The next morning while I was still asleep, I snuggled up to my target rubbed my leg in their lower areas. Then I gently nibbled on their cotton as… Wait, cotton?
I opened my eyes to find that Nee-san was nowhere in sight and that my bedding was the lucky owner of some stains made from my morning ecchi-ness.* I couldn't help but feel disappointed that nee-san wasn't there to feel my saliva coat her ear, or feel my honey staining her thighs…
It was then that I realized I was thinking… About perverted stuff yes, but I was still thinking none-the-less.
"Nee-san… where did you go? I want to feel your trembling body in my arms…" I spoke aloud, bunching up the sheet tightly between my thighs.
…I was dangerous. I never could think on my own, but now that I could, I was thinking about sex. Without hesitation, plunge into pleasure and do naughty things; that kind of sex. If I wasn't careful, I could end up kidnapping nee-san and 'play' with her until the end of time. I couldn't help it though, since my thoughts only existed because of sex.
"…Mmm…Ahh…", a quiet moan could be heard outside my room.
Immediately recognizing the voice, I jumped out of bed and slammed open the door. Before nee-san could act in shock, I hugged her tightly, more moans coming from her voice, sweetly seducing me to more erotic thoughts.
"Ahn… S-stop thinking… like that…"
That right, I almost forgot nee-san could read minds. This confirms that I'm actually thinking though.
"P-please hold off for a minute… I-I made breakfast…", Her voice trailed off while I thought of sucking on her neck while fingering her. It was cute hearing her voice lose its focus while I 'had sex' with her in my mind. I wasn't doing anything more than hugging, mind you. It was just a little mental fore-play.
"K-Koishi, I need to tell you… t-things involving sex… If you can stop… ahh…"
That caught my attention. Nee-san knew about sex, and yet she was stressed all the time…? I couldn't understand…
"I'll explain it, but can we please move to the dining room… without doing perverted things?" Satori asked, reading my mind.
Since the topic was sex, I agreed in my head. I knew I probably didn't know everything there was to it since my first time was yesterday, and I wanted to learn as much about it as I possibly could. I reluctantly stopped hugging nee-san, but stubbornly refused to let go of her warm hand. Intimacy was at the heart of sex alongside lust, so holding hands wholeheartedly should be the bare minimum… I think. Abusing someone was also intimate… or was it? The book I read showed lovers inflicting harm on each other with whips and-
"K-Koishi… It's a wonderful thing that you can think again, but… I think I might go insane… this is all too much…"
It's hard not to think about sex when that's the topic I can only think about. That being said, I decided to simply enjoy the warmth of nee-sans hand, thinking of nothing more than how pleasant her hand felt. She seemed to mellow out when I did, a warm smile reflecting my own emotions spreading on her face. Then, without realizing it, we had walked all the way to the dining room, where we had to let go so we could eat. I could tell nee-san was disappointed, but she let go first before she sat at the table.
"…I lied about breakfast. Sorry." Nee-san said, apologetic.
"…Why?", I asked, tilting my head.
"I was too busy trying to sort out my feelings… as well as how to explain this to you…"
I focused all my attention on nee-san, trying to read her mind since I was regaining thought. Unfortunately, all I got was a slight twitch and buzz from my sealed third eye, refusing to give me access to her mind.
"Well… first off, it is not 'normal' for siblings or any kind of relative to have sex. I really had no intention of doing it with you, but… for some reason… as we continued, it was like a switch flipped on inside of me… and now I can't stop thinking about kissing you deeply, and hugging you tightly… listening to your moans while I take a turn licking you… And I know you did something to my head, but… It feels way too good… way too good… touching you, looking at your slender pale skin… ahh…"
Nee-san's words no longer came as she couldn't help herself from touching her pussy over her undergarments. I got excited, but… I knew this was something I forced upon her. She was only getting aroused because I influenced her mind against her will.
"N-no… I'm grateful… Ahn… That I can experience such happiness… Hah…Auu~" Nee-san said with lust dripping in every word she spoke.
I was easily swayed by her words. She's grateful and happy… I couldn't ask for anything else… No, actually I can…
"Nee-san… How much experience have you had with sex before me?", I asked.
"Hau, none, awu… I'm drooling again… In front of Koishi… while I t-touch myself… Hue~" Nee-san said, continuing to lose herself in her act of fingering.
"…I think this is too greedy, but… I want to try this with as much people as possible…"
"…Huh?"
"So… sorry, but you'll completely accept my choice." I said, noticing her eyes go wide as I arranged her mind yet again.
"Yes… Of course…" Nee-san said with a blank stare as her movements somehow increased.
…Did she liked being controlled? The book also said that people like that kind of thing…
"Yes, I love this! I can't control myself and it feels so good~!" Nee-san exclaimed, panting excitedly.
…I broke her. There wasn't any other way to describe it other than that. My elegant, responsible nee-san was masturbating before my very eyes, accepting my plan to sleep with other people happily. The sight made me excited… Then images ran through my head…
…I didn't stop reading at the cherry-colored book. I also read many forms of erotica before I experimented with nee-san… Many different types of romance ran through my head, but the one that could fulfill any and all was…
"…A harem."
A paradise of sex; No hate or jealousy, sadness or worries, free from the eyes of those bound by common sense… A harem would be perfect. I could have a submissive-type harem with ease since I could control anyone… But I wanted variety… I wanted to experience all that sex had to offer.
…I felt like I was losing my original goal of gaining my thoughts back, but I didn't care. I was practically drooling at the mouth thinking about the different women I could sleep with, since Gensokyo definitely had many fine women. I suddenly remembered a book where it used this description to describe a dirty old man who enslaved many women and broke their wills one by one. I shuddered at the thought; a cute girl such as myself compared to an old human man in his fifties… Even though I understand that feeling of wanting to see a strong willed woman beg for sex.
But I wanted a pure relationship too. An awkward relationship, a playful one, one where I would be on the receiving end… There were so many things I wanted to try out with so many different women…
It was only then that I realized I was a lesbian, having said 'women' yet again instead of 'men' or 'people'. I also realized that my personality had completely changed, but that was a given since I was relying on instinct and subconscious thought for most of my life. My world was opening up, and my eyes were blinking, as though I were blind for my entire life so far…
My third eye was throbbing too, it's lid fluttering between 'closed' and 'falling asleep'. I knew that with one last push, I might be able to open it.
"…Hey nee-san." I called out softly.
"Hah…?" Nee-san responded, her eyes fluttering as well.
"Come here and kneel before me." I spoke with authority. Seeing her getting off from being controlled was what started this train of thought, and I was going to see it all the way through.
Shuddering, she got up and walked towards my with trembling legs. Her hands still working, but directly touching her soaked pussy; her panties were left on the floor at her seat. Then, she kneeled before me, giving me a sense of… euphoria that I had never felt before. I then smiled and patted her head.
"Good girl, nee-san. You're really enjoying this, aren't you?"
"Hiya, auu… y-ya… I am…it's so good…", as I pet her, her eyes rolled in the back of her head as I could hear her mind repeating those same words…
That's right, I heard it. My third eye must have been a pervert as well, because it snapped open the moment I reached that sense of euphoria. I then reached another thought…
"Hey nee-san, what If I told you that I can snap my fingers and you would get one-hundred times more sensitive than you are now?"
"…Huh?"
I snapped my fingers, testing out my power over Nee-san's mind. To my joy, her moan turned to high-pitched squeals of delight while her trembling body began to convulse uncontrollably… violently, but her head was nothing short of nirvana at that point so I wasn't worried.
"Yes! Ahh, yes, please Koishi… Take me higher!" Nee-san was almost at her peak.
"Alright, the next time I snap my fingers not only will you have an orgasm that feels like ten in one, your entire mind will go blank and vulnerable, allowing me to change it however I will. Do you understand?"
"Yes, please, I'm going insane~!"
With one snap, I could hear Satori's thoughts go silent while her mouth was anything but. Her orgasm lasted for a minute before she finally went still, her eyes staring off into the distance and her mouth breathing steadily in a trance. I looked at her for another minute, then said those words, making my mind up.
"You will forget everything that happened between you and me these past few days. Even if you find evidence of what happened, you will clean it up, thinking nothing of it… You will also feel relaxed and refreshed for about a week after you regain your mind. Do you understand?"
"Yes." Nee-san said in a monotone, unable to do anything but obey.
I wanted nee-san to enjoy herself, but more than that… I wanted her to be my sister. I now knew what she meant when she said that sexual relationships between siblings weren't normal, because when I 'broke' her, she no longer looked at me as her sister, even if I still considered her mine. I value sex now… but I don't want to sacrifice family when I'm pursuing my joy in life. That is why, I want my nee-san back to her normal self… because being sisters is enough.
"And with the next snap of my fingers, you will fall asleep for twenty minutes, and when you wake up, you will do so with your mind returned."
"Yes."
This will be but a distant dream, but I won't forget it. I'll never make the same mistake again, for nee-san's sake as well.
And so, I snapped my fingers, catching her before she hit the floor. Her sleeping face no longer a fancy of mine, but warming my heart regardless.
Because no matter what, I will always love her.
I left home, already prepared for my unorthodox dream of finding a Harem. It was a silly, normally unobtainable goal, but I was a silly, extraordinary girl… I giggle to myself, realizing how lame that sounded. My head was filled with thoughts… random ones mostly, but when they were focused, they did so on sex.
I felt energetic as I took steps out into the shining sun, going over my potential partners in no particular order.
To dominate a strong willed woman… This was a tricky one since I also wanted to try being dominated. I doubt the two I thought of ever did kinky sex, but Yuuka, the flower youkai, and Marisa, the free spirited magician (and thief), came to mind. Both were strong-willed, but Yuuka seemed to be more aggressive. I guess that meant I was going to be dominated by Yuuka and dominate Marisa by default.
An awkward relationship… actually, this was the one that would be tricky. I wanted to be with someone where even the most intimate moments would be fidgeted through and hesitant… an odd desire, but it intrigued me. It would have to be someone who I would never even consider trying to get along with… much less love. Parasee, the jealous bridge youkai, came to mind, but just by thinking about her means I think it's possible to begin with… hmm.
Next was a playful relationship. Not necessarily romantic, but one based on enjoyment. Someone who enjoys my company and vise-versa while we have sex every now and again. I never really had friends during my time wandering the world without a care, so I should make some friends on this journey and find the most likely candidate that way.
And last but not least, the classic pure relationship. A consensual, lovey-dovey atmosphere where two people care for each other deeply and try to understand one another's body, mind, and soul. The epitome of romance, although without lust, is doomed to fail. For this one, I need to find someone who I can see spending the rest of my life with… I'll also figure this one out as I go, since my heart hasn't went 'doki-doki'** for anyone.
…I might not have the entire plan laid out, but I've done more than one thing in my life impulsively, and I've always turned out fine.
…So, let's begin these erotic adventures, shall we?
*= Ecchi is a genre in Japan typically revolving around sexually stimulating content in a form milder (and other times not) than porn.
**= Doki-doki is referring to the sound effect a heart makes when it's beating fast. Typically used in japan.
