Should've Said No:

BPOV

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything
Is gone

Edward always sung me to sleep with a lullaby, my lullaby. And flowers were on my pillow every morning...But that's all gone now.

Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you
Feels wrong

Yesterday...Was the day I was going to fix this relationship, I was going to surprise him and...Well lets just say that him and Alice, they wee surprised all right...As was I

You say
That you'd take it all back,
Given one chance
It was a moment of weakness
And you said yes

'Oh god Bella, I can explain.' He said. 'I think I know enough.' I was holding back the tears but once I got to my car I pretty much drowned. He called me later saying she begged him. That he didn't want to and if I could only be reasonable, he would make it up to me...Ha, I think not! The prick.

You should've said no,
You should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known the word of what you did with her'd
Get back to me (get back to me)
And I should've been there,
In the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no,
Baby and you might still have me

He should have known I'd find out. He should have thought about the risk, and why wasn't he thinking of me. Was he? If so he should have stopped, and said No! And now he begs. Worthless, I'm gone and he can't stop me.

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things
To say

Caressing my cheek, 'Bella love you know you're the only one for me.' Right...

But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same

'Then why were you fucking her. If I'm the only one!!!'

You say that the past is the past,
You need one chance
It was a moment of weakness
And you said yes

Bella, the past is the past. I can't erase what I've done but you have to believe me...I need you.'

You should've said no,
You should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known the word of what you did with her'd
Get back to me (get back to me)
And I should've been there,
In the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no,
Baby and you might still have meeeeeeeee
Oh, oh, oh

I can't resist
Before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it?
Was she worth this?

'Was she really worth it Edward? Was 1 little fun time, worth all this?'

Noooooooo, nooo
No, no, noooooo, nooo...

That's what he said. 'No...No, please Bella, please...'

You should've said no,
You should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've known the word of what you did with her'd
Get back to me (get back to me)
And I should've been there,
In the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no,
Baby and you might still have me

Now it's my turn....'No, you didn't say it so now I will. No Edward, I don't want you anymore.'