Title: What the Heart Wants
Author: Sara6255
Pairing: R/J
Rating: PG-13 mostly, maybe R later on.
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone or anything. (So sad)
Distribution: Sure, but please ask first.
Summary: Takes place after the season finale; Rory comes home from Washington to her family, friends ...and someone else in particular.
Spoilers: Pretty much all of the season finale.
Feedback: I live off the stuff.
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Rory talked to Jess for a few minutes about a current book she was reading until Lorelai interrupted.
"Food!"
She set the plates on the table, sat down, and looked at Jess, "Hi."
Jess smiled, "Hi. Well, Luke will get mad if I don't finish wiping the tables."
Before he left, he whispered in Rory's ear, "Your friends are back."
Rory turned around and saw Madeline and Louise standing outside again. He mom just looked are her, "Uh...I'll be right back."
She went outside, "Forget something?"
Madeline smiled sheepishly, "Yea, how to get out of here."
Louise stepped in, "Ok, I must confess, we didn't come all the way her to just see you, we were on a little road trip, and we got lost, here. Madeline remembered you live here, so we decided it would be a good time to invite you to the party."
Rory grinned, "Somehow, I knew that you didn't come all the way over here just to see me."
Louise smiled, "So, how do we get out of here?"
Rory told them the way out, they said their goodbyes again, then Rory went back inside and joined her mom.
Lorelai smiled in-between eating her fries, "What was that about?"
Rory ate a fry, "They invited me to a back-to-school party."
"OO, sounds like fun."
"Yea, they invited Jess too. Speaking of Jess, why are you and Luke talking again?"
"Well, what can I say? He can't stay mad at me. No, seriously, we made up. It was a slow, grueling process, but, mission accomplished."
"Good."
Rory and Lorelai ate their dinner and talked about Rory's trip for about two hours. Rory told her mom what it was like to spend practically the whole summer with Paris, and having no escape route. After about 5 cups of coffee, Rory was starting to feel the effects. She went to the counter and asked Jess for a coke.
"No more coffee?"
"Please, if I have anymore, I'll be up all night."
Jess smiled and got her the coke. When he handed it to her, their hands touched and she immediately, pulled away but tried not to be too obvious, even though, every time they touched in any way, electricity shot through her whole body.
"So..." Rory broke the tension, "Are you going to the party with me?"
Jess smiled, "The dark haired girl, will she be there?"
Rory grinned, "Madeline? Yea, she'll be there."
"Ok, well, I'll go, but just for you."
Rory scoffed, "Yea right. Meet me at my house tomorrow night at...six."
"Ok."
Rory smiled at Jess, took the coke, and went back to talk to Lorelai for another half hour, before going home.
~~~~
The night of the party, Rory was rummaging through her closet, but still couldn't find anything to wear. Finally, she found something in her mom's closet; a black skirt that went to her mid thighs, and a black, long sleeved, silk blouse. Rory curled the ends of her hair and went downstairs.
"OO, someone looks hot."
Rory smiled, "Thanks mom."
"You don't usually dress like that..."
"It's senior year. I thought I'd...let loose a little, but not too loose."
"Well, have fun, but not too much."
Rory smiled, "I promise."
Rory went to the door and opened it to find Jess standing there with his finger on the doorbell.
She smiled, "Hi, you're late."
Jess looked her up and down, "Wow, you look..."
Rory blushed, "Thanks, but you're late."
Jess grinned, "Fashionably late."
"Right; let's go."
They got into Rory's car and tried to find Louise's house from the directions Louise had given her.
~~~
About thirty minutes later, they arrived at a huge house with cars all over the place.
"Some party." Jess inspected the house.
"Yea, Louise is quite the party girl."
Rory reached towards the handle of the car door, but Jess stopped her, "OO, let me."
He jumped out of the car, went around and opened Rory's door, "I always wanted to do that."
Rory smiled at him, and got out.
They walked to the house and the door automatically opened, they looked at each other. Louise and Madeline poked their heads through the door.
"Rory! You look great!" Louise grabbed Rory's hand and pulled her inside.
Madeline smiled at Jess, "Hi. Glad you could come."
Jess gave her a half smiled, "Hi."
"I'm Madeline."
Jess nodded slightly, "Jess."
He went inside, and found Rory by a big statue. He went right over to her, but Madeline grabbed his hand and pulled him away. Jess looked at Rory and he had this look on his face that said, 'save me.' Rory smiled, and waved at him as Madeline dragged him away from Rory and towards a crowd of people, then she went with Louise to talk to some people.
About an hour later, Rory broke away from Louise and her friends and went in search of Jess; she figured he was in need of rescuing. As she walked passed the laundry room, the door opened and someone pulled her inside, then slammed the door. Rory stumbled back and was ready to scream, then she recognized her attacker, "Jess!"
She smacked his arm, "You scared the hell out of me!"
"Madeline is a psycho!"
Rory laughed, "Hiding from her?"
"Damn right I am!"
Rory looked around the room, there were several laundry baskets with clean, folded clothes, a washer and drier in the center of the room against a wall, a small TV., on the far right of the room, and a small, dark blue loveseat about ten feet from the TV.
Rory raised her eyebrow, "Interesting place for a TV."
Jess smiled.
Rory opened her mouth to say something, but was scared silent when they heard several hard pounds against the door. Rory jumped about ten feet in the air and backed up. Jess followed, but he didn't jump as high. Laughter erupted from behind the door, and then everything got quieter.
"Damn! What is with these people?"
Jess looked at Rory and noticed that he was only inches away from her face. She looked into his eyes and smiled. Jess slowly leaned forward and Rory couldn't help but lean in as well to meet him as their lips met. His hand moved to her cheek and slid along her jaw as he continued kissing her. Rory felt lightheaded, so her hands came up to his waist to steady herself. His tongue delicately traced her lower lip and she sighed, breathlessly. Rory opened her mouth and he slowly slid his tongue inside. She shivered when his tongue slid against hers and her legs began to shake.
Rory leaned against the wall for support and Jess followed her, pinning her against it.
He was kissing her so deeply, that Rory was running out of air. Her tongue slid alongside his into his mouth and a soft moan escaped his throat. She wrapped her arms around his back, and his hands were on her sides, like he was holding her in place. The tighter he held her there, the more Rory wanted to stay there, forever.
They parted for a breath and she suddenly realized what had happened.
"Oh my god," she said, meeting his eyes, "I'm sorry. We shouldn't…"
Jess latched onto her arm before she could get away, "No way, you aren't doing this to me again. I had to wait two months to see you again, and I had two months to think about that kiss. You aren't getting away again."
Jess held onto Rory's waist again and connected their lips once more and she immediately kissed him back. Her heart leapt as his hands got a tighter hold of her waist.
His left hand slid down her waist and stopped just below her skirt. Then his other hand slid down to the other side of her skirt, until both hands were at the base of her thighs. He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist, never breaking their kiss. He walked over to the loveseat and laid her down. Jess moved his hands up her thighs and let them rest on her hips. He kissed all along her law line, and then slowly moved down her neck. Even though Rory knew it was wrong, nothing could have stopped her. Rory snapped back to reality when she realized that Jess was unbuttoning the top button of her blouse. He looked at her like he was waiting for permission to continue; when Rory didn't tell him to stop, he moved back up to her mouth and kissed her again, his lips meeting hers furiously. She moaned softly as his tongue trailed her bottom lip, and she accommodatingly opened her mouth. Without leaving her mouth, he slowly unbuttoned a second button, and was moving to a third when another hard pound came from the other side of the door.
"Rory!? Are you in there?"
Rory and Jess heard Louise's voice coming from the other side of the door, and they immediately parted. Rory jumped off the couch, quickly buttoned her blouse and looked at Jess, "This is a very bad omen, Jess!"
She ran to the door, pulled it open, and disappeared into the crowd. Jess ran after her, through the crowd, out the front door, and saw her get in her car, and drive away.
"Rory!" Jess called after her.
He kicked the dirt as he saw the taillights of her car disappear, "Dammit! You always seem to fuck things up, don't you?" He swore at himself.
~~~
Rory drove as far away from Louise's house, and Jess as she could get, then she pulled over to the side of the road, turned off the car, and started sobbing. She didn't want to leave Jess, but she just couldn't deal with anything right now. No matter how hard she tried to deny it, she felt something with Jess that she had never felt with Dean. Now she had gone and really screwed things up; it would never be the same between them again. She stayed on the side of the road for ten minutes and continued crying, before she finally went home. Her mom was already asleep, so Rory went to her room, changed into her pajamas, got into bed, and cried herself to sleep.
~~~
End of part 2.
FEEDBACK!!!!!
:o)
Author: Sara6255
Pairing: R/J
Rating: PG-13 mostly, maybe R later on.
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone or anything. (So sad)
Distribution: Sure, but please ask first.
Summary: Takes place after the season finale; Rory comes home from Washington to her family, friends ...and someone else in particular.
Spoilers: Pretty much all of the season finale.
Feedback: I live off the stuff.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Rory talked to Jess for a few minutes about a current book she was reading until Lorelai interrupted.
"Food!"
She set the plates on the table, sat down, and looked at Jess, "Hi."
Jess smiled, "Hi. Well, Luke will get mad if I don't finish wiping the tables."
Before he left, he whispered in Rory's ear, "Your friends are back."
Rory turned around and saw Madeline and Louise standing outside again. He mom just looked are her, "Uh...I'll be right back."
She went outside, "Forget something?"
Madeline smiled sheepishly, "Yea, how to get out of here."
Louise stepped in, "Ok, I must confess, we didn't come all the way her to just see you, we were on a little road trip, and we got lost, here. Madeline remembered you live here, so we decided it would be a good time to invite you to the party."
Rory grinned, "Somehow, I knew that you didn't come all the way over here just to see me."
Louise smiled, "So, how do we get out of here?"
Rory told them the way out, they said their goodbyes again, then Rory went back inside and joined her mom.
Lorelai smiled in-between eating her fries, "What was that about?"
Rory ate a fry, "They invited me to a back-to-school party."
"OO, sounds like fun."
"Yea, they invited Jess too. Speaking of Jess, why are you and Luke talking again?"
"Well, what can I say? He can't stay mad at me. No, seriously, we made up. It was a slow, grueling process, but, mission accomplished."
"Good."
Rory and Lorelai ate their dinner and talked about Rory's trip for about two hours. Rory told her mom what it was like to spend practically the whole summer with Paris, and having no escape route. After about 5 cups of coffee, Rory was starting to feel the effects. She went to the counter and asked Jess for a coke.
"No more coffee?"
"Please, if I have anymore, I'll be up all night."
Jess smiled and got her the coke. When he handed it to her, their hands touched and she immediately, pulled away but tried not to be too obvious, even though, every time they touched in any way, electricity shot through her whole body.
"So..." Rory broke the tension, "Are you going to the party with me?"
Jess smiled, "The dark haired girl, will she be there?"
Rory grinned, "Madeline? Yea, she'll be there."
"Ok, well, I'll go, but just for you."
Rory scoffed, "Yea right. Meet me at my house tomorrow night at...six."
"Ok."
Rory smiled at Jess, took the coke, and went back to talk to Lorelai for another half hour, before going home.
~~~~
The night of the party, Rory was rummaging through her closet, but still couldn't find anything to wear. Finally, she found something in her mom's closet; a black skirt that went to her mid thighs, and a black, long sleeved, silk blouse. Rory curled the ends of her hair and went downstairs.
"OO, someone looks hot."
Rory smiled, "Thanks mom."
"You don't usually dress like that..."
"It's senior year. I thought I'd...let loose a little, but not too loose."
"Well, have fun, but not too much."
Rory smiled, "I promise."
Rory went to the door and opened it to find Jess standing there with his finger on the doorbell.
She smiled, "Hi, you're late."
Jess looked her up and down, "Wow, you look..."
Rory blushed, "Thanks, but you're late."
Jess grinned, "Fashionably late."
"Right; let's go."
They got into Rory's car and tried to find Louise's house from the directions Louise had given her.
~~~
About thirty minutes later, they arrived at a huge house with cars all over the place.
"Some party." Jess inspected the house.
"Yea, Louise is quite the party girl."
Rory reached towards the handle of the car door, but Jess stopped her, "OO, let me."
He jumped out of the car, went around and opened Rory's door, "I always wanted to do that."
Rory smiled at him, and got out.
They walked to the house and the door automatically opened, they looked at each other. Louise and Madeline poked their heads through the door.
"Rory! You look great!" Louise grabbed Rory's hand and pulled her inside.
Madeline smiled at Jess, "Hi. Glad you could come."
Jess gave her a half smiled, "Hi."
"I'm Madeline."
Jess nodded slightly, "Jess."
He went inside, and found Rory by a big statue. He went right over to her, but Madeline grabbed his hand and pulled him away. Jess looked at Rory and he had this look on his face that said, 'save me.' Rory smiled, and waved at him as Madeline dragged him away from Rory and towards a crowd of people, then she went with Louise to talk to some people.
About an hour later, Rory broke away from Louise and her friends and went in search of Jess; she figured he was in need of rescuing. As she walked passed the laundry room, the door opened and someone pulled her inside, then slammed the door. Rory stumbled back and was ready to scream, then she recognized her attacker, "Jess!"
She smacked his arm, "You scared the hell out of me!"
"Madeline is a psycho!"
Rory laughed, "Hiding from her?"
"Damn right I am!"
Rory looked around the room, there were several laundry baskets with clean, folded clothes, a washer and drier in the center of the room against a wall, a small TV., on the far right of the room, and a small, dark blue loveseat about ten feet from the TV.
Rory raised her eyebrow, "Interesting place for a TV."
Jess smiled.
Rory opened her mouth to say something, but was scared silent when they heard several hard pounds against the door. Rory jumped about ten feet in the air and backed up. Jess followed, but he didn't jump as high. Laughter erupted from behind the door, and then everything got quieter.
"Damn! What is with these people?"
Jess looked at Rory and noticed that he was only inches away from her face. She looked into his eyes and smiled. Jess slowly leaned forward and Rory couldn't help but lean in as well to meet him as their lips met. His hand moved to her cheek and slid along her jaw as he continued kissing her. Rory felt lightheaded, so her hands came up to his waist to steady herself. His tongue delicately traced her lower lip and she sighed, breathlessly. Rory opened her mouth and he slowly slid his tongue inside. She shivered when his tongue slid against hers and her legs began to shake.
Rory leaned against the wall for support and Jess followed her, pinning her against it.
He was kissing her so deeply, that Rory was running out of air. Her tongue slid alongside his into his mouth and a soft moan escaped his throat. She wrapped her arms around his back, and his hands were on her sides, like he was holding her in place. The tighter he held her there, the more Rory wanted to stay there, forever.
They parted for a breath and she suddenly realized what had happened.
"Oh my god," she said, meeting his eyes, "I'm sorry. We shouldn't…"
Jess latched onto her arm before she could get away, "No way, you aren't doing this to me again. I had to wait two months to see you again, and I had two months to think about that kiss. You aren't getting away again."
Jess held onto Rory's waist again and connected their lips once more and she immediately kissed him back. Her heart leapt as his hands got a tighter hold of her waist.
His left hand slid down her waist and stopped just below her skirt. Then his other hand slid down to the other side of her skirt, until both hands were at the base of her thighs. He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist, never breaking their kiss. He walked over to the loveseat and laid her down. Jess moved his hands up her thighs and let them rest on her hips. He kissed all along her law line, and then slowly moved down her neck. Even though Rory knew it was wrong, nothing could have stopped her. Rory snapped back to reality when she realized that Jess was unbuttoning the top button of her blouse. He looked at her like he was waiting for permission to continue; when Rory didn't tell him to stop, he moved back up to her mouth and kissed her again, his lips meeting hers furiously. She moaned softly as his tongue trailed her bottom lip, and she accommodatingly opened her mouth. Without leaving her mouth, he slowly unbuttoned a second button, and was moving to a third when another hard pound came from the other side of the door.
"Rory!? Are you in there?"
Rory and Jess heard Louise's voice coming from the other side of the door, and they immediately parted. Rory jumped off the couch, quickly buttoned her blouse and looked at Jess, "This is a very bad omen, Jess!"
She ran to the door, pulled it open, and disappeared into the crowd. Jess ran after her, through the crowd, out the front door, and saw her get in her car, and drive away.
"Rory!" Jess called after her.
He kicked the dirt as he saw the taillights of her car disappear, "Dammit! You always seem to fuck things up, don't you?" He swore at himself.
~~~
Rory drove as far away from Louise's house, and Jess as she could get, then she pulled over to the side of the road, turned off the car, and started sobbing. She didn't want to leave Jess, but she just couldn't deal with anything right now. No matter how hard she tried to deny it, she felt something with Jess that she had never felt with Dean. Now she had gone and really screwed things up; it would never be the same between them again. She stayed on the side of the road for ten minutes and continued crying, before she finally went home. Her mom was already asleep, so Rory went to her room, changed into her pajamas, got into bed, and cried herself to sleep.
~~~
End of part 2.
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