A/N: Sorry I didn't post this sooner, I injured my tailbone. My days have consisted of lots of icing lately and I did not get a chance to type this up. Anyway, here is part two, I hope you enjoy!
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And I hate to say I love you
When it's so hard for me
And I hate to say I want you
When you make it so clear you don't want me
Juliet sat at her desk, a pen in her hand, and a stack of paperwork laid out in front of her. She had been procrastinating getting a start on the daunting pile all morning; she just could not seem to focus on her work. Focusing proved to be a difficult task for Juliet when she had the attractive psychic and his girlfriend acting all lovey-dovey just fifty feet away from where she sat.
Her mind spun in about a million different directions as she watched the two lovebirds roam about the police station.
Jealousy. Anger. Heartache.
Shawn and Abigail had arrived at the station earlier that morning, and had just milled about ever since, not seeming to have any place to go, anything to do. Juliet watched as Abby took both of Shawn's hands into hers, and kissed him on the lips.
Sadness. Irritation. Jealousy.
Why couldn't that be me? Juliet wondered, as she leaned her head on her hand, starting to daydream. She already knew the answer to her question, though, and she chuckled. Of course he wouldn't love me, of course he wouldn't choose me. He could have any girl he wanted in the entire world, so why would he choose some average blonde? I'm not beautiful. I'm not witty. I'm just your average blonde girl, that's it. Why wouldn't he choose the gorgeous brunette with her charming personality, and her genuine sweetness?
God, she hated Abby.
Juliet sighed, this is stupid, she told herself. But, she loved him, she needed him, she longed for his touch.
I'd never ask you cause deep down
I'm certain I know what you'd say
You'd say I'm sorry believe me I love you
Just not in that way
There was absolutely nothing Juliet could do about her feelings. Juliet wanted to tell him how much she cared for him, how much she loved him, but how could she when she knew he didn't feel the same way? It broke her heart enough, knowing deep down he didn't love her, but she didn't think she could handle hearing it told to her in person.
Shawn wanted nothing more than to just be friends. He was happy. Abigail made Shawn happy, and that was it. He loved Abigail. They were meant for each other.
He loves Abby, not me, Juliet thought.
You will never know this feeling
You will never see through these eyes
Stop it! Juliet scolded herself for getting so off task. She needed to forget Shawn and get back to her work, her job.
Forgetting Shawn would prove to be an impossible task, but Juliet set aside her feelings for the psychic for the moment, and got to work on the stack of papers piled high on her desk.
I'd never ask you cause deep down
I'm certain I know what you'd say
You'd say I'm sorry believe me
I love you but not in that way
Song: Not in That Way by Sam Smith. From the album In the Lonely Hour, copyright 2014, Capitol Records.
