I hope the weatherman is being generous with that prediction." He smiled. "Maybe she jaunted off to the bathroom. I'll have M take a look." With another jerking motion intended to be a pat on the arm, David started off towards his wife, a "Have as much food as you like!" thrown casually over his shoulder. Rum shuddered, there was nothing casual about it. David meant well but not many people in Rum's situation were able to be anything close to casual.

He turned back to his plate, his stomach churning from the combination of his hangover, the caffeine, and David's words. The woman hadn't said two words to him. She hadn't even said one! Why should he be worried about where she'd wandered off. He took another bite of pancake. He shouldn't.

Rum continued to steadily eat at his breakfast, casting his eyes around the room watching to see if Mary Margaret had ever returned from checking the bathroom.

As he finished up the last couple bites of his meal, he finally saw Mary Margaret peek her head back into the dining room, catching David's eye and motioning for him to join her. David excused himself from his conversation and crossed the room, the door swinging behind them as they moved into the hallway.

Rum looked down at his now empty plate. He had two options, he could put the woman out of his mind, get more food and enjoy the luxury of the roof, or he could take his dish to the wash bin and happen to need to use the restroom. He stared down at the plate his eyes memorizing every scratch in the plastic.

He wanted to know what had happened to the woman. He wasn't even sure why. All he knew is that she was tiny and there was a storm and something in her eyes had intrigued him. Rum didn't have much to be intrigued by nowadays.

Without making a conscious decision, he found himself rising from the table and gathering his dishes. As luck would have it, the wash bin was on the table directly next to his, against the wall. He deposited the plate and cup in their proper receptacles quickly wanting to make sure he "bumped into" Mary Margaret and David.

He crossed the space to the door much more quickly now that his belly was full and the pounding in his head had receded a little. He pushed open the door slightly, listening intently as he tried to figure out just where the shelter owners were standing.

They were both still right outside the door. Rum could hear their soft voices from his position inside the dining room. Not paying any mind to how his behaviour looked to the other guests in the dining room, he scooted as close to the door as he could without actually walking through it.

"She wasn't in the bathroom..." Mary Margaret's concerned tone stated.

"I didn't see her in the sickroom or the laundry room." David replied, indicating he'd done more than simply meet up with Mary Margaret.

"Did you check the computer lab?" Mary Margaret posed. Rum snorted, the computer lab was merely one of their extra rooms in which they'd stuck a table with a laptop on. Supposedly one could look for work on it, but Rum knew it was used for other things.

"Yeah, it was locked..." David's voice trailed off, "She must have just...left."

Rum felt his stomach turn at the words. The tiny woman was somewhere outside the shelter, in this weather. Rum knew he wasn't the largest of guys, but he'd be far better off than a petite woman. He shifted his gaze back into the dining room, casting a glance over the gathered patrons. No one present had any reason to talk to Rum, he usually kept to himself, but he found himself wondering if anyone had seen the woman leave.

He pressed back against the door. He couldn't hear either of the Nolans voices and assumed they'd wandered off to check some other room in the shelter. It didn't matter, he'd heard enough.

Pushing open the door, he stepped into the hallway. Sure enough, it was deserted. Rum turned starting down the hallway towards the front door, his thoughts scattering more with every step. Where had the woman gone. Where had she come from and why on earth would she leave a place like the shelter in this storm.

He paused, halfway down the hallway. This shouldn't matter. Why was the thought of some woman battling the storm bugging him so much? He shook his head. She had gone who knows where. No point in spending any more time fretting about it. He only hoped the twinge in his stomach would go away.

He walked the rest of the way to the door, preparing to push out into the gale when David's voice stopped him.

"Leaving so soon, Rum?" He inquired. "You know you're welcome to hang out in the dining room while we clean up!"

"Thank you and Mrs. Nolan for breakfast." Came Rum's terse reply as he pushed the door open, leaning his slight weight against it to counteract the wind.

Bloody hell, he thought, as he stepped fully outside. The rain was biting in the way Maine specialized in, and the wind was causing it to fall sideways. Within a minute of being outside, his clothing and skin were completely drenched. He knew standing in the rain wasn't the best course of action, so he turned to his right and started back towards his belongings.

Five steps away from the Nolans' shelter, the twinge in his stomach returned. He shivered. It was definitely cold. The woman had been wearing a sweatshirt. That would help her. If it wasn't already drenched.

He sighed. He'd been through this. He had no idea where she'd run off to. Storybrooke wasn't a large town but there were plenty of places for the likes of him to hide, even in inclement weather.

He walked a few more steps, struggling to find traction against the wet cement with his walking stick and well worn sneakers.

David, or Mary Margaret, had mentioned they'd found the woman hiding under their bushes. That wasn't the safest place to be on the streets, let alone in a storm. She had no reason to return there. But she didn't have anywhere else to go. Or maybe she did.

Rum felt like yelling right there in the middle of the sidewalk. The Nolans owned a small home a mere street away from the shelter. It would take but minutes to casually walk by, even in this rain.

Rum looked towards the direction of his overpass, at least there he'd have some semblance of a roof. He closed his eyes and all he saw were sad blue orbs. He muttered a curse under his breath and turned towards the Nolans'.